04/22/08

Well just celebrated my 27th birthday yesterday! Me and my fiance's b-day really! Weird, huh!! I know any how....I can't help but think about what's going on inside me! I hope all is well this time around. I always browse the forum and i read about several women who have had several m/c's after another! I pray everyday and night that this pregnancy is viable! Please GOD let this be! I took another hpt just to see if the line darkened and it did. Well i guess only time will tell! LORD please let this lady hurry up with my referral so i can make my first OB appt! Made it to week five! : ) I also have been paying close attention to see if i am starting to have more symptoms! Not too much... just urinating a bit more at night, bb's are still sore, and i am moody as helllll!!!!!!

04/23/08

Hello everyone! My first ob appt is on the 15th of May..... hmmmm seems like a long wait! Can't wait until then. I will, "with the Grace of the Good LORD above", i will be 8 weeks along. I worked today and mannn, I am really starting to feel the fatigue! ughhh! I just thought of something... I m/c'd at exactly 8 weeks! : ( Hopefully if i make it to that point I will be ok. Can't stress about an u/s you haven't seen yet, right! Last time I was a BIG TIME worry wart! I was on the internet, calling my dr's office left and right, couldn't sleep at night! OMG! I think this waiting time will do some good for me! Good Luck to everyone and Lots of Babydust to all!

04/25/08

Guess what LADIES??? I could not help myself... I called my OB and got my appt changed to May 1st! LOL : ) I thought the 3 week wait would be ok, but I was wrong! I think I will feel so much better once I see my baby on u/s! Can't wait!!!! I am so glad that they had an appt open! God bless all of you that leave your thoughts and comments on my page, they are appreciated!!!

04/27/08

Another update!!! This one isn't a good one! : ( Yesterday, I started bleeding it stopped and then started again today!!!!!!! Not sure what's going on... I'm thinkin' it is something hormonal! I will go to the Md office tomorrow, hopefully I will find out what's going on! Thanks to those of you who left msgs on my page to try an ease my mind! I really appreciate that! More updates soon...........

05/01/08

It's official...I m/c just as I thought!! I knew that it was not normal to loose your bb tenderness that quickly!! GUYS, it was literally like I went to sleep one night and woke up the next morning without any soreness. And I could also tell that the frequent urination was decreasing as well! Those were all signs of my hormones decreasing. : ( Thanks to all who thought of me during this time! Here I go again... having to edit my profile. I am so frustrated! I did go to the MD office and he did the u/s and confirmed that the pregnancy was not viable. He also drew my HCG and progesterone levels and both were low. He wants me to start taking progesterone supplements when I decide to try again! Right now, I am having so many mixed feelings!!!! Love yall!!!!!!

05/07/08

I just wanted to leave in update to THANK everyone who has shown me so much support during this time in my life!!! It really is a wonderful thing to know that some many of you care! As for me, I 'm doing a lot better! I have come to grips that this just was not my time. I have also learned that this is something that can be fixed just by taking supplements of progesterone. It has once again gave me hope for the next time! GOD bless you all and GOOD LUCK with ttc!!!!!! SENDING LOTS OF HUGZ, KISSES, AND TONS OF BABYDUST********** Luv..........Shon

06/02/08

Hey, everyone it has been a while since I have been on here! Thanks to those of you who left me msgs. over the time i hadn't been on here! I will be sure to return the love!!! Here's an update.... Well first off, I went to Miami on the 23rd of May for memorial weekend!!! I had so much fun!!!! Let me tell yall the weird thing that happened to me........ Well upon leaving for my trip I was still dealing with the off and on bleeding from the last m/c in April. Before leaving I spoke with my md's office to verify if the bleeding was normal. Ok i was workin on my fifth week of bleeding. They assured me that it could very well be normal, they told me that after the bleeding was complete to come in to have my HCG level redrawn, so I'm like okay!!!!! So I go on my trip, over that weekend my breast tenderness returned and the frequent urination returned...so I'm like o.k. am i still pregnant, or did I get preggo again. There has been a couple of times we... you no what??? (between bleeding of course) But anyhow I'm tryin to ignore the symptoms that seemed to be reappearing.... you no didn't want to get my hopes up! Before the end of my trip the bleeding completely stops!!!!! So I get back home and go to the md's to have my blood work drawn and my levels were reading at 400. The next couple of days I go to his actual office for a f/u and he procedes to do an u/s! Everything from the placenta, the baby and every thing are still in there and are still attached to my uterine wall....... so i'm thinkin' o.k. am i still preggo, or what because this md is tellin me that the sac is measuring at a 10 week pregnancy.... they are just detecting a heart beat. Wierd, huh???? I would have been around 10 weeks if i was still pregnant! : ( So the whole time everything inside me was still growin'!!!!!!! Isn't that wierd??? My body was still thinkin I had a baby in there and it was doing what it needed to do to make everything grow!!!!!!!! Has anyone ever experienced some thing similar? To verify everything he was seein' on u/s , he sent me to the hospital to have a stat transvaginal/pelvic u/s. Too bring a long story to an end I had my 2nd d/c today!!!! Everything went great and I feel fine! My doc is gonna send off the fetal tissue to see if he can come up with a reason this keeps happenin' to me! Hope everything is fine in that area!!!!!! TTYS much luv to all of you!! ......Shon