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Sarah19
	Age: 20 Country: US Province/region: - City: - Partner: Jayson Children: Pregnant: Trying to conceive Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: Cashier
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Hey Everyone! To tell you a little about me, I've been married for two years to my husband, Jayson.

We don't have any kids yet but we both want them.The one thing we don't agree on is when. My husband wants EVERYTHING to be set when we have a baby.You know, a house, a career for both of us, financially setup so we have no worries. I think its great because he wants to give our children the very best life possible,I just worry we will never be set to his satisfaction. I want more than anything else to have children and I am a tad impatient. I would rather have richness in experiences rather than money, but then I also want to be able to provide to my child every thing they need. My best friend Katie is almost 11 weeks pregnant, that is how I found out about this site. I'm so excited about her pregnancy. I've never been close with someone while they were pregnant. It's so cool to see her husband baby her and dote on thier two year old daughter, Abigail.He is truly a lucky man to have those two and now another on the way!

HE SAID YES! As of now I am no longer a "wannabe" TTC, I'm the real deal. Even though its not likely, If we get pregnant this month my due date will land on our wedding annivarsary!!!! I'm so excited and I've been looking all kind of info up on the web. I never knew "girl" sperm were stronger than "boy" sperm, they're supposed to live longer inside of u to. Cool, huh? No wonder my dad made 5 girls!

Today was soooo boring. Work was killer slow and I read almost a whole book. I think I have a girl name picked out(...Drumroll, please...) Rebecca Lynn. Its pretty and girly but also strong. I like it and Jay likes it...but we really are trying for a boy. The wierd thing about it is we just can't think of any boy names. I kina like Trenton, but Jay wasn't thrilled with it... or any of the million boy names I've ran by him. Oh well, we're not even pregnant yet. There will be plenty of time to think about that later, I'm sure.

I LOVE not being on the pill!!!!! I have lost about ten lbs and I feel great. I have been working out to help the weight loss train get rollin'. I'm about 160 lbs now and I want to get down to about 145 hopefully before we conceive. I'm trying to look at my time as a TTC with patience... so it helps to plan stuff out as if I won't get pregnant right away. That way I'm not setting myself up for disapointment. Trust me, I really want to get Pregnant this month, But if I don't it'll give me a chance to get into better shape and just enjoy my newfound energy( I doubt Jay will ever convince me to take the pill again... there are other ways to practice family planning). I am so on top of the world right now, the only thing that could make it better would be to find out about a new little life blossoming inside of me. Right now I am 4 dpo so right now I can just relax and enjoy my beautiful life. Good luck to all you other TTC girls and have fun trying!!!

10/4/07
Well when the pages got lost the other day, most of mine came back.I'm still missing my last two entries but it'll be okay. To get you up to date I have been ttc for two months now and I was due for AF on Saturday, but I started this morning. So I am offically on CD1 of my 3rd month. I don't know if this is something to worry about or not but on my first cycle off the pill I started when I was supposed toand then my next two cycles I've started two days early( counting starting today). So I'm having a 26 day cycle. I think I'm going to buy some ovulation tests and see when I am really ovulating... maybe that will help. My husbands birthday is coming up soon (16th) and he told me today he wants to get a tatto of the Camaro symbol on his shoulder for his birthday. (eyeroll) I'll keep you guys posted. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!!!!

10/22/07
Well I still dont know any thing. Waiting is so boring and I feel like thats all I've been doing. I think I'm going to have to get a new job. :( I'm not excited about that. My boss LIED to me and cut my paycheck by 20 hours all in one phone call. I think I'm going to apply at a local factory that makes small motors. It would start out at about a dollar and a half more than what I'm making now. Any of you girls that pray, pray for me. I just want a steady job that I don't have to constantly deal with drama. I want to show up, do my work, and go home. Thats why I think a factory would be good because I wouldn't have to deal with costomers...that would lower the number of people I constantly have to please. According to the calender I'm supposed to start on the 30th but I've been starting 2 days early so I'm looking for AF around the 28th. I'm addicted to testing so I'll probably test the day before that. :) Any way... I'm gonna go to bed now. ttyl

12/2/07
So the latest news is no news, thats why I haven't updated in a while. I am currently on my "mental" cycle and this makes 5 months of trying. I am so frustrated with the whole thing that I'm just going to stop "trying" to get pregnant, and then maybe it'll happen. I have enough to do anyway with Christmas coming up. I am still working at the convience store and its getting better with the hours, not alot but enough to help out a little. Good luck to all!!!!!

