My name's Sadie and I'm 20 years old. I'm married to my best friend, Anthony. We unexpectedly got pregnant when I was seventeen and he quickly got his shit together and proved everyone wrong. We have a two year old son, Isaiah and are loving every second of parenthood. We recently moved back in with momma, because we're in major debt to her and NEED to get out of it. So, I had an IUD put in right after Isaiah was born and just had it taken out in December because of lots of cramping and we were considering another baby. February rolls along, Isaiah is almost two and is becoming a monster! So we decide to get back on birth control for awhile and reconsider later. So I take a pregnancy test, just to make sure, and WHAT DO YOU KNOW? a flippin line!!! We were freaked out for a while and stressin, because Anthony had just been laid off and I don't work , but everything fell into place and now we couldn't be more thrilled. I can't wait to find out what we're having. Hoping for a girl, but I'll be happy either way.

My first appt was today, I didn't really find anything out.. Well I wasn't sure if i was 12 weeks or 7 weeks gone, and she said it felt more like 7, but we'll find out for sure at my ultrasound. I'll have the ultrasound and all the my blood work done at the next appointment. I really like my doctor by the way.

Isaiah starts preschool on Tuesday! How exciting!! I'm kinda nervous but I know he'll be fine. He has to go at least six hours a day mon-fri but we'll start with two and gradually move to six,, so he doesnt think i abandoned him. Hopefully I can find a job and work until the summer semester starts,, i wanna get alot of schooling done while im preggers and cant do much else. but yeah things are going good i had a really bad cold but am finally feeling better. ps im getting a belly..

April 3, 2008

School! Isaiah cries every morning when I drop him off and when I pick him up, hes just so overwhelmed with the whole thing. I feel bad, but I thing once he gets used to it, it will be good for him.. Hopefully he adjusts quickly. But on another note, I just called my doctor because I wasn't sure if I was having an ultrasound at my appt next week or not and I am yay! and I was looking at some comments from other girls at week 11 and quite a few were able to find out the sex that early. gosh I hope she can tell me I'm so anxious.. but then not because I think she'll only be able to tell if its a boy. aww id love another boy. but i do so want a daughter. we'll see. but ive got to go take a shower and pick the boy up from school.. hopefully she'll move my due date up too,, because im not really at all sure about my last period.

April 9, 2008

Hello all! Isaiah is doing so well in school now, he still gets a little bit sad when I drop him off, but he doesnt cry all day until I pick him up, then he gets too excited and cries cuz he kinda wants to stay I think.Gosh I cant believe what a big boy he is. He makes me laugh so much. but yeah just a quick update till friday when i have my appt woohoo!

April 12, 2008

So, my appt was yesterday and it went well. The baby was very active, but they cant tell what it is yet. Ive lost 4 lbs, dont know how, I feel like ive gained 20. but hmm yeah it was just a quick look at the baby and then my blood work.. ughhhh they dug around in my hand for a bit,, no vein. then my right arm,,, no vein. then left arm,vein kept moving.. then they finally got it and took like six vials of bloood/. ugh i hate having blood drawn. and my due date is the 21 now. a little jump. till next time....

April 17, 2008

God! I went shopping yesterday because nothing fits me,, and im not pregnant im just fat. im in this akward stage,, and im so ready to have this baby. lol this pregnancy is going to suck soo much. im only 3 months and hate my life already.. man it would be nice if this whole thing lasted 3 instead of 9 months.. or even six.

May 12, 2008

So it's been a while. I had an appt today, Anthony got to go with me,, so she did an ultrasound but wasn't able to tell the sex yet. that was stinky. isaiah is real bratty these days,, i think hes picked up some new behaviors from the older kids at daycare. the weeks seem to go by so fast, but the two days before im another week pregnant last longer than the whole freakin week.. seventeen weeks tomorrow.. almost halfway through YAY