Updates of Hailey are on her own page :)

I have a pic of my c-section scar at the bottom of this page...if it offends you please let me know and i will take it down. THANKS.

She's Here!!! Hailey Marie was born on 07/20/07 at 8:36 via c-section!! She was 9 lbs. 12 ozs. and 19.5 inches long! She is called mommy's little monster and daddy's little angel. Has a slight touch of jaundice now :( and i have a bili blankie here for her at home. But she is beautiful, and good. ahhh...life is GRAND!!! I'll put pics up as soon as i get them, i am kept a really busy lady right now lol. Birth story will be up shortly. :) Thanks to my friends on here who were concerned, helpful, and fun :)

07/27/07

:) Hailey is 1 week old today and i need to put my labor story on here. lol. So, here's the labor part: We got to the hospital at 6:15 for my c-section (scheduled) and i got checked in n stuff. They had to put a catheter in (ouchie) and get my iv in and after that my parents came up and said hi. At this point i was so freakin nervous and scared my anxiety was kicking in and i was having the worst shakes possible. No anxiety attack, but i was literally freaking out. The anethiesiologist was awesome and hot btw lmao, and he came in and talked to me about everything i neede dto know about my spinal block and morphine and lidocaine. It was so cool, cus during my actual section, he stayed right near my head with my fiance, and held the throw up container for me and wiped off my gross throw up when i did (2x). My doctor then came in and said we can get started. The anethes. put my lidocaine shot and morphinein then my spinal and since that was the main thing brinign on my anxiety, i calmed down after that. couldn't feel anything at all, and the whole time doc was working on my section, the whole team was just laughing and making jokes about random stuff. i remember the doc made a joke about a cat lol. It was really relaxing (well as much as possible) and about 8 minutes into it doc says here's the head coming out now and my fiance shot up out of the chair and peered over the blue blanket thing and saw her come out of me. :) he cried. she had the vernix and lood on her, but otherwise perfect. everyone all of a sudden was like OMG the size!! lol 9lbs. 12 ozs of Hailey came into the world. Within the first 3 seconds of life she let out this terrible squealy cry that just made about everyone deaf and well...her lungs needed no help lol. Doc pulled back the sheet and i got to see my little well big girl with her mouth open looking all pitiful lol staring at me. it was so amazing i cried more then i ever have. Bry came and kissed me and watied with me til the doc closed n sterisutured me up. The suction came lose while they were suctioning the blood up and went all over the wall lol. doc says that is a story the med team won't forget. lol. anyway, that is the jist of the labor story lol. if i keep writing i''ll run out of room!!! More updates n stuff when i move to i-am-pregnant.com :):)

Friday July 20, 2007 at 12:00 pm is when i go for my c-section!!!!!! Wish me luck and give me advice, cus i'm kinda nervous and scared. :)

OMG this sciatic pain is KILLING me!! Left leg, then right leg, no medicine..it is soo hard to stand sometimes and extremely hard to walk. :x

HI everyone!!!

IT'S A GIRLLLLLL!!!!

7 oz. so far. Just found out and her name will be Hayleigh Marie Cox. :)

OMG we get to find out TOMORROW (02/20/07) instead of march 1st what we're having!!!! Doc says i'm measuring HUGE lol so he wants to know a.s.a.p. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to be 25 years old in 2 weeks!! Also, I'm 3 months exactly pregnant with my second child. My fiance and I are extremely excited as we've been together for 3 years. It was a surprise to us, but it's a welcome and really good surprise :)

I had my first healthy baby boy at age 20. I gave him up for adoption to a great, loving, and caring family. He'll b 5 in April. This is a bit harder for me with this child since we now have the means and money to support him or her. We will keep this child and the others to follow.

If you have gone thru this let me know! :) We can talk about how hard it is to have another child. How to connect with such a beautiful gift after having to give another up. Any comments or questions I will answer greatfully and heartfelt.

Thanks for stopping by my page!! :) I hope to have pics up as soon as I get some :x lol. I do not have a scanner, but i do have a web cam, so we'll see how that works. hehe.

baby at 10 weeks :) Man i hope it's a boy. Sorry girls, but i'd prefer a boy hehehe.