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12-30-07

Well, ladies ... I think I am PREGNANT!!!!! I am 4 days late on my cycle and I have been HORRIBLY nausues for the last 7 days. My bbs hurt a little, but not too bad. Heres the catch... out of 4 tests i have gotten 4 BFNs. I don't know what to do! I can't afford to go to the doctor and get a blood test cause they want you to pay upfront. I have to go to work now but i'll write more later.

1/13/08

I'm not pg. I tried to update my page and a tree limb fell on my phone line right as I was typing it. We had a pretty bad ice storm and the trees are not handling it too well. So, anyway about the lateness, I was super stressing about it and just so wrapped up in it that I think I threw my body for a loop. I ended up being 8 days late when I finally started. I decided I was going to take a different approach. I didn't keep track of when I started so I didn't know the date when I was supposed to start again. My husband wrote the day down that I started and when I started again he showed me and guess what? I started RIGHT ON TIME!!!!! So now I'm through that cycle and to be honest with you we are bding alot more now that its not so much a chore.
I had a dream last night that I was pg. I wasn't very far along in the dream... just starting to show and I hadn't told my dh yet. In the whole dream I was trying to catch him to tell him but I just couldn't go fast enough. I could see him but couldn't get to him. When I finally did catch him and get to him he said he had big news.. a new job, a better one and he was trying to find a way to tell me, thats why he wouldn't let me catch him. Then I woke up. The weird part about the dream was how real it felt. I could feel my belly all rounded out . I remember exactly what it felt like. I've caught myself three times this morning feeling for it, but its not there. I just don't understand this dream.

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vanessag7 - Thursday, 27 Mar
For your tender age you should expect to fall pregnant within 12 months. I would go and get checked and your husband the same in case there are fertility problems after 12 months of ttc.
I'm 9 weeks pregnant and highly fertile so the first month we tried it happened but a lot of couples struggle with this. You may even need IVF but get some tests done, don't just give up if it is what you really want. Good luck and baby dust to you

Heather12 - Friday, 29 Feb
Hi Sarah, I'm from Poplar Bluff. Good luck!!

laceyj - Monday, 25 Feb
gd luck with trying xxxx

Joy-S - Thursday, 21 Feb
Thanks for the congrats!! That's amazing how cheap you got the motor! BABY DUST!!

amybell - Thursday, 14 Feb
I would like to give you some advice cuz I was the same way as you are always hoping I was pregnant when I was late with my cycle then I would be so disappointed when it came. Stop trying. That is what happened with my husband and I, before we went on our anniversary trip I had decided that we weren't going to try anymore cuz I wanted to go for my Bachelor's Degree. Well a few weeks later I was late and figured it was just cuz of everything going on well come to find out I was pregnant and got pregnant on our anniversary. Now we have the most gorgeous baby girl. Stop trying and it will happen, I promise.

Joy-S - Wednesday, 13 Feb
WOW! That's a crazy dream! Is your dh looking for a new job?!? Maybe that's in your NEAR future! You pg and him with a new job! That'd be pretty nice! Baby Dust!!

Joy-S - Wednesday, 13 Feb
So...are you pg?!?

sasha22 - Sunday, 13 Jan

tto - Tuesday, 1 Jan
Keep us posted- good luck! I know not knowing is so hard. Maybe you could go to a health clinic for a blood test if you still get BFN. Keep testing- one way or another you'll know. Hoping for a +!!

courtgulledge - Sunday, 30 Dec
Well then Congrats! Definitely go to the Dr. So excited for you cause I know how much you can't wait! Your impatient like me:)

courtgulledge - Sunday, 30 Dec
Oh and btw I like the name Jayson (why not name him after his dad or use it as a middle name?)

courtgulledge - Sunday, 30 Dec
I am so happy for you! You sound thrilled to be trying! Do you want a boy or a girl? I am having a boy...Dylan Matthew (20 weeks) It took us a little while of trying to conceive. Just don't get discouraged and remember everything happens in God's timing! Goodluck!!

margysd - Wednesday, 12 Dec

LoriLou - Wednesday, 3 Oct
No, but your page seems to be fixed. Mine still is blank. I tried to refresh from 1 day ago and it did not work:( Let me know if there are any other ways to fix it.

Colie - Thursday, 27 Sep
Hey--I am SO SO SO upset. Aunt Flo came today. That TOTALLY sucks for me :( Not only that--but it seems my cycles are going to be a little off now because I was always 28 days. Not the range is like 30 or 30--so it is even HARDER to know when I am ovulating. DARN IT! At any rate--GOOD LUCK TO YOU! Keep me posted :)

judy - Monday, 24 Sep
Good luck on ttc!!!!

