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Hi!!! My name is Swan! I am 30 years old and pregnant with my 4th & 5th children. By the way, we just found out it was twins at our 18wk appt on 5-8-08!!! At first it was only one baby...lol I have 3 daughters now ages are 11, 9, and 7. I am very excited yet nervous about the birth of these twins.. I recently lost 2 children back to back. One son on June 30, 2006 at 26 weeks due to a twisted umbilical cord and another son at 16 weeks on September 27,2007 due to Trisomy 18. I am so nervous about this pregnancy but I pray and hope that they will come into this world healthy. As for now, all ultrasounds and blood work have come back great. The doctor says that everything is looking fine. Your prayers and comments are greatly appreciated. One Love!!!

6/12/08- THE TWINS ARE DOING GREAT!!! HEARD THEIR HEARTBEATS ON YESTERDAY AT 152 AND 154...DOC IS JUST TELLING ME TO TAKE IT EASY BECAUSE HE WILL BEDREST ME!!!! OR HOSPITALIZE ME!!! HE SAID HE WANTS TO KEEP THEM IN MY STOMACH AT LEAST UNTIL THE 36WK MARK!!! I AM SO EXCITED YET SO EXHAUSTED!!!! BUT GOD IS SOOOO GOOD!!!

8/1/08---WOW WE HAVE MADE IT TO 30 WEEKS...I AM SOOO EXHAUSTED....THESE GIRLS ARE TAKING EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE....WE HAD A 3DAY STAY IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN LAST WEEKEND...BUT ALL IS WELL NOW...JUST SEVERELY DEHYDRATED AND A UTI THAT I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT CAME FROM...BUT WITH ANTIBIOTICS AND PAIN MEDS WE ARE OK....THE GIRLS WERE MEASURING IN AT 2.10LBS AND 2.5LBS...AT 29WKS...WE GO TO THE DOC AND FOR OUR MONTHLY SCAN ON TUES AUG 5TH...JUST TO MAKE SURE THAT ALL IS STILL WELL WITH THEM....I AM JUST SUPER TIRED AND BACK IS KILLING ME....ANOTHER 7-8 WEEKS TO GO AND THEY WILL BE HERE...I THINK IT IS MORE ANXIETY NOW THAN ANYTHING....WE HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN ALOT OF THEIR THINGS NOW....MY SIS IS HAVING MY BABY SHOWER ON AUG 16TH...I AM EXCITED ABOUT THAT ALSO...I AM MISSING MY DAUGHTERS RIGHT NOW THOUGH....THEY ARE WITH THEIR DAD FOR THE SUMMER AND WONT BE HOME UNTIL AUG 20TH...THEY CALL EVERYDAY...AND BABY GIRL BRIONNA WANTS TO KNOW IF HER SISTERS ARE HERE YET...AND I KEEP HAVING TO EXPLAIN TO HER NOOOO NOT YET....SHE HAS A THING WITH TIME...LOL!!! BUT I AM MISSING MY LIL GALS...THEY ARE SUCH A BIG HELP TO MOMMY....THANK GOD I HAVE A GOOD SOON TO BE HUBBY...LOL HE IS SOOO PATIENT AND SUPPORTIVE AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN DRIVING HIM INSANE....BUT I LOVE HIM DEARLY....AND HE IS SOOO EXCITED YET SCARED ABOUT THE BIRTH OF HIS FIRST AND ONLY DAUGHTERS....HE WILL BE A GREAT DAD!! I HAVE SOOO MUCH FAITH IN HIM......REGARDLESS IF HE IS NERVOUS OR NOT....I LOVE HIM SOOOO MUCH....SOMETIMES AFTER BEING MARRIED TO THE GIRLS DAD FOR SOOO LONG AND BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD NEVER MEET ANYONE THAT WOULD LOVE ME AS MUCH OR EVEN MORE...BUT GOD IS GOOD....I AM SOOO DESERVANT OF HIM....HE IS MY BEST FRIEND, MY LOVE, MY PARTNER, MY WORLD...BESIDES GOD......BUT WE COMPLIMENT EACHOTHER....JUST WHEN I THOUGHT OK...THIS IS IT...I MEET SOMEONE...AND FALL IN LOVE ALL OVER AGAIN...AND THIS IS A BETTER LOVE...A LOVE WORTH FIGHTING FOR.....WORTH SACRIFICING FOR....AND HERE WE ARE ABOUT TO BE BLESSED WITH 2 MORE BEAUTIFUL, HEALTHY DAUGHTERS.....GOD IS GOOD...AND HIS MERCY AND TRUTH IS EVERLASTING!!! GOOD NITE TO ALL...I AM GONNA TRY AND GET SOME SLEEP NOW!!!

10/27/080- OK LADIES AS OF TODAY THE TWINS ARE DOING GREAT!! I AM AT WORK AND DAD TOOK THEM TO GO AND GET THEIR 2MONTH OLD SHOTS....I HAD TO BE HERE FOR MONTH END CLOSING...DAMNNN ACCOUNTING....LOL!! BUT I THINK I WOULD OF CRIED TO SEE THEM CRYING....THEY ARE WEIGHING IN AT TWIN A DYRAYA IS 7LBS 4OUNCES 20INCHES AND TWIN B DYRICA IS 9LBS 6OUNCES 21INCHES...SO THEY ARE DOING FINE BUT THEY WILL BE CRANKY AS HELL LATER ON...I AM SOOO EXCITED AND BLESSED TO BE TYPING A MESSAGE LIKE THIS....MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU MOMMIES!!

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