01/14/2007

hehe. i guess i'll start a journal, since I never do that anywhere else. lol. I am getting over a cold :( I've had it for about 2 weeks. No throwing up, just coughing, and blahness. I was told to take benadryl but they never told me exactly which one to take. SOOO, lol, i was taking benadryl cold medicine and turns out that it has a bad ingredient in it...(phenylephrine). I went to the doctor last week and they said it's ok since i only took 4 of them over 3 days. So now i'm stuck with nothing to cure me :(. I hope the little one feels ok. I have another appointment on Feb. 1st. I will be 14.5 weeks along. Will they be able to see if it's a boy or girl yet? yikes...i hope so. lol. Well, we will see. :) ttfn

01/21/07

hm...well i am officially 13 weeks. my favorite number. :) I have 3 days til my 25th birthday, and i can't think of anyone else i'd rather spend it with then my fiance and baby. I go to the doctor next week, and i need to get my bloodwork done :x yikes. I have been feeling much much better, however, i'm still really really emotional lol. i cry during the stupidest things. well, that's all for now as no real news has come up yet. my fiance says hi. lol. :)

01/29/07

:) I just wanted to put the names here that we picked out...makes you feel better when you can see them written out lol. Boys =====> Cayden, Caleb, Bayden, Baily, Ethan, Evan, Jaycob, Maison, Corbyn, Braylen, *SIGH* Girls=====> Hailiey, Brianna, Jayilen *EASIER* ok more update after the doc on the 1st.

14 weeks!!!!

02/01/2007

Ok ok. We went to the Doc's today. I must tell you guys that I am huge HUGE for being only 3 months lol. So when we went in, i was waiting on my u/s pics. instead our doc told us that we would listen to the heart no pix today. :(:( SO...lol baby kept moving it took him 5 minutes to find the heartbeat and keep it in one spot cuz our baby kept shifting and kicking lol. After he listened to the heartbeat (very strong and fast), he asked if I had any questions. OMG...i had to ask y i'm so big. He said i was just bloated..i said um..NO. lol...i'm big. So he said let's feel...he did and he goes WOW...that IS baby!!! OMG girls lmao. I was like yeaaaa.... :) So he goes n gets the machine cuz he thinks it might be TWINS! It turned out no twins (TG). I'm just having like a 10 lb. baby!!!!!! OMG I"D RATHER HAVE TWINS lol. Anyway, the pic above is what we could get. it's light but he was sucking his thumb..OR her thumb. lol. he calmed down long enough to get 2 pix. the rest were cruddy. and blurry. :) I have a soccer player :) ttfn!!!

02/04/07

I am so nervous about what the gender is!! I can't figure it out lol. It is sooo different from my first child. I have no morning/evening sickness and i'm HUGE now. None of the cravings or symptoms are the same...BUT, his mom had 5 boys and her symptoms are the same as mine. I have no idea lol. I heard about on the pix that it is either 2 little lines or a cone. and in my 14 week pix i can see 2 little lines. ( the doc assumes i'm 15 weeks until i get my fetal age u/s on the 1st of march.) I think i'm more lol. idk i guess i found something to fixate on for a while...but it's killing me not knowing lol. anyone else here at this point???

02/08/07

Ok just found out my sister-in-law is pregnant with twins. don't know what sex yet, but she's due 2 months after me.

02/18/07

10 days til i find out whether it's aboy or a girl!!!! I've had some complications lately and was in the ER for a day. They tell me i have really small bloodclots in my lungs :( Nothing they can do now, and they don't appear to be changing so idk. scared me thou lol. i dun smoke so idk what it's from. Doc says it's prolly from my heart enlarging and pumping more blood. Plus my past weight issues...hmm..ALSO my breathing is really short and gaspy. It's rare for me cus normally you'd have this kind of breathing in your 8th month or so...mine's in my 17th week. SO, needless to say, i'm on bedrest for the rest of this pregnancy. :( well despite all that the baby is doing great. we settled on Andrew for a boy finally and Haiely for a girl. Heartbeat is 152...boy ??? lol. i have another appt. tomorrow at 8:30 so they can check my lungs again. I can tell this is going to be a long trip. FLIPSIDE...lol...i am HUGEEEEE and baby kicks a lot. I can absolutly feel him/her kicking on the left then later on the right side. it's so funny i've planned my day around the tiny kicks. i freeze everytime i feel tthem and although u can't feel them when you put your hand there, it's like a hamster on a running wheel inside lol. OK..more of an update on the 1st of march after my DOC APPT. :):)

