Welcome to my page and congratulations to all.

I need alot of inspirations and motivation so please help me out ladies. I am only 8 weeks along and I have Hyperemesis and its kicking my ass its taking the joy out of being pregnant. I want to be happy I want to wake up everyday not feeling like a piece of shyt. I struggle to get to work, while im at work, and even when i get home im confined to my bed. I was already admitted once for dehydration and not eating due to the hyperemesis and was put on Zofran to help control the nausea but to be honest Im not comfortable taking any meds while Im pregnant and it only helps me out a little. I just feel alone at this point and dont know what else to do I also lost weight which worried me even more. I even had suicidal thoughts but I know Im not crazy and I want my beautiful unborn. Im just at a total lost and if you have any tips on how to handle this feel free to let me know.

Tuesday April 8th, 2008 @ 10:12AM

Good Morning Mommys, how are you. Im finally getting over this Hyperemesis G it seemed like forever especially after being admitted twice for dehydration, and not eating and passing out and not remembering anything. Yesterday I started to feel good again and I actually ate twice during dinner lol greedy but I can make up for the 17lbs i lost so its ok. Well I hope you all are doing well and staying healthy.

Monday April 14th, 2008 @ 2:57PM

Hi mommys, I hope you all are doing well and enjoying the weather. Its now spring and my days are getting shorter and shorter but Im alot happier since the sickness is going away. My only problem is while Im out i must keep something in my mouth like candy or i have to have something to drink like my favorited Vanilla Bean Frapp from StarBucks for some reason i can drink a few of those while walking around the mall. My hubby and I are doing good were making it and he is getting more and more interested in the whole pregnancy thing. It took a while for him to adjust and he still isnt finished adjusting but he is working on it and i love him even more for trying. Were a a team, bestfriends, and we will get thru this. You ladies just dont know how excited I be days that i feel good im like a little kid that was just let outside after being on punishment lol it just feels good to be able to smile again and not throw up every 5-10 minutes. I still do it in the AM and im nauseous for a good while but its a lot less the the past. Well tomorrow is my third U/S and dont ask me why Im nervous but Iam I already seen him(godwilling) lol twice and heard his little heart beat but i guess now that im approaching the second trimester Im getting nervous. Hopefully I will get a pic and I will post it for you all. Love yaaa's and stay healthy for me pass me some good healthy baby dust lol.

WEDNESDAY APRIL, 16 2008. WELL LADIES I WENT TO MY DR'S APPT YESTERDAY AND HE DIDNT DO AN ULTRASOUND HE ONLY CHECKED FOR THE HEART BEAT AND THAT WAS AWESOME IT MADE ME SMILE. HE WILL DO IT ONCE I HAVE THE ULTRASCREEN TEST WHICH SHOULD BE SOON. WELL IM A LITTLE NAUSEOUS RIGHT NOW SO I HAVE TO GO TTYL.

Thursday April 17, 2008

LADIES IM SICK AGAIN I DONT FEEL WELL AT ALL YESTERDAY AND TODAY WERE TWO BAD DAYS AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY. THIS IS MY FIRST AND LAST PREGNANCY I WILL NEVER HAVE ANYMORE AFTER THIS LITTLE ONE. I CANT DEAL WITH THIS SICKNESS.

Friday april 18, 2008

WELL LADIES IM SICK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED. THIS IS TORTURE AND IM SO JEALOUS OF YOU MOMMYS THAT ARE SO HAPPY AND ARE SHARING YOUR BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCES I HOPE SOME OF THAT WILL RUB OFF ON ME AND MAKE ME HAPPY AND TAKE THIS SICKNESS AWAY. LAST NIGHT I DO THINK I FELT THE BABY MOVING AROUND LIGHT FLUTTER AND MOVEMENTS I DO KNOW THAT THE BABY LIKES THE RIGHT SIDE I CAN FEEL IT BUT I GUESS A LITTLE FURTHER DOWN THE LINE I WILL REALLY BE ABLE TO FEEL IT.

WELL IM AT WORK CRYING AND STRESSING BECAUSE IM SICK I WILL TTYL :(

WELL TODAY IS APRIL 30, 2008

YESTERDAY WAS MY ULTRASCREEN EXAM PART 1 TO TEST FOR DOWN SYNDROME. IT WAS SUCH A TASTE OF REALITY THAT IM REALLY HAVING A BABY I THINK PART OF ME IS IN DENIAL BUT SINCE I SAW HOW MUCH THIS LITTLE ONE IS MOVING AROUND AND HOW BIG HE/SHE IS IT WAS LIKE DAMN THIS IS THE REAL THING NOW ITS REALLY HAPPENING. WELL ANYWAY THE BABY HAS PERSONALITY ALREADY AT FIRST MY ANGEL WAS LAYING FACE DOWN LOL SO THE TECH SAID SHE NEEDED THE BABY TO MOVE IN A CERTAIN POSITION SO THEY COULD CAPTURE THE RIGHT MEASURMENTS SO SHE BEGAN TO PUSH DOWN AND TAP MY STOMACH SOME AND OH BOY DID THE BABY BEGAN KICK AND SWING SWITCHING SIDES AND EVERYTHING LOL. I SAID ITS STUBBORN ALREADY GIVING THE TECH A HARD TIME SO SHE GOT CLOSE TO THE END AND NEEDED ONE MORE POSITION AND THE BABY WAS JUST LAYING THERE WAVING ITS HAND LIKE NOPE NOT TODAY SO SHE GAVE UP AND AS A SOON AS I WAS ABOUT TO GET UP SHE SAID LET ME TRY ONE MORE TIME AND THE BABY MOVED AT ITS OWN PACE LOL. THAT WAS A GOOD DAY FOR ME I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE MY BABY MOVING AROUND IN THERE .

MONDAY MAY 5, 2008 14WKS

OF COURSE IM AT WORK, WISHING I WERE AT HOME BEING FREE AND RELAXING. ANYWAY I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GOOD WEEKEND. IM DOING BETTER EACH DAY, IM EATING ALL DAY NOT EATING AS HEALTHY AS I SHOULD BE BUT KEEPING THINGS DOWN IS ALL IM CONCERNED ABOUT NOW. IM HAPPIER AND I EVEN FEEL LITTLE FLUTTERS AND IT CRACKS ME UