| KhloeeLakeBird | |
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♥ My name is Kaitlyn. †
† I live in Roswell. ♥
♥ I live very close to my parents †
† I have two siblings; a sister, 18 and a brother, 32. ♥
♥ My parents and I are very close. †
† I'd do anything for my family. ♥
♥ They'd do anything for me. †
† I have two dogs; Daisey and Duke. ♥
♥ Duke is a Great Dane. †
† Daisey is an Italian Greyhound. ♥
♥ I am a very nice person. †
† But I can be a bitch if you piss me off. ♥
♥ I'd do anything for anyone. †
† I love my life. ♥
♥ I love meeting new people and making friends. †
† I like to have fun. ♥
♥ I love to make people laugh. †
† I am very loving. ♥
♥ I love the Golden Girls. †
† I hate chocolate. ♥
♥ I've worked hard to get where I am. †
† Everything I have in my life, I thank GOD for it. ♥
♥ He is my everything!! †
† I'm a mom to a beautful little girl. ♥
♥ Her name is Khloee Lake. †
February 20, 2008-I had a C-section with my first baby! Khloee Lake Bird was born on December 26, 2007 at 7:45. She weighed 6 pounds, 2.6 ounces and was 21 inches long. Khloee is so beautiful. I totally adore her!! She has become everything to me and I get to cherish her all by myself. I found out I was pregnant again last week. I'm very scared actually and in fact thought about abortion and adoption. Then, I decided that I probably could never forgive myself for either of those decisions. Unlike Khloee's dad, I have a wonderful man there that is going to help me through everything. We aren't ready for another baby, but we've decided that we've got to make the best out of it. I want another girl. He doesn't care what it is as long as it's healthy.
March 14, 2008-So, I have epilepsy. Well, I had a seizure the other day at Denny's and well...there went baby. I'm a little relieved, as terrrible as it seems. You see, PJ left me and wants nothing to do with me. So, I'm kinda glad I don't have to go through shit like I did with Khloee's dad. I'm very tired and such, but I guess I'm hanging in there. I know that it was the best thing. I just wish things could've been different. Anyway, life goes on. Now, the docs have taken away my license for a year. That bums me out. I will still be keeping you updated on Khloee, though.
March 27, 2008-Well, the other day, I had a seizure in the day time for the first time. See, I have epliepsy. Only...the deal is, I've only had them at night. Never in the day. So, the doctor prescribed some medication. Now, my seizure thing is in order, I think. I mean, I'm not having any so far this week. Good thing!! I hate this. I really do. I have to depend on people now. I never depend on people. My car was taken away by my mother so I wouldn't drive it. She's smart. I'd drive it in a heartbeat if it was here. I saw PJ yesterday. Wow...that was tense. I went to his work and his boss (which is his best friend, William) was so nice. In fact, he was joking and saying he was going to take me home. It was very weird. I never imagined that from him. Then again, he did just get a divorce. PJ saw me and we made eye contact several times, but he never said a word. I still love him. I really do. I'm trying to forget him, but it's so damn hard. Especially with the circumstances around us. I really hate it, ya know. I wish we could make things at least civil. My friend is going to take her car in there tomorrow so she can get her windows tinted. See, PJ works at a place called Car Tunes and Tint. Therefore, he's the man to go to for everything auto-fied. Well, my friend wants me to go to that thing tomorrow. Damn! So, I'll see him. My heart will ache once more. Oh, how I wish things were different. I know, I know. Life goes on. But why the hell does it have to go on without feelings considered?? Have you ever thought about that?? I mean, you get shit on and rang through and you have to just accept things and be unhappy because life is just life! I hate that!! I know things will get better later, but it's not later! It's now! What are we to do about the heartbreak that's going on NOW?
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