02/23/07

wahoo so we found out it's a girl the other day and have our name for her: Hayleigh, so that's done lol. Went out and bought some pink stuff. little hats and clothes :) Nothing much has been going on with me, my breathing has calmed down a bit, and we found out that during this preg, i have anxiety. not severe, but a lot. they wanted me to take meds...zoloft...no. lol. so i just deal with it, try to stay out of stressful situations. I have been craving food like crazy. My cravings are milk, cheese, fish sandwiches from wendy's, cheese, ice cream, nothing healthy lmao. salads are the only thing healthy i'm craving now. i ate so healthy during my 1st trimester lol. o well. i am not on a diet as i've only gained about 8-10 lbs. so far. we shall see as i move further along :) speaking of which i think imma go grab a wendy's fish sandwich right now lol with cheese and a salad on the side hahaha. ttfn.

03/01/07

Hey ladies!! This is me at 18.4 weeks. kinda blurry n dark (sorry). you can see y i say i'm huge already lol. went to the doctor's on tues. and everything is awesome. baby's heart beat is 160 bpm. yay for girls!!!! Has anyone started peeing on themselves when they sneeze?? it's so gross lol. well no headaches, nausea, or anything else bad...just really really really tired. My fiance is so excited and kisses and talks to her now all the time. I can feel her kick like a maniac and told the Doc, that all he'll have to do is pull her out by her horns. :X kk well take care all of you. :):)

18.4 weeks!! bad pic, but i'm HUGEEEE :)

03/08/07

ugggghhhh...so sick. I feel like absolute crap. i've had a sore throat for 3 days, nausea, hunger headaches(cus i can't eat cus it'll come back up if i do), 100.00 fever, just plain horrible. i was told to take sudafed and tylenol...but they just aren't working. anyone else have this problem? i feel like just going to the er. my whole body is just sore and doesn't want to do anything. i don't want to take too much med. i'm sooo done with being miserable lol. hope you guys are atleast having a good day. i have an appt. on the 13th...maybe i should wait til then????

03/13/07

well, i feel much much better lol. Thanks for Sudafed, Benadryl (wow this lets you sleep), and Tylenol. Went to the Doc.'s today. Since i had my "20 week scan" when i was 17 weeks, i have to wait til next visit (april 10) when i'll b 23 weeks. :( I can't wait to see her again. Hailey is already the love of my life outside of my fiance. She lights me up and i have the biggest smile on my face when i feel her kick. No matter where i am I think everyone knows I'm pregnant just cus of my facial expressions. WELL i'm HALF way there I'm 20 weeks now!!! yayyyyy. Hope all you gals are having the times of your lives!!!! :)):)

03/14/07

today my fiance and i found out that my sister-in-law (his brother's brand new wife) just lost one of their twins. They are gonna b having only 1 baby now around sept. 27. It's sad but on one hand, she smoked a lot of cigars and continued to drink a lot even finding out she was preg. I am more sorry for her child (ren) then her. But it's a sad ordeal in general. I hope she will still carry the other baby to full term.

03/21/07

It's 1:20 a.m. i am watching this movie called...CRANK...it's pretty awesome. i think i might have to buy that...the movie with jason stathom...:) ANYWAY...i was sitting in this computer chair (quite comfy) and i felt hayleigh kick a lil. It was higher then normal cus normally i feel her around my middle or lower part of my abdomen...ANYWAY lol i put my hand there and OMG i felt her kick for the first time. and it wasn't like a little kick either. lol. it was a super huge kick haha. anyway i got soo excited i just had to tell u guys right away. lol. LATAAAA :) YAY for lil girls!!!

03/26/07

Last night i was laying in bed when Hayleigh started kicking. Since it was night time Bry was next to me. I grabbed his hand and put it on my tummy and low and behold he felt her kick for the first time. lol. He freaked out. It was kinda funny. lol. He thought it was the coolest thing in the world. :) OMG i am craving baja chicken chalupa's from taco bell. YUMmMmMmMmM.

