July 17, 2008
Can't wait to start TTC again in a few weeks!
July 24, 2008
AF came two days ago, but she is really light again. I am a little worried that my body might not be ready to TTC. I really want to start this cycle. I emailed the doctor to check in and am still waiting to hear back. It's all so frustrating. We've been through so much already. I just want things to work regularly for me again.
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5.1 hours ago I found this and wanted to share it with you....
beckybear -
29.2 hours ago I hope the doctor will put your mind at ease. Congrats on your anniversary. Italian pastries do sound yummy. skittles0607 -
29.4 hours ago Hey there! Sorry about your loss. I actually lost the baby in May as well. I really need to update my profile. My dr told me to wait 2 cycles as well. We have been trying off and since the D&C but no luck. I am on AF too. i just started 2 days ago. I really hope to get pregnant soon. My dr has given us the ok to start trying. Good luck to you. I hope we do get our BFP this month.. HaileyC -
30 hours ago I'm very impatient too, so I semi know how you feel on that part. Everything that has to do with getting pregnant or being pregnant is a big waiting game! I HATE IT!!!! I hope you hear back soon from the doc. And you're right, you can either be sad forever or try to move on. But just take as long as you need to grieve, I know that you'll never really be able to get over it, but that's OK!! firstmommy08 -
41.9 hours ago Michelle, thanks for commenting me. I was reading about your first pregnancy. Like you, I had a pretty good Mother's Day this year. Showered with cards, everyone all excited for me to be a mom to be and then my world came to abrupt stopped on June 13th when I went to that doc appointment and he told me my baby's heart had stopped. I'm 33. In Sept my hubby and I will be married 10yrs. I just got my first AF yesterday. I'm in so much PAIN!!! But, after this passes I'm going to try again. This past month or so has been an emotional roller coaster for me, which I'm sure you totally understand. Good look TTC. Baby Dust Baby Dust Baby Dust
beckybear -
Wednesday, 23 July You can't be too careful. My sister had ongoing probs after her M/C and ended up switching doctors and having another D&C before she got the issues resolved. I'm glad for your BFN, that way when you get your BFP, you will know it's for real. I would tell you not to expect perfection the first time out, but then I would be a hypocrite, because I have been doing the same thing.
Even though I know it's normal to sometimes take a few cycles to get back to normal. HaileyC -
Wednesday, 23 July Hey Michele!
I'm so happy to hear from you! I'm glad you're healthy again and that you'll be able to start trying soon!! I can't even imagine how hard the last couple of weeks have been for you. You're such a strong person! I'll be praying for you and hope the best for you! Keep me updated 
Hailey
beckybear -
Wednesday, 23 July Just a thought, if you haven't already, you may want to take another HPT to make sure it's showing negative so you know that your levels went back down to zero. I did this because my sister had complications post-M/C and when she got a BFP, she didn't realize it was because there was something left over from the previous M/C and her levels had never gone back down. beckybear -
Wednesday, 23 July I'm so sorry for your loss. Our dates were so similar. I lost my baby at 11 weeks on May 27, had my D&C on May 28. I just had my first AF 2 weeks ago and it was brutal. Very heavy and more painful than usual. But my sister had 2 MC and said AF is a little screwy the first couple months after. Baby dust to you, I hope you get PG again really soon. ourBaby -
Sunday, 20 July Hi Michele,
How are you? I am very sorry about your loss, I have not been much on-line as the summer is my most busiest time at work. I just read your blog. It must have been very hard with everything that you have gone thru. I had 3 m/c's before my son. Take care and I best of luck trying again.
Alicia happyinvention -
Thursday, 17 July i lost my baby in may as well, and im so sorry to hear that you did too!
we're ttc'ing again in october... but im pretending that all the prepping im doing now is actually considered the first stage of ttc!! christinesc -
Thursday, 17 July Hi- I just read your post and I am sorry for your loss. I've bee there, too. It's NO fun. Good for you for getting the dentist to fit you in. It's all about planning!! Best of luck to you. mrs wishing -
Thursday, 17 July Just wanted to say Hi, and that I am wishing you lots and lots of luck for the coming weeks.
Really hope you get that BFP soon.