LoriLou - Saturday, 22 Sep
Hey I can totally relate to the husband more worried about being settled before starting a family. It took my husband a while to warm up to the idea of being a dad before he thought he was ready. If it was up to him though he would never be ready. There would always be some sort of excuse. Anyways he agreed to try. So I am so thrilled. We are on our second month. Good Luck and Baby Dust!

Colie - Friday, 21 Sep
Hey Sarah! Thanks so much for your last post. I think it is awesome that you are such a talented singer. Will there be any other auditions for something similar in your area? It sounds like you have a true calling to be a performer. When you can reach people through your voice--that is just amazing--and something you should make sure to do! I can also relate to being bummed when plans with the hubby don't go as you would like. Sometimes, my husband Mark has his own agenda as well. It bugs me because I go WAY out of my way for him and sometimes I feel he could try a LITTLE harder lately! Sorry to vent :) Things with me are pretty good. I still love my class. Aunt Flo is due on Monday. That would be 28 days from my last period--however my LAST period was three days late--so who knows! I would really like to wait to test on Tues or Wed. of next week, but I have a feeling I will buckle and test this weekend. If I do, I will keep you posted!! I am not feeling anything--so I am guessing I will see a BFN. SO--I am hoping--but not getting my hopes up WAY to high! We have been 'working hard' though--LOL! This is your week to 'work hard' so hopefully you've been 'getting busy' yourself :) Take care and stay in touch!!

stephenie - Thursday, 20 Sep
hey, well i was supposed to have AF wednesday for sure but i have been so stressed. my husband wants me to wait until thursday and well at first i was really excited and i thought i was pregnant but then tonight i felt a little crappy and well i think i will be trying for another month myself.. i really hope u have better luck then i do.. for some reason it seems like it will take forever.. i am really hoping this was my month and i am pregnant.. well good luck to u and i wish u luck and lots of baby dust....buhbye

Colie - Thursday, 13 Sep
Hey Sarah! Just thought I would stop by and say 'hi' and see how you are doing! I am hoping this is our month!! Maybe next month will be yours. I know how upsetting AF is when you are trying--but I just read that every month a couple tries to conceive--they stand a 1 in 4 chance of actually conceiving. Isn't that crazy? So--basically--we have a 25% shot each month. No wonder this can be such hard work, huh? Well--keep me posted!!

kellih - Thursday, 6 Sep
I live in East Prairie, it's about an hour south of Cape Girardeau or 2.5 hours south of St. Louis

kellih - Wednesday, 5 Sep
Hey Sarah! Congrats on the weight loss. I live in Missouri too. I'm not sure where West Plains is though so I don't know if I'm close to it or not. Well good luck on trying to have a baby.

stephenie - Saturday, 1 Sep
hey girl, congrats on the weight lose.. i think i found ur 10 lbs..lol i am also trying to lose weight i have gained 15lbs..ugghh i have to lose weight.. my daughter going to school is making me fat..lol well congrats and good luck..

Colie - Saturday, 1 Sep
Hey Sarah! Good for you on the weight loss. It is a great feeling when you are working out and feel 'buff'. I was really good about going to the gym at the beginning of summer and slacked off towards the end. School starts next week, so I am planning on doing kickboxing 3-4 times a week after school so that I am in the best shape possible when I conceive as well. Between that and school--I am hoping that I will have a new focus other than--am i pregnant yet? Ha! I like your relax and enjoy philosophy. When the time is right--it will happen! Keep in touch :)

stephenie - Sunday, 26 Aug
hey wow thats sounds like u got a great deal on the crib. thats a very good price.. is it a round one or is it a sleigh crib?? katie is right about checking to see if it is sturdy thats a good ideal because if it isnt then they might not let u return it.. so how are things going for u? i just got my AF so now im having to start all over again. i thought for sure i was pregnant. but this time im trying things different im going to keep busy and forget about trying and then maybe it will happen.. no more calculation or schedules no more planning. just going at it and hopefully something will happen.. i think u are being really smart by buying everything ahead of time. because then at least u can have everything ready for baby and when u are pregnant u can enjoy the pregnancy instead of thinking about having to have a crib or this or that.. i wished i had done that with my 1st then i would have enjoyed the pregnancy alot more.. but at least when or if i get pregnant with the second i already have almost everything.. and i can just relax and spend all my money on baby clothes and stuff like that.. well good luck and ill talk to u laters.. buh bye

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