Hey Ya'll,

As we all know,this journey is beautiful but towards the end,it can kick us in the butt and drain the hell out of us,so let me start off by saying......Ladies put ya gunz in the air cause we are tru souljas for doing what we do.

Okay about lil miss Sakiyna:

I am 23,ofcourse pregnant by my down ass boyfriend,Lennard(EL). Honestly,I met El back in Nov.06 but i kinda didn't give him a chance,now back in Nov.7.2007 i bumped into him again and we meet up this time and the first day we spent together,became are new life,he never took his butt home,but actually he moved in with me because it was like,he was there everday and we are so alike that sometimes we can't even get over on eachother because we know each other move. Okay around March(i packed up and moved in with him because my place was small and he wanted me to see live in a better neighborhood and Have my own room to do all my sewing(iam a upcoming designer )...so i said what the hell okay and once i scene this 6bedroom house i said..yell yeah...anyways I moved in around March and it seems like I've been with this man forever,we do some much together and we actually enjoy it,i really can't explain it but i do believe in love at first sight......This would be Lennard and I sceond child...he has a 5yr girl(she comes to stay with us every week) and I have a 4yr old girl....which is perfect. Maybe we will make it to the altar,theres a huge chance,but as of now,we are so down 4 each other and its no need to rush,feel me

El wants a son because he says me and the girls always beating on him and iam sick in tired of him treating my girls like boyz..he love to wrestle and iam like"Daddy they are princesses"..Me i just want a healthy normal baby and if i could,i would give him he's boy cause it really don't matter 2 me

I really didn't think i would be doing this again,but God does all the blessing,therefore its only right.....Now follow me in this journey of ups and downs and a new beginning as i take up being a new mommie again....To my daughter Elonnie,I love u...To my Fuzzy Doo,baby i love u big much(EL)..and to God for giving me the blessings.

MY SON'S FIRST OUTFIT

Before the bellyimikimi - Customize Your Worldimikimi - Customize Your World

imikimi - Customize Your World

First trimester:..Oh,i had all day and all night sickness,weight up and weight down,Heard the Heart beat twice and scene the baby 0nce. Towards my second trimester my sickness slowed down and sleppiness speeded up,here are some flix of me during that time

Here are a few pix of me at 4 months

i've been feeling the baby move as early as 12weeks

and at 15weeks i can feel him/her kick me atleast 4 times a

a day,i eat so much and i love cheese and

apple juice,iam showing so fast and sometimes iam out

of breath,i don't know the sex yet,but i started shopping

and i grab these ck onesies that my daughter picked

out for lil EL

4 months already

There she go,my twin,i love her