Louise x lindylu -
Saturday, 14 June omg Iam sorry sorry to hear about your loss, my heart gos out to you!
lindylu -
Saturday, 14 June Automatic update: lindylu added a new blog: 14 weeks along informtion shylebgal -
Tuesday, 10 June i am terribly sorry to hear bout ur loss..my heart goes out to u and ur husband and u wil both b in my prayers..if u need to talk im here..big hugs to u HaileyC -
Friday, 30 May Michele,
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I will pray for you and your husband. I'm hear for you if you want to talk. Please keep me updated on how you and your husband are holding up.
ourBaby -
Friday, 30 May Thanks! Yep we told him, everyday I am feeling better and better about things. How about you how are you doing? Sorry it was a while for my reply I have been kind of busy w/my mom she was in the hospital. cks -
Thursday, 29 May Michele,
I am SO sorry to hear of your loss. I will be praying for you and your husband. I wish I could give you some piece of wisdom, but you will know what you need to do to get through this. Give yourself time to grieve and remember that you don't ever have to forget. If you feel up to it, please keep in touch. My regular email is beetlesmom@insightbb.com. HaileyC -
Tuesday, 27 May OMG! i would have freaked!! I'm glad everything is OK though and that there was no pain or additional bleeding!!!
I've heard of alot of people that fasten their pants by using a hair tie or rubber bands. Your friend should invent something to that extent and sell it!
I weighed myself today and I'm still hovering at 142, I'm so happy! That means I haven't gained any MORE weight since my 8 week appointment! Woo hoo!! I know it won't last long, but I just don't want to be a fat cow by the end of this pregnancy! 7 pounds of weight gain by the 8th week is WAY too much! cks -
Tuesday, 27 May Sounds like a fun weekend!
I live in the Ohio Valley which is supposed to be the worst place for allergies, but I've always gotten by with over-the-counter stuff. My previous condition of being an asthmatic changed drastically with this pregnancy to full-blown asthma. So, I don't know about the allergies, but Saturday was not really fun.
I am laid up today. I've been so sick all night - I even had to call into school today and have to do all my check-ins tomorrow. Thankfully, I had already turned in all my text books and my room was cleaned out. I just hate that I had to use another sick day today when I need them so badly in the fall. I'm waiting for my dr to call, but I have not been able to keep anything in me since 9 last night - ugh!!! I hate feeling like this and I'm honestly scared that I'm hurting the baby with all this throwing up.
Going to crawl back to bed now. Just popping in here on the way back from the bathroom again! Yuck!! Hating today! cks -
Monday, 26 May He really is!!
Thanks! This weekend we've done a lot of nothing so far! Saturday I was knocked out all day with allergies, and then Trevor got sick late afternoon so he and I just laid in my bed and watched movies! Yesterday we went out and had a nice lunch, then shopped all over for a Wii Fit for Trevor's graduation present (sold out EVERYWHERE!), then went to the grocery and managed to spend our entire state refund check (actually not that much, really, when it comes to groceries). Came home and chilled. Today we have gotten up and done some quick cleaning b/c we thought my in-laws and a friend were coming over to do some planting but it looks like rain now. We might go see Indiana Jones today!
Gotta head out now! Talk soon! Hope you have a nice day! lindylu -
Sunday, 25 May aww thank you hun! Its just shocking how fast Iam showing my own mother thinks I have my dates wrong but I dont and I do think the doctor would have corrected my due date lol then she teases me its twins and they just were unable to hear the second heart beat because their beating in rythom lol shes so funny! are you showing yet? HaileyC -
Friday, 23 May Hehehe, I still love the elastic waistband idea. Well, I'm officially fat. Today, I was stubborn enough to put on my favorite work pants... they are pretty small, but I had a small waist, butt and legs, so before, it was actually pretty loose somedays. Well, let's just say that they don't fit anymore :( They're flattening my butt, super tight on my hips (I've NEVER had that problem in my life) and I can't button it for the life of me. But since I'm so stubborn, I didn't take them off, I'm just wearing one of those maternity elastic waste bands. But my hips and butt are quite uncomfortable LOL
That's so sweet about your kitties!! I love how that one plays fetch! I've never heard of a cat that plays fetch! Well, I think that my husband may be warming up to the idea of a cat. It was very stomry yesterday (thunder, flash flood warnings, even a tornado touched down in southern california, but nowhere near me) and we were cuddling. He was like "wouldn't it be kind of cool to have a cat to cuddle with too?" I looked at him in disbelief... He would never say that! LOL
10 weeks felt like a big celebration for my too beacuse I went from 1 digit to 2 digits! woo hoo! i have yet to turn 11 weeks.... it'll happen on Tuesday :( I can't wait to get to 12 too!!! lindylu -
Friday, 23 May PRETTIEST MOM
Once you have been hit, you have to hit 5 pretty Moms.
If you get hit again, You will know you are REALLY pretty!
So hit 15 pretty moms on your friends list to let them know they are
pretty!
Before I was a Mom
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her
down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop
the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important
and happy.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to
make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the
wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.
Send this to someone who you think is a special Mom.''
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