JUST ME

I am 24 and live with my fiance Chris, 28 in Cramlington. We have been together for 7 years and have lived together for 4 years! We got a puppy at Christmas and thought that was enough for now so when I found out I was pregnant at Easter it was a SHOCK to say the least! After three tests I still didn't want to believe as I still feel like a child myself! Somehow I have managed to give up smoking and drinking but I must admit I miss it! Chris on the other hand hasn't changed his ways yet but who can blame him? To him nothing is different ... yet!

So in a nutshell when jelly bean is born I will have to cope with a newborn and a puppy! Holly will be 1 on November 7th just before jelly bean is due and hopefully won't be as hyper! I have already noticed a change in her and she is calming down a lot, the only time she is in hyper mode is when people come over, she is very clingy and just likes to snuggle up to her mamma and dadda!! (sad I know but at least we're already used to calling each other it)

We are still hoping to have a week away before jelly bean arrives and had luckily already decided to stay in this country so we could take Holly with us! So glad I have managed to have plenty holidays with Chris, we have been to the Caribbean the past three years so can't complain too much!

One of my downfalls is that I am a very negative person and always thinks and expect the worst, I worry about everything as you never know what can happen, me and Chris never leave each other on bad terms and always say "I love you" even after being together for so long, some people call it soppy but we never want to change, we are very close and lovey dovey!!! Anyway my point was I am a worrier and can't wait until I am past my 20 week scan so I can enjoy my pregnancy! Also can't wait to find out the sex so we can have a bright pink or blue nursery - no offence to anyone but I don't like cream/lemon/beige nurseries, I want a bright and stimulating room for my baby!!

Jelly bean will be the fourth grandchild on my side of the family but the first in Chris's! My sister had Lyla Catherine on the 24th June 2006, my brother had Ethan Thomas on the 13th October 2006 and his second baby is due in July! We have been warned to slow down by my mam as she will end up skint!!