OCTOBER 4TH

I dont know what happened to all the stuff I had wrote before, its like not here anymore. Thats kinda pissed me off. Well I guess I will start from 23 weeks. Having a BOY if you dont already know. My husband and I havn't come up with any names yet, so I think he is going to be Jr. Doesn't bother me. (I think he wanted a Jr. all along) I go to the doctors tomorrow. Really excited I think four weeks is too long to waite. D.J has been kicking me really low these past few days and it goes not feel good. I having had two previous m/c every little discomfort I feel I get nervous and scared. At first I thought my cervix might be opening I donno just some weird stuff. Cant blame me for begin scared, after loosing two its a little scarey. Everything seems to be fine. I was concerned that he wasn't growing but now I think he is okay. Just cant waite until tomorrow @ 3:30...TTYL