Sunday, 13 Jan

Hey well things arnt to bad, i seem to have beat the infection..well i feel fine my nxt app with the midwife is 26 Feb hopefully ill hear the heart beat so looking forward to that x

Monday,14 Jan

Back to work today was such a bad day felt like i had to excuse myself for being off sick, like they all though there was damm all wrong with me..but i was only doing what i was told. My workplace is not great as it is the girls are all great but somes times they say things and i dont think they mean it to be hurtfull but it is..there are 2 of us expecting in work renata is 27wks and we all chat away about babies and stuff working in a doctors we see babys and expectent mums everyday so we always have things to talk about.. I like to read alot about my baby i dono if that makes me silly but well i just like to know whats going on inthere and how my little ones doing at each stage but anyway we were chatting today and i happened to say i had read something on the net about signs ur having twins coz we have large history of twins in my family so u never know i could be having them and pauline (one of the girls) was like god Nadine shut up your such a hypercondriac you read too much and always talking about your pregnancy im getting sick off it already ull be pregnant 4ever...." she laughed about it like ..they all did i dont think she meant it to be mean..well i hope not but i didnt think it was funny...like sorry if im a bit excited that a have a wonderfull baby growing inside me i cant help but be over the moon....and if im to be completely honest them girls never shut up about themselves like ye i prob do mention something about babys once every day or im chatting away to renata but the rest of them are always goin on about them them them and there lives u can never get a word in edge wise most time they are that busy talking abut themselves i swear...if anything i talk the least about my live to them!!! God i just felt crap today mb its hormones........ but work is not going to be easy.. but this is me venting i needed to get it all out lol ill stop now ha ha ha

Thursday, 17 Jan

Whoo Hooo i seen my Bean today (baby) lol i was sent to an early pregnancy clinic this morning coz my BP was high and they scaned me and i heard the little heart im so chuffed to have already heard the heart thier machine must av been real good i though you couldnt hear it untill later!! Well i didnt get to see mush of the scan coz it wasnt really one for me to see just to double check all was in its place but i must say i have alot of fluid...ive seen other peoples 8week scans on here and i seem to have double the fluid...mabe thats why im getting big already!!! i also noticed that she quickly measured it and it cam up 9wks 1day not 8wks 2days that i am but she mever mentioned it just told me all was ok.....Does it mean anything am i mb 9 wks or can the measurments be off a bit when the babys more or less just a wee blob!!! either way ill find out on my Dating scan which prob wont be untill 12 weeks, its like a weight lifeted off now i have seen and heard my baby lol Im so happy xxx baby dust to you allxxx

Thursday, 31 Jan

Im in week 10 whoo hoo had bit if staing but all still seems to be good, i have had no sickness at all for at least 2 weeks now, so thats good although somestime i think if i was at least sick them mabe that would be a sign that all in there was still goin ok..But i see my Midwife on the 18th hope to hear the heart then and also have just got my first hos app through the post its on the 25th so really cant wait to that.. Apart from headachs and the stress of work everything has been great today just hope everything is growing ok in my tum cant wait to see you my wee bean xxxxxx

Wednesday, 9 April

Well though i may update thing a bit since i havent in a while..well im half way there now 20wks soo happy i can feel bub moving now wee kicks getting stronger and more frequent each day, dont have scan untill 28 april cant wait to see if all going ok, work has improved in sum ways i had to make an offical complaint about my boss bulling me so eventually its resolved now she got away with it but hope things can at least stay calm until i start my maternity leave end of july. still unsure if im gona ask wat the sex of the baby is, my partner doesnt want me to ask but im sort of swaying to finding out them i can be more prepared .... anyhow im feeling great apart form tearing a muscle in my side which can be sooo sore but alls good im just so excited to be pregnant again xxxxx