04/03/07

Yayyy for April!!! I am 23 weeks now...almost 6 months...and getting more and more excited everyday. My baby shower is next month, so i'm busy helping to plan for 35 people!!!!!! My best friend decided to just have one big party instead of 2 little ones. lol we had to rent out a reception hall!! lol. WELL..i have lost all ambition to sleep anymore. I was doing sooo well earlier..but now, i'm back to waking up every hour to pee. no matter how little i drink before bed...or how much i still pee the same. i am SOOOO extremely Huge and uncomfortable. Bry say yesterday he think si dropped low lmao. i told him no she's just "filling out" in there. She is so low thou that i have to open my legs whenever i sit and she looks like a bowling ball between my legs. lol. It's so neato just watching her kick thru my skin. Such an amazing feeling. I am having this feeling i will b on bedrest by my 7th month...we shall see. i have a doc. appt. on the 10th of april (next week) and i think they'll b amazed at how big i really am lol. well, enough for now, just wanted to update! hopefully they'll move my due date up next week. TALK at ya later :)

Can i just bitch for a moment....lol PLZ...ok. (story) since becoming pregnant u tend to cherish life so much more. u live for your child(ren) and love something fierce. It's so scary at times and amazing at others. You worry so much about whether you'll have a boy or a girl...whether they will survive the 40 weeks...and whether you will b a good mother to them. Atleast that's how i feel about that. lol. On that note...i am 25. I met my fiance in a chat room online 3 years ago. It was long distance and now we live together (2 years) and are expecting our 1st together. I have to note again that i have had a little boy at 20 years old but gave him up for adoption. :( that was the worst day of my life and thou i don't regret my decisions throughout my life..i cry over him a lot and miss him with every breath in my body. So technically i know how to lose someone. Technically i've lost...thou not by death...i too have suffured the grief of loss of a child. different...yes...but still partially the same. right? ok. my fiance...has 4 other brothers. 2 are still virgins :) 1 is well..in a relationship..and the other....is the one i'm going to bitch about. lol. about 10 months ago he found his what he calls his "dream girl" who to all of us is a little less then a backwards girl. lol. he is a police officer in the city and 25 years old. she is a non working girl who is living with him and basically using him for money and also 20 years old. well they decided to try to have a baby AFTER finding out me and my fiance were expecting. They concieved in which i was happy at first. it's so nice to have someone to share symptoms with and enjoy. SO, they got married...(a very cheap wedding) which is fine. All she does is sit at home, and seriously put an injury to his feelings. All my fiance's family notices this. It bothers all of us...she will go as far as to hit him in front of his family...(i have had my thoughts aside about this girl). Well, at about 8 weeks they find out it's twins!! yayyy...i've never had twins in my family..so i thought yay an experience...my nephew/neice in law lol. ok so at 10 weeks, she loses baby A. :( our family went into mourning. those who have had or know someone who has had VTS it's horrible. to think of that life...:( makes me cry. i couldn't imagine it happening to me. (my biggest bitch of the day)>>>...This girl didn't even care. she told my bro-in law that it was fine and no big deal. that she was better off with just one anyway. PLUS she smokes cigars all the time and drinks. Does anyone else see why i'm bitching yet? lol. I am SOOO hurt at this fact that she doesn't care at all. It's weird to me. I don't understand how u can not care about that little life you hold. Needless to say, she doesn't show up at family functions since they got married, (didn't even visit the boy's mom when she was in the hospital for 4 months.) SIGH...what can i do? i dont' want her to lose the other baby. The 2 got married for the babies...if they lose the other one..what will they have????? I try to stay out of their business...I.E. i do not talk to them in a demeaning manner; nor bring up stuff they don't bring up first...but man i wish i could just shake that girl. I don't even call her my sister-in-law...and i doubt i ever will. But i will take her kid up like i would my own when we visit. Ugh...so conflicted and just bitchy today...lol sorry ladies.

