3/31 I had a dream I already had my baby and we were bringing him home in the carseat. IT WAS A BOY! So now that's what I think until I'm told otherwise... now, if only I could have seen his eyes! Think GREEN everyone, his eyes are getting pigment NOW!!!

3/26 So, I hit the seven week mark today! I found a health clinic with a sliding scale, that accepts pending Medicaid, so I can make an appointment now and see if I'm as far along as I think I am. My hormones are still crazy, but it's getting easier to find things to eat!

3/24 Well, I'm starting to feel a little better, finally. I got my Medacaid application turned in, but I'm scared to go to the doctor because I don't know if I'll get approved or not. I think I make too much money to qualify... Which would mean... I have no insurance, and I get to pay for this myself, and for the rest of my life.

...well, I still haven't found anything that sounds good to eat, and I'm still stuck at work. I need to figure something out... coming up to the seven week mark tho!!! :)

3/20 I don't think I can keep this up. I'm gunna lose my job. I'm so tired I'm not even sure I want my job. I'm so sad, I can't think. John can't stand me, needless to say... I don't know what to do anymore...

3/19 Today started off rough, too, my hormones are crazy. Then John came to my work with lunch for me and a few fruit smoothie drinks/ vegetable drinks... I wasn't very nice to him. He's been so great, today he said he'd pick my Medacaid application up for me... and I JUST HIT THE SIX WEEK MARK TODAY!

...Thank you all for the comments and support, I don't know what I'd be doing without you guys... I haven't seen the doctor yet, and I haven't told anyone (outloud) it is on my myspace page so a few people know. I just want to be sure everything is okay before I go telling people and getting extra-excited... Wish me and my baby health!!

3/18 I hate today! I just wanted to go home for lunch and go to sleep - my husband isn't being cooperative. I'm sad, and tired, and I just found out that Maternity Advantage doesn't cover hardly anything! Maybe that's why is was so cheap.... well, at least I didn't pay for it yet. I heard I could qualify for Medacaid, but my husband won't pick up the application for me. I HATE WORKING SO HARD WHILE IM THIS TIRED!!!!!!!!!

I can't stop crying... and I can't eat hardly anything. At least I'm not throwing up...

3/17 I think my eating everything has given me a baby bump! I see it, plus my lower abdomen feels hard... I've got to get some pregnancy insurance today...

...so I looked into the insurance and Maternity Advantage is a LIFESAVER!! It seems so cheap, plus I get to go to any doctor - sounds good to me!

3/16 Well, it's only been a couple of days since I found out but I feel like it's so obvious! My boobs hurt so much and I've eaten like a whole jar of pickles! HA HA. John has been soooooo good to me, running to the store for whatever I want, he's gunna be a great Daddy.

3/13 Finally saw that awaited plus sign this morning! We were so excited!