November 18th, 2008 - As of tomorrow at 8am I'm going to be induced. I'm scared out of my wits. I really can not wait to see him, but I'm sooooo scared that I'm not going to the best mom, or could i handle the labor? what if something goes wrong? What if the daddy isnt there the moment he comes? Am I going to be able to breastfeed? How am I going to manage my time? Will I ever think of being the best at work like I always have now that i have a baby? Will people think of me differently because I'm a mother? Will my fiance ever think I'm attractive again? I'm all mixed emotions right now. I think i'm feeling everyone that is in the book. I dont know what to expect from an induction, like will it make me sick, will it hurt more than natural, will it work, what does it feel like, what are the side effects? OMG my mind is racing a million miles an hour. I absolutely hate hospitals, and i'm going to be stuck in one for 2 days. I'm trying to breathe....this is really really scary.

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Hi everyone!!! Hope everyone's pregnancy is going well. :o) My name is Amy. I'm pregnant with my first. Expecting a boy named Ashton. Dave and I are completely excited!!! I live near Chicago, Illinois and love it! Happy Pregnancy!!!!!!! First Trimester 1-4 Weeks - 1 Month - Completed 5-8 Weeks - 2 Months - Completed 9-13 Weeks - 3 Months - Completed Second Trimester 14-17 Weeks - 4 Months - Completed 18-21 Weeks - 5 Months - Completed 22-26 Weeks - 6 Months - Completed Third Trimester 27-30 Weeks - 7 Months - Completed 31-35 Weeks - 8 Months - Completed 36-40 Weeks - 9 Months - in progress, Thank GOD