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Hello everyone! Well my name is Silvia and quite bluntly may I say I am completly scared shitless! It is my first pregnancy and I havent even told my family....I havent even gone to the doctors yet which I am sure is not a good thing since I am moving towards my second trimestor! I feel pretty good though....I haven't had any morning sickness or weight gain and in fact have probobly lost weight because I havent felt like eating anything. What I have had is EXTREME moodiness towards my significant other and my boobs hurt. Other than that I have been my same self except that the baby is always on my mind! I would love to turn to my mom but I dont know how to break the news that the boyfriend (who she hates!!!) is the father of my first child and her grand child....the only thing I can see her doing is being extremely disappointed in me and telling me to leave home. She's probobly going to think that I'm going to give up on school or something but thats not the case! I have never been so focused on college but I am scarred that this baby will take over my life and I will no longer have my own persona...are these thoughts normal? I would love some advice or any type of suport at this point. I dont even know what kind of doctor I need to go to....no congradulations for me please Im too scarred to even think of this as good news at this point!