04/04/07

Wow i was just sitting down and i felt hailey move just where my ribs are...like directly under my left boob where my ribs are. i saw the skin move and felt her kick kick kick..so amazing...so perfect...i'm soooo in love :)

04/08/07

6 MONTHS yayyyy 6 months yayyyyy. wahooooo. i made it this farrr yayyyyyyy lol.

04/11/07

i had a doctor's appt. yesterday :) Hailey is measuring right on track and heartbeat is awesome. i wish i got to see her thou :( i gotta go take the stupid glucose test in 2 weeks :x yikes. i'm just happy she is doing GREAT! :) She didn't really like the doppler so much and it took 15 minutes to get her hb. lol. Now i'm just ready for 33 weeks lol.

04/17/07

well... i have been contracting a lot lately. normally when i work for a while...4 plus hours without sitting. i am worried but they are never 4 in one hour. the most i had was yesterday 3 in one hour. they don't hurt like painwise...just kinda slow you down. last for like a few seconds. muh lil girl seems fine and after sleeping for a bit, everything is fine. idk whether i should bother my doc or not :x lol. she is extremely active thou and for that i'm thankful cus i know she's good :) hope you gals are having a good day !!

TODAY IS MY SON'S 5TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

There is always something in me that loves my son. i miss him although i do not know who he is. Today is his 5th year birthday. He was born April 17, 2001 at 9:50 pm. it's weird looking down and seeing my little girl kick and know that at this time (6:30 pm) i was in the hospital getting ready to welcome Nathan. I spent 3 days in the hospital with him before my adoption agent took him away. I can easily say i regret it. I'd have an adorable loving little boy who is turing 5 today!! I'd have a big brother for my little girl who isn't born yet. Although i live for my daughter..i also live for my son. I do not get to see him as i don't feel the need to pop in and out of his life at random moments. I think it would confuse him and hurt him. I will wait patiently for the next 15 years or so and see if he will find me. He has all my info...so if he wants it...it is there. It's just tough today. weird not having him...weird not knowing him...weird being pregnant again on this day knowing i will keep my daughter. just weird and tough day :(

04/26/07

hheey ladies..i need help lmao. i can't sleep anymore. on occasion i take the tylenol pm just to sleep. but here's my problem...when i lay on my sides and sleep for about 2 hours...i get this horrible burning sensation on my thigh and hips. it hurts sooo bad it wakes me up and i almost start sreaming. ack!! my appointment is in 2 weeks still :x. i end up laying on my back more and sleeping there, but the other day bryan (fiance) came home and woke me up cus he says my cheeks (face) were all bright red and he was worried. BLAH..looks like no sleep for me. :'( *sniffle*

05/04/07

yayyy found out today that my brother-in-law to be's gonna have a BOY lol. So i'll have the girl and 2 months later they'll have the boy :) They decided to name him peyton allen. ??? lol let's just say his initials are PAC...think pac-man then think peyton manning (football). lol i bout died when they told me the name ( to myself that is). atleast its a boy and not another girl..i'd hate to see our kids fighting over attention. well, Doctor's visit on tuesday. 28 weeks sun. yayyyy...

05/08/07 -28 weeks-

has anyone else had anymore u/s after their BIG 20 week? last one i had was at 17 weeks...and my doc told me today i won't have another one :( i'm so sad. with my first son, i had like 12 u/s...now i won't have another one. blah. lol. passed my glucose test with flying colors, and my blood looks good. i guess everything on me is in good working order lmao. heartbeat was 150 bpm :) hopefully still a girl. LMAO i'm gonna b so upset if she comes out with a pee pee sticking out lol. -sigh- wish i could see my lovely jumping bundle of joy. O i get to start going every 2 weeks now... lol. 28 weeks n counting....

05/20/07 -30 weeks-

heeyyy ladies! :) Well this is me at 30 weeks!! :o sooo excited...i wish my lil girl was here already. i dropped some today...this morning in fact..had some serious hip pain last night and this morning she looked "different" to me lol. I didn't have a bra on... :x soo sorry i couldn't get like a whole belly shot. i am huge i know. lol. i get "u must be due anyday now" all the time. n i still have 10 weeks :o O and i have an innie belly button. a very stubborn belly button and my daughter is convinced to try and kick it out. haha. i'm starting to get the normal fatigue and emotionalness again. *sigh* lol. These next few weeks are gonna go by sooo slloowwww...O and i'm worried that there might even b a penis there now. :x i hope she doesn't change sex on me, but geez my last scan was at 17 weeks. and they won't give me anymore i live in such a small town, that there aren't any 3d/4d things. :( anyway, hope u guys are all happy and enjoying your pregnancies!!! yayy for little giirrrlllssss!!!! :)

