At first I joined this site back in April 2009 when I got my BFP. We were sooo thrilled to be expecting our first child together. We had one DD form my first marriage and Dh is an amazing step daddy to her. We wanted more for each other and more for our DD. We wanted to giver her a sibling and a friend. We wanted to create life together and grow our family. We were over joyed for 10 weeks. I had felt really sick and was constipated so we went to the ER at 8weeks and they suggested some solutions for the constipation and did an ultrasound... we again had tears of joy when we saw our precious baby and its tiny heartbeat! 2 weeks went by and I was still not feeling well...back to the ER we went when I was unable to see my OB, however this ended up being the worst day of our lives. Our precious babies tiny heart had stopped. Our dreams were crushed and hearts were broken. The joy we felt was not to last What was once our future Became our past ♥ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> August 29th 2009- I got a BFP. The excitment is unbelievable as well as the nervousness. I haven't stopped crying and smiling, Sadly in September bleeding started and after a roller coaster ride of not knowing the outcome we lost our precious baby and and now have 2 angels. December 20th 2009- Another POSITIVE....we are in shock..we are over the moon excited but also not getting our hopes up..we are not nervous either its hard to explain the feelings we feel right now 3pregnancies in 9 months....it is in Gods hands from here!!! January 19th 2010-We made it 8 weeks 6 days and our baby's heart has stopped beating.... 3 baby angels. -