November 19, 2009

I just wanted to make a note that my husband is the most sweetest, caring man ever. It's not one particular thing he has done, but all the things big and small that he always does in good times and in bad.

November 16, 2009

I am so sad today to report that we are having a miscarriage. I woke up this morning around 3:45 AM to use the restroom just like I have been lately, but notice bright red blood. This happened again at 5:20 and there was more. I called and spoke with the telenurse who instructed my husband and I to go to the hospital. They ran many tests... Urine (looking for infection), HCG blood test, regular ultra sound, vaginal ultra sound, and a pelvic exam. The staff was extremely nice, but it was very clear that I had began having a miscarriage. My HCG levels had already dropped to 48. I'll go to the doctor in two weeks to followup, talk about what happened, and how to proceed.

I hope to continue keeping in touch with everyone. You have been very supportive to me and I appreciate all your kind notes. I hope to be trailing behind all of you soon! Best wishes to all of you.

November 5, 2009
I have taken at least 5 HPT and they have all come back with BFP!!! I called today and scheduled my first doctor's appointment (December 21st). It's going to be so hard to wait that long. Husband and I are extremely excited and praying that everything goes well and baby is healthy!

Cycle 2 --> 10/14/09 - BFP!!!!!!!

Cycle 1 --> 9/21/09 - 10/13/09 --> BFN

October 6, 2009

My husband, Brian, and I just got married Saturday, September 26th. We have already decided that we're ready to start a family. We have been together for a little over 4 1/2 years, have moved back closer to our families, and have purchased our first home, all in preparation for building a family together. So much "prep" work has been done that I can hardly believe we are ready to start trying. I am already coaching myself to just be patient.