30 weeks :)

05/28/07

OK. WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS??? My fiance and i went out last night to do some stuff and came back around 11:00 pm. we watched a movie and went to bed. Didn't hear anything. This morning i go to get into my car and realized it was BROKEN INTO!!!! Some ASSHOLES decided to break into a 31 week pregnant ladies CAR and steal my radio!!! They also took my fiances planner with a lot of info in it. (accidently left over night 1 time in the car). How can people be so wrong? We thought we were safe here. I'm so worried now about leaving ANYTHING in my car. I feel so violated and just pissed off. I am ready to go at this vigilante style. The cop who took our report told us that if we caught the people before they did to say that the guy "tripped on a rock" and we could beat him or them up. lol. IDK LADIES KEEP YOUR PERSONALL STUFF OUT OF YOUR CARS!!!! We live off a HUGE BROAD STREET. Both mine and my neighbors got hit. :( So sad, makes me want to cry how bad this world is for our little babies to come into right now. :(:(:( Isn't there anything BUSH or someone can do to help people like us out??? New bill? Higher security in the US? idk. Sorry, but i'm a lil pissy right now. hmph.

06/02/07

WAHOO... I had my baby shower today!!! I Kept it pretty small and i'm kinda regretting doing so, cus i still didn't get some of the things i need :x o well. time to go shopping again!!!!!! :):) i did get 2 tubs lol, so i have to return one and get a stroller/carseat deal. we are set thou for those first couple of weeks for everything minus carseat, so i think we're doing ok ;) My mom and sister even drove all the way from Cleveland to come see me for a few hours. This was the last time mom will see me preg. before the baby comes. 6-8 weeks EEEKKK!!! She has dropped a lil and is lower, but spreading out a bit more...so idk lol. still active as ever, but losing speed and stretch room, so slowing down a lil too. I have a killer pain in my hips when i sleep, and it's really hard to sleep, but o well, i go to the doc on tues...so more then :P OOO yea, and my cake was sooo beautiful :) i don't have a camera so i didn't take pics, but my mom and friends did, so we'll see if i can knab a few to put up here :P O and Bry (fiance) is sooo excited...u should have seen his face putting the changing table up today :) Muh Kitty Lily :) I made some cut out hearts from construction paper, and she dove into them, so i stacked them on her, and well...here's her 10 necklaces lmao.

Muh fiance playing video games. lol. What is it with guys n video games anyway :P

06/18/07

OMG i get to move up a week n a day!!! instead of being 34 weeks 1 day, i'm now 35 weeks, 2 days. :) Maybe more depending on what doc says. so that said, i'm getting induced at 38 weeks...SOOO, i only have 2 WEEKS and 5 DAYS left til my little girl is in my arms!!!! :):):):) :P sooo happy and excited n scaredn everything. i tried to add the u/s pic, but no go..i think it's too big even with resize :x. anyway wish me luck and ttyl. btw 100% girl now lol. and she has lil chubby cheeks, chubby legs, tummy, n arms :P OMG and BTW she weighs in at 5 lbs. 15 oz.s so holy crap what a big baby she'll b. :P

06/20/07

WAHOO. we get to MOVEEEEE :P No more 1 bedroom apartment with crickity old stairs to climb anymore :) Hailey was giving me a bad backache for the past 2 days and this morning it reached around to my front, so i called the doc, and they said to come in. well false labor, but nothing i can do for the backache :x I am 70% effaced already thou. high and closed cervix, for now. :) i'm gonna guess i'll have her in about 3 weeks. i know she is stubborn but she wants to come out...i can just feel it. anyway, i gotta go PACK:) YAYYYYY OMG and i get my WASHER AND DRYER back!!!! :P:P:P:P:P

