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She's here!!!!!!!

Hanna Marie was born November 12th @ 3:48 pm..... 7 pounds 5 ounces, 20 1/2 inches long.....

Her birth story

well i had been having contractions for a couple months before she was born but never did anything..... on the wednesday before i had her, i was having consistant contractions but they wouldnt go regular.... friday the 9th was my dr.s appointment and i was 2 1/2 cm and 40% effaced.... it kind of discouraged me..... i felt i was going to be pregnant forever!!!! well on sunday the 11th i went to the hospital cause i was having contractions every 5 minutes for like 2 hours, by the time we got in the car and got down the street they were 2 minutes apart and my husband got scared cause the hospital was 30 minutes away.... well we got there and i was fo sure having contractions but it didnt make me dialate and on a scale of 1 to 10 the pain was like a 6..... so they gave me a shot for the pain so i could go home and get some rest well that "pain" medicine made it so bad i couldnt walk at all through the contractions..... my husband had called the hospital like 2 hours after they gave it to me to see how long it would take to kick in and they said 30 minutes... i was like yeah right.... i tried to get some sleep but i was having contractions every 5 to 6 minutes and on that same scale of pain it was like a 20!!!!!!! so i was up all night crying through contractions cause i didnt want to get sent home again, well i took two baths and the pain never went away not a bit. so at 10 in the morning on the 12th we decided to go back cause i wanted to die from the pain ..... we got there and checked in and they checked me at 12 that afternoon and i was at 4 cm... so they kept me and got the guy to do the epidural.... it was like 1 something when i got that and at 2 something my dr came in to brake my bag of waters and i was already at 6 cm... he said we will have a baby by 5... well i watched tv for a little bit and the epidural was only working on one side so they had to flip me sideways so that fixed that... at 3 something i told my husband to go get the nurse cause i felt pressure..... well they came i was complete!!!!! i pushed through a couple contractions and out came my baby with a head full of hair (unlike my other daughter lol).... the whole time i was in there all my nurses were great and they kept telling me how great i looked and pregnancy was good to me... lmao.... anyways theres my story for those of you who wanted to know.... we are home and everything is great with both m beautiful princess'!!!!!!!!

I have one daughter she will be 4 in september..... we are expecting another girl!!!! my husband wasnt too happy when he found out but he'll get over it... im a little upset my doctor said he wasnt going to measure the baby the baby through ultrasound for 8 more weeks so that sucks.... it makes me a little nervious cause i wanted to know if she was healthy but im sure if he thought there would be he would do it sooner!!!!!!! We finally agreed on a name for our second daughter. her name is Hanna Marie!!!!!

July 21, 2007

Angel finally got to feel her little sister kick!!!!! i was so excited.... and so was she!!!

July 25, 2007

So I went to the dr. today and i have to say im a bit disappointed.. I asked him about my rash on my chest from when i went swimming and he said that it was too early to tell what it was and that it "could" be pox... he said just to use hydrocortsone. which i had used it in the beginning but it didnt help... he said to call him if it gets worse, and it already had before i have had it 3 times......

August 6, 2007

i need to vent... where to start is hard but i will try to make it sound normal.... my daughter will be 4 in september and she has her own big twin size bed in her own room and sleeps there all night... which is way better than say last year when she still slept in our bed... well she still has us put her to bed and wait till she's asleep until we leave... well my husband and i do think its ok to a certain extent wanted us to put her in her room and just let her cry until she's asleep... well this is hard for me because i am what you call a very attached mother, when i was growing up i didnt have a mother she was a bitch and left for some madn when i was 7.... so i feel like i owe it to myself and my daughter to be there no matter what.. well last night we put her in her bed and we left well she freaked out and me being the mother i am and being pregnant cried too. he was getting frustrated and i was trying to tell him when it comes to stuff like that he cant get frustrated and take it out on her cause that will just make her even more uncomfortable and not want to do it... so i told her that if she went to bed like a big girl by herself that she would get a big girl suprise... he says i was wrong for "bribing" her but i look at it as a reward... and how do you think the night went... well when he tried at first she freaked out but when i calmed her down and told her she would get a reward she did, she went to sleep like a big girl..... so am i wrong for feeling like i owe it to myself and my children to be there no matter what? i dont think so.... am i wrong for rewarding her? i dont think so, cause i know we rewarded her when we were potty training her so...... why does he think its ok to make me feel like shit?

August 21, 2007

I am so extremely proud of my daughter as you have read above we have been "weaning" our way out of her room at night.... well last night she went to sleep without us being in her room or in the hall way... i am so proud....

October 29, 2007

its been forever since i updated my page.... well i have been having contractions for a couple weeks already i hope that means it will be sooner..... i only have 17 days left but i have a strong feeling it will be sooner... and its so weird everyone i know has the same feeling.... even though with my first daughter i went 6 days late but she was also measuring smaller..... this one measures bigger everytime..... so far i have gained 17 pounds and i hope not to put on a lot of weight these last few weeks..... it seems as it gets closer all i want is bad food.... lol..... but it has been better since i got my medicine, i can keep my food down now!!!!! im still nervous considering we dont have everything we need but i know we will make it....