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StephanieO
	Age: 21 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Jhonny Children: Pregnant: Yes Due date: 04 Dec ,2007 Occupation: House Wife
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Hello, my name is Stephanie. I am 21 and I am on my second pregnancy. My first ended in Miscarriage. On February 27th 2007 I went to the hospital because I had started bleeding.. On March 1st it was determined that I had in fact miscarried. So now I have a little angel looking over me in heaven. This is pregnancy has gone farther than my last one. So I thank god every day my pregnancy progresses.

So far in my pregnancy I have had morning sickness, and nausea. and then I am tired all the time, and lets not forget the mood swings.. No cravings yet.. But I have an amazing Fiancee who takes care of me, and tried to be understanding with me lol... He's the greatest.. He's gonna be an amazing father, seeing as every night before bed he always talks to our little baby

Wed, May 2nd.

9 weeks and 1 day..

So today I realized that, I am changing. Here's why. I am not hungry at all. I have completely lost my apptite.. But for the babies sake I decided to go to the kitchen and see if anything caught my.. Opened the fridge, nothing I want there, picked throught the fruit bowl.. Nothing but apples, I hate apple! looked at the cereal.. Healthy but not in the mood. So I decide to wait it out.. I get back to the computer and for some reason that apples just calling my name.. Im like, you gotta be kidding me.. Are you serious. I have hated apples for the longest time.. I havent eaten one in years.. I don't even remember what they taste like.. and the texture grosses me out.. But I had to shut the apple up some how.. So I ate it.. realizing there were some serious changes going on..

I now know why, some pregnant women just look rugged..

And the reason I am writing this is because, I want to take a shower.. But ohhhh the consequences..

I feel like my baby is going to be scared of water..

Im in the middle of taking a shower.. Conditioner in my hair.. Soap all over me.. and then all of a sudden.. I have this huge urge to throw up..

I turn off the water.. Grab my towel..

and just walk straight to my bed with out rinsing myself.. Without drying myself off.. Anything..

and I am sitting there, sopping wet... And Jhonny is trying to like, dab me off very carrefully..

So next thing I know.. Im over the toilet.. Throwing up.. Blood.. Oh how lovely.. Because the night before when I got sick, There was nothing there.. So I was just dy heaving.. And then BILE.. Which to me, tasted like lemons.. Gross..

So this is why I am sitting here on the bed, Clothes all ready for when I get out.. And I don't want to go in..

Oh well.. You gotta do what you gotta do :(

Stephanie
21
5' 1 1/2
Dont even go there..

Jhonny
25
5'11
yes. and very in love

No, 1 miscarriage
March 26th
yes.
Excited..
Jhonny
My mom
Excited, and scared. My mom is worried about another miscarriage
10 weeks 2 days
Tired, and Sore breasts.
Decemeber 4th
Not yet

Ha Ha, Yes.
Tristan Alexander- Boy Alexis Michelle-Girl
i dont know yet.
Not yet.
I think for a split second i did..
nope

Oh Yes~
hospital
Medicated even though I am terrified of needles.
Jhonny , my Mom, and my sister
Yes.
I hope not.
You better believe it.
Thank god you're here.
No lol.
Excited.

May 21st

I finally got to hear the heart beat, and see the baby.. I have never witnessed something so beautiful in my life.. Tomorrow I AM OFF TO 12 WEEKS :0)

This isn't part of my pregnancy. but this is just as life changing.
I have never met my biological father. Although i have tried. Whatever happened between my mom and my real dad has been a secret. Well this is how the story starts. I had always known one man to be my father. And when I was 11 my mom and "dad" decided to get a divorce. Thats when I learned he wasn't my dad at all. I guess I had never put together the fact that my last name was Owen. Whenever everyone else's last name was Lopez. But I was young. So after finding this out, I decided to become Nancy drew. and i find divorce papers. from my moms marriage. Finalized the day i was born.. So here I thinking. No wonder I have a different last name.. Im adopted. well that was until I snooped some more finding my birth certificate again with the name robert Colon as the father. So now I know I am not adopted. Nor have I ever met my real dad. Well a couple years later Im snooping some more. and I come across another birth certificate. Belonging to a Kristine. With my mom as her mother. I confront my mom. What a brave teenager I am. well at the age of 14 I finally meet my sister. She's absolutely beautiful. Well I havent seen or heard from her since. Ok well being the private detective I am I decide to go snooping one more time. and thus I found another birth certificate. This time with someone named Jennifer. and I ask my mom about her. According to my mom, she was my dads daughter, but from a previous marriage. So I decided to drop it. I was too young and I knew my mom wouldn't let me search for my dad or Jennifer. well when I turned 18 I started searching for my dad. With no luck. so I have tried a couple times over the years with heartbreak everytime. So now Im pregnant. and Yesterday I decided. My father has never been a part of my life. Maybe he will want to be a part of his grandchilds life. So again I start searching. I even spoke with a private detective. but I was hesitant. and I am thinking to myself. Maybe his daughter Jennifer has his last name. So I am going on myspace. and I search in the area of miami. Which I was told was where he lived. and there's 3 girls who i find that could be her. I was just shooting in the dark. I never actually thought I would find her. I asked in my email if their fathers name was robert colon. and all they had to do was answer yes. or no. The first one responded. and said no, and wished me good luck in my finding. Then I recieved a second email. This girl has said yes. She then added me so we can view eachothers profiles because we are both private. Im not gonna lie, I looked at her page and something in my heart told me.. This is her. She looks like me. No one in my family looks like me. I read her profile. and in her heroes it says Her sisters are her heroes because for 21 years we have been apart but she knows we will find eachother one day. This broke my heart. I didn't want this girl to think I was her sister and it be false because obviously she has been looking. So finally I ask her after many back and forth conversations. What is your mothers name. because she said she never met her mom either. She answered back. I cried. and cried. She had responded with my moms name. Her full maiden name. I immediately wrote back and told her to call me, because that was my moms name too. So we finally decided. we were in fact related. The sister I have named Kristine, she had pictures with her. That solidified the situation. I knew there was no mistake. So for the first time in 21 years I was reunited with my sister, and For the first time i saw my dad. My real father. And I look like him. It was just a picture. But for me, this was the world. Im planning on visiting my sister soon. And I would like to contact my father but I dont know how he feels about me. My sister is planning on contacting my mom as well. And we are both scared. But no matter what we will always be here for eachother.
So now I believe myspace isn't just for friends. Myspace has changed my life. For the Best.

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