Hey Everyone! To tell you a little about me, I've been married for two years to my husband, Jayson.We don't have any kids yet but we both want them.The one thing we don't agree on is when. My husband wants EVERYTHING to be set when we have a baby.You know, a house, a career for both of us, financially setup so we have no worries. I think its great because he wants to give our children the very best life possible,I just worry we will never be set to his satisfaction. I want more than anything else to have children and I am a tad impatient. I would rather have richness in experiences rather than money, but then I also want to be able to provide to my child every thing they need. My best friend Katie is almost 11 weeks pregnant, that is how I found out about this site. I'm so excited about her pregnancy. I've never been close with someone while they were pregnant. It's so cool to see her husband baby her and dote on thier two year old daughter, Abigail.He is truly a lucky man to have those two and now another on the

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HE SAID YES! As of now I am no longer a "wannabe" TTC, I'm the real deal. Even though its not likely, If we get pregnant this month my due date will land on our wedding annivarsary!!!! I'm so excited and I've been looking all kind of info up on the web. I never knew "girl" sperm were stronger than "boy" sperm, they're supposed to live longer inside of u to. Cool, huh? No wonder my dad made 5 girls!

Today was soooo boring. Work was killer slow and I read almost a whole book. I think I have a girl name picked out(...Drumroll, please...) Rebecca Lynn. Its pretty and girly but also strong. I like it and Jay likes it...but we really are trying for a boy. The wierd thing about it is we just can't think of any boy names. I kina like Trenton, but Jay wasn't thrilled with it... or any of the million boy names I've ran by him. Oh well, we're not even pregnant yet. There will be plenty of time to think about that later, I'm sure.




I LOVE not being on the pill!!!!! I have lost about ten lbs and I feel great. I have been working out to help the weight loss train get rollin'. I'm about 160 lbs now and I want to get down to about 145 hopefully before we conceive. I'm trying to look at my time as a TTC with patience... so it helps to plan stuff out as if I won't get pregnant right away. That way I'm not setting myself up for disapointment. Trust me, I really want to get Pregnant this month, But if I don't it'll give me a chance to get into better shape and just enjoy my newfound energy( I doubt Jay will ever convince me to take the pill again... there are other ways to practice family planning). I am so on top of the world right now, the only thing that could make it better would be to find out about a new little life blossoming inside of me. Right now I am 4 dpo so right now I can just relax and enjoy my beautiful life. Good luck to all you other TTC girls and have fun trying!!!

10/4/07
Well when the pages got lost the other day, most of mine came back.I'm still missing my last two entries but it'll be okay. To get you up to date I have been ttc for two months now and I was due for AF on Saturday, but I started this morning. So I am offically on CD1 of my 3rd month. I don't know if this is something to worry about or not but on my first cycle off the pill I started when I was supposed toand then my next two cycles I've started two days early( counting starting today). So I'm having a 26 day cycle. I think I'm going to buy some ovulation tests and see when I am really ovulating... maybe that will help. My husbands birthday is coming up soon (16th) and he told me today he wants to get a tatto of the Camaro symbol on his shoulder for his birthday. (eyeroll) I'll keep you guys posted. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!

10/22/07
Well I still dont know any thing. Waiting is so boring and I feel like thats all I've been doing. I think I'm going to have to get a new job. :( I'm not excited about that. My boss LIED to me and cut my paycheck by 20 hours all in one phone call. I think I'm going to apply at a local factory that makes small motors. It would start out at about a dollar and a half more than what I'm making now. Any of you girls that pray, pray for me. I just want a steady job that I don't have to constantly deal with drama. I want to show up, do my work, and go home. Thats why I think a factory would be good because I wouldn't have to deal with costomers...that would lower the number of people I constantly have to please. According to the calender I'm supposed to start on the 30th but I've been starting 2 days early so I'm looking for AF around the 28th. I'm addicted to testing so I'll probably test the day before that. :) Any way... I'm gonna go to bed now. ttyl

12/2/07
So the latest news is no news, thats why I haven't updated in a while. I am currently on my "mental" cycle and this makes 5 months of trying. I am so frustrated with the whole thing that I'm just going to stop "trying" to get pregnant, and then maybe it'll happen. I have enough to do anyway with Christmas coming up. I am still working at the convience store and its getting better with the hours, not alot but enough to help out a little. Good luck to all!!!!!

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12-30-07

Well, ladies ... I think I am PREGNANT!!!!! I am 4 days late on my cycle and I have been HORRIBLY nausues for the last 7 days. My bbs hurt a little, but not too bad. Heres the catch... out of 4 tests i have gotten 4 BFNs. I don't know what to do! I can't afford to go to the doctor and get a blood test cause they want you to pay upfront. I have to go to work now but i'll write more later.

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