Hello,

I am so glad to have you come and visit my page. I guess I should begin with telling you all a little about myself, but not my whole life...lol...because I would keep you all here all year long just reading. My life hasn't been the up most perfect life that I would of wanted, but it's my life and I am alive with 2 wonderful children.

I am 32 years old and blessed with 2 young boys Ayden Reed, and Colby James. I also have a son that has passed away from SIDS back in 97' he lived a short, but happy life with us I miss him dearly, but there will be a day that I will get to meet him....up in heaven.

I have a wonderful husband that is 28 years old as of July 31st. 2009. We met through yahoo chat back on June 9th. 2009 We moved into our life very fast we got engaged that Christmas and married on the day that my Son that passed away from SIDS was born (May 25th.) we now have been married for 7 years. We have been through thick and thin with our married life together, but it has only brought us closer and stronger, I love my husband and to me he is my world and my soul mate......I have grew up wanting to be loved and cared for and I have gotten my wish the day that I met my husband.

I have had a lot of pregnancies Colby made pregnancy 13, and my other children well I was a seragete mother for other familys for over the years, but I do have 3 wonderful girls with my ex-husband which is a long story to that ex., and then I also have a daughter that will be 18 years old as of January of 2010. I had been raped and placed her up for adoption when I was 14 years old.

My mother is all I have on her side of the family my mom was raped to have me at age 16 years old, and I love her to death she just upsets me a lot because she expects me to do her everything all the time, and I feel used by her, and if I dont do things for her then she will make me feel guilty and talk bad about me to all her co-workers and friends, and doesnt seem to care a bit when she does it either....also my husband and I do so much for her we gave her a car, we are giving her a home to live in, and we fix her cars and trucks all the time for her and yet we ask of nothing back from her other than a little respect, and that is a no go from her all it is ever is complain and holler I hate that I want a real mom

After all that above there I am now TTC our last baby, in hopes that we have our little girl that we have wanted so badly, Please wish me all the baby girl dust there is for my husband and I to have our little bumpkin....

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