(to raed my whole story start at the botton the most recent is at the top)

12-24-2007

Well this has been a long hard journey, and weve suffered so many heartaches, but im on the road to a great recovery (finaly)!! its all over the surgeries and treatments and birth control ( to make my uterus stronger) its time to go at it again!!

10-06-2007

So alot has happened and i havnt had time to update.....on September 28th i had a DNC (after 7 weeks of bleeding) and on the 29th my cousin got married (i was in the wedding but couldnt attend due to recovering) the 30th was my birthday and my family had a bbq for me..Brandon has got a new job is just part time for now but will pick up to full time later next month...were kinda scoping out a place of our own...we as for how im doing ..im ok i still have some light bleeding but its soo much better than before the DNC!! ive started birth control to help my body regulate after a tramatic year! and brandon and i have decided to wait a year or so before attempting to start a family! (BTW all my genetic tests have come back ok...)

8-28-2007

So for the past few days ive had more bleeding and more cramping and ive been having random passing out spells and ive passed some tissue which isint supposed to happen so im going to the dr to find out what is happening but i dont think its normal. ive been having a rough time with the heat ITS SOOOOOOO FREAKING HOT OMG. we have decided that neither of us want to try againg for quite a while bc were both scared and i really dont think that we can handle ANOTHER lost baby. well ill post more later sending baby dust to all of u

8-21-2007

So at 2 this morning i was cramping so bad i couldnt breathe, i went to pee and well a sac came half way out with a baby in it(NOT HOW ITS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN) AND IT HURT bad so i was rushed to the er and i was in active labor and the doctor had to pull it all out i couldnt push it i tried and i had to stay for a few hours to make sure i was ok. tomorrow afternoon i go to my ob and man im pissed at her she did something wrong the baby was supposed to dissolve and pass like a normal period. i will be in the market for a new dr and i have one in mind i will also see her tomorrow and get a 2nd oppinion well i will update more later i need my rest im on too many pain pills and i need some more

8-21-2007

So today was my check up and i still havnt passed nething so she gave me some pills to make me have contractions and she said i should pass the baby within 24 hours and if i dont then on monday when i go back she will do surgery (again) still waiting on the cromosone tests but all others came back ok im scared the cromosones are the important ones and i cant wait till i know the results i hope it all works out in the end i just want to have a family

8-14-07

Today was my dr appt for my blood work. I was tested for EVERYTHING under the sun! my dr has decided to see if my body will pass the baby on its own or if she will have to do a D&C. This is my 2nd miscarriage . My dr has told me that she belives it is my cromozones. So the testing will reassure them of what to do with me. im feeling a little better. A slight cramping but nothing major i will keep updating. I go back on Tuesday (1 week). More later

badddd day

08-09-07--- Today was my monthly check up and we went to hear the babys heartbeat i was very nervous because she didnt find it so we went for a u/s and the baby has died. This is the 2nd time this year and she says i need genetic testing. Tuesday we go back and discuss surgery if my body dosnt pass the baby by its self. After that i will have testing done. I will update more later i need some time i wont bo on here for a while but i do use yahoo messenger if ud like i will talk on there it is sizzle88_07@yahoo.com

JUST MARRIED

I am Married to a wonderful man named Brandon Lee Scholebo. We were amrried om Auguse 7th 2007 at 9:00am. Hes the love of my life and truly my hero!