Mommy.D
Mommy.D has 84 days to go and is now in week 28
	Age: 19 Country: Province/region: arizona City: Lake havasu Partner: Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 18 Oct ,2008 Occupation:
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So let's see I found out I was pregnant a week after my missed period and also two weeks after my boyfriend dumped me. He and I arn't together anymore...he actually doesn't think i'm ready for this. Besides that i'm happy to have a baby and have the support of my family. I have been really really tired lately though. I'm about 8 weeks pregnant making my due date October 18, 2008.

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Friday, 14 Mar

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Friday, 14 Mar

Ok so lately I have not been feeling well at all. It seems the slightest thing will just make me want to run for the bathroom. Thankfully and successfully i `ve only thrown up twice and i `d like to keep it that way but I just feel sick to my stomach like all the time and always feel like gagging. This is totally not fun. Not to mention i `m tired all the time and seem to have no energy. I `m practically falling asleep at work. I just hope it gets better soon.

Saturday, 22 Mar

So the feeling of being very tired has come back once again. Today has just worn me out. Now at 10 weeks I can `t wait for all this to stop. Other than that still dealing with the ex and whatnot. I `m thinking he `s trying to play the whole I must have cheated on him and the kid `s not his now card. So iono. It `s really wearing me down. But other than that i `ve just been working and working.

Saturday, 22 Mar

Yup the BD is now claiming the baby is not his because the first day of my last period was January 12 and he says we weren `t together then so it must not be his. I `ve already explained to him that you `re pretty much already two weeks pregnant by the time the baby is conceived which for me was around the first week of February and he and I were together. He `s not claiming it `s not his. The last person I slept with was back in August 07 so if it were someone elses i `d be like 8 months pregnant by now. This is pissing me off.

Tuesday, 25 Mar

Been pretty stressed out. Quit my job today because they had absolutely no respect for me and expected me to be a slave. So now it `s on to find a new job before I start showing and then no one will hire me. Besides that the BD hasn `t been giving me too much trouble lately. I guess he `s going into the army or something. If he does that will make it a lot easier on me and plus I can plenty of child support out of his ass. He threatens me all the time. Like the other day he `s like I said I would help you out but now no. He was just talking about giving me money, which he `s going to have to do anyways. Hopefully he doesn `t die before then. But for some reason the thought of him no longer existing brings peace to my mind. Maybe I am a little crazy. So besides that my belly is starting to get a little bigger...pants are starting to become uber tight. I `ve also been trying to watch my diet and eat lots of fruits and stuff lately...really hard. But besides that still working on the insurance to try and go to a doctor. WISH ME LUCK WITH EVERYTHING!!!!


My first doctor's appointment is: APRIL 22 at 8:30 a.m.


So I had my first appointment this morning and I got an ultrasound taken(only one baby yes!). She's going to keep my due date the same. Besides that they just did a lot of tests on me. Will post these pics soon!


May 06, 2008
So I finally started my new job last week and it's been going really well actually. I'm just more worn out than usual. My ex will one day tell me that he wants to help and the next he doesn't. So finally I just told him that I don't want him there for the baby. Mostly because he can't stay in one relationship for more than a month. But i'll get his help one way or another. He still is going around saying that the baby isn't his. I just don't understand that, but ok only the DNA test will say he is. I'm not worried about it at all. But things at home have settled down with my parents, we arn't fighting nearly as much. Oh and I still haven't had to buy maternity clothes. Although in June i'm going to go and buy bunches of baby stuff. I won't find out the sex til i'm 22 weeks anyways.

May 22, 2008
I just found out that my baby's daddy is also having another baby with another girl. She doesn't find out the sex of her baby until next month just like me. Anyways it kind of pisses me off because he just broke up with my friend about two weeks ago. So he probably cheated on me and my friend. And god knows how many kids he has now. He is still married, they are not living together but the tells all his girlfriends that he is divorced, he has an 18 month old daughter with her and now he has two kids that are due at the end of this year. Not to mention his myspace is filled with so many girls whom he tells he loves and how sexy they are. Oh yeah and the other girl who's also having his baby this year has three children as it is. So if he is going to be with this girl take care of her children and live with her and support his child from his marriage as well as my baby (because I will make sure he pays child support) then this man is going to be broke for the rest of his life. I hope it will be a wake up call. And who knows how many other women out there have had his babies or might get pregnant in this year alone. My opinion we should castrate him.

May 25, 2008
So once again i've found out something new. Chris (my baby's daddy) is not really having a child with another girl. It seems that the girl's baby daddy is sleeping with Chris' ex wife. I guess they are sort of teaming up together to try and make their ex's jealous or something like that. Anyways I also ended up telling this girl everything about Chris and how he left me and how he was a bad guy. Well apparently Chris has been keeping me secret because they had no clue. Well the girls sister starts talking to me and from the beginning i'm like oh no she's going to start some drama. Basically Chris takes responsibility for his actions and he's a good guy and chris this and chris that. And here I am this girl that none of them have heard of, telling them that i'm pregnant with his child makes it look like i'm a liar. I don't really care. I have no reason to blame someone else for Chris' mistake. These people don't know me and it is starting to piss me off. But like I said once that DNA test comes back then the truth will be revealed. But by then it will be too late for Chris. He already had his chance. To me being a father does not include seeing your child whenever the hell you want to and supporting them whenever the hell he wants to. That is not acceptable to me and that is not being a father. The girls sister tried to tell me thats what being a mother is and how i'm not one and blah blah blah. In the end I told her I didn't need her drama and ignored her. So I guess i'm just done trying to convince anyone how awful chris is. He has them so brainwashed that they won't know what to think when that DNA test comes back. It will suck for Chris trying to lead a normal life and having to pay child support. But I don't really care. I just wish he would die.