06/25/07

Well, once again i'm upset with my doctor(s). i say (s) because of the 5 i have to run through. There is one doctor that i like a lot, but i feel bad just choosing him all the time. anyway, he told me last week i could b induced at 38 weeks. Now he's saying it'll be 39 weeks. My kid will be around 9 lbs. then. I'll have to have a c-section. and i told him this, and nothing. idk how to explain to a doctor that my first born was 6 lbs. 15 ozs. and i had to have not one but 2 episiotomy cuts just to get his head out after 2 hours of pushing. IDK how he thinks i'll be able to push out a 9 lb. baby. I have really small hip bones too. *UGH* So needless to say, i won't see my daughter for another 4 weeks. :( I can't wait another month. seriously i can't. According to my U/S i'm 36.2 weeks, but that is 8 days ahead of what my original date was. UGH. so confused and just upset. Hope you guys have something better happen this week. I did find out that i'm still 70% effaced and the head has moved wayyy down. :(

06/30/07

hmm. my last day til my month starts and i can say i'm due on the 21st-29th :) I had a drop of blood when i wiped earlier today so i'm kinda thinking she'll be here soon. :):) hopefully. wish she was here now thou. i am getting more excited. thought i'd be moving now, but NO i have to wait til august 1st. the lady in there now won't move for another month :( so i'll have an infant while moving..YAYY lol. Well i think i already lost my mucous plug and still the same measurements. we'll see on monday.:) hope i'm dilated now.

07/01/07

hahahah i have less then a month. but for some reason, i don't htink i'll make it the rest of the week. i was in wal-mart yesterday...last night really at around 3:00 am. lol. shopping, and i couldn't stand up!! i started walking the store and started cramping something FIERCE. I had to sit at every single chair i could find. omg it hurt soooo bad. now, today, it still hurts, not as intense, but it's pretty bad at moments. idk if i'm having contractions i can't feel, or what the deal is, it's driving me nuts. started in my lower back as a ring of pain, and moved to my front and now it's getting higher. HOPEFULLY it's just hailey getting ready and i won't have long to wait. everyone has bets on when i'll pop, so blah. i also think (pause for contraction) that she'll come early :) HERE'S HOPING!!!!!!! wish me baby sprinkles to happen early :P

07/02/07

YAYYYYY 1 cm dilated and 90% effaced. Normal stress test and she had the hiccups during it :) also normal strep b test. yayyy, doc thinks within the next 2 weeks for sure. soooooooooooooooo excited. soon soon soon.

07/09/07

HOORRAYYYYYY!!! I am getting another u/s tomorrow seeing as i'm now measuring 42 weeks lmao at 37/38 weeks. SOOOO after u/s tomorrow, i have apt on FRIDAY to find out when next week my C-SECTION is. UGH for the c-section, but HORRAY for my little girl coming next week!!!! Doc says that there is a slight possibility i still might be in for a reg. vaginal delivery closer to my due date. but it's very slim. SO YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!! More news tomorrow after my 3:00 scan. :P She was 5 lbs. 15 ozs at 33 weeks. we'll see now. lol. doc says according to heartrate she's a biggun lmao. still at 1 cm and 90% with 0 station. :(

07/11/07

Got my u/s done yesterday and she weighs in at a hefty 7 lbs. 7 oz.s right now. :) suupperrrr babbyyyyyy!! i have no cervix left that they could see meaning i am 100% effaced now. yay. i go to the doc to find out c-section or not on fri. which i'm really nervous about. Also i think my hpv is coming back..or another breakout of it. kinda depressing and sad. we'll see about that on fri. as well. *sigh*. enough stress for me for one week.

07/13/07

WAHOOOOOOO!!! Muh baby will be here next week either Thurs. or Fri. :) by c-section unless i go into spontaneous labor before that lol. SOOO excited...it won't be an easy section, but it'll be worth having her in my arms. Ahhh...my last child. :)

07/16/07

My g/f had her baby on Sat. night!!!!!! 6 lbs. 9 ozs. lil girl :) I am gonna go visit them here in a few but it's funny cus our kids will be born in almost the same week lmao. :P good planning huh?

07/17/07

wow. it's getting really close to my c-section date. I'm getting nervous a lot. lol. i have to make sure the house is clean, the fridge is stocked, my bag is complete as haileys is too. lol. i think i'm more nervous about the spinal then the whole procedure. lol. o well. 2 more days then i'll have my precious sweet lil thing in my arms for good :) soooooooooo happy :) although, i am getting contractions, peeing on myself, and generally cramping a LOT, so maybe just maybe she's gonna try to come out before lMAO. My folks are coming in on Thursday from cleveland (3-4 hour drive) and i'm siked about that too. can't wait for my lil sis to hold her neice and to see my dad's reaction to her. :P kinda sad that i won't be preg. anymore thou. and u never know if u will later on or not either, so i'm treating this as my last child til then. imma miss her kicks n clicks n hiccups, but atleast i'll have her face to face to snuggle. :)

07/19/07 8:21 pm 39 weeks

WEEEELLLL, this is my last blog before i go into surgery to have HAILEY marie here lol. I go into the hospital at 6:15 am instead of 10:00 am. they bumped me up a few hours!!!My new time for Hailey to be born is around 8:15 am. :) I'm soo nervous i could just drool right now. I am constipated thou :x and man, i dont wanna be gasy for after the c-section!!!! ouchie ouchie. nayway, i'm a bundle of energy, but tired at the same time and am cooking my last meal :( lol. CYA in a few days with PICS n UPDATES n HAILEY!!!!!

08/23/07

Well, It's postpartum for me. lol. My stitches are healed well (steristrips), but doc thinks i have an infection brewing in the second layer of my skin. I can have sex again thou, so we'll see how that goes. From the looks of it i'm going back to work Sept. 17, 2007. BOOO. lol. anyway, all else is good and for more updates and to see hails, just flip to her page. :P

11/22/07

So, i figured i should update cus i haven't done so in around 80 days lol. I'm 4 months postpartum or 16.6 weeks..the week/month thing is so weird. My scar is barely visable (i should put up another pic) and other then my little "pouch" i'm back to my normal pre-preg. weight. :) I have a bit of numbness in between my belly button and my scar, but apparently it's normal, and hey, if i ever burn that spot on the stove, or Hailey hits it, i can't feel it so it's a win win lmao. UMMM let's see... I hate my inlaws, Hailey is growing up soooo fast, and my family wants us to move up there (4 hours away). O somewhere in here i should put that i havn't recieved AF yet and i refuse to take a test. If i am preg. again, then it's great. Likewise if i'm not lol. Besides, if i am, i'd rather find out about it in say 3 months instead of at 7 weeks like i found out earlier lol. Makes the wait a lot shorter. Hails' updates are on her page. I think that's about it. Since idk if i'm preggo or not, it's kinda hard to blog lmao. This is not really a NON-preggo journal thing haha. Good luck to everyone!!! Happy Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year!!

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Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Violet Marie
Age?:	25
Height?:	5'9
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	192
About The Father
Name?:	Bryan
Age?:	28
Height?:	6'2
Are you still together?:	almost married :)
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	no, my 2nd.
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	when i was 7 weeks, but i kinda knew before.
Was it planned?:	It was in the sense that we both said if it happens it happens lol.
What was your first reaction?:	HA...i told u so.
Who was with you when you found out?:	Bry
Who was the first person you told?:	o gosh, i think my little sister.
How did your parents react?:	They were really happy. Excited.
How far along are you?:	Right now...17.3 weeks.
What was your first symptom?:	um...tiredness, never got MS
What is your due date?:	July 29 or 30, 2007
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	yup just found out yesterday.
If so, what is it?:	FEMALE anyone with a boy wanna trade?? lol
Have you picked out names?:	yup
If so, what are they?:	Hayleigh Marie
How much weight have you gained?:	13 lbs.
Do you have stretch marks?:	i have them from my 1st preg.
Have you felt the baby move?:	yes all the time. just fluttering, but all the time.
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	yes 150 - 152 so far.
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	this one yes. different circumstances.
Home or hospital birth?:	HOSPITAL lol.
Natural or medicated birth?:	MEDICATED. did the natural...not fun.
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Bry, and my little sis.
Will you breastfeed?:	yes of course.
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	maybe this time...cus she's supposed to be 10 lbs. plus. UGH
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	yea.
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	i love you and FINALLY. lol.
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	yup thas why my lil sis will be in there with me.
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	SUPER excited...little scared, but it'll switch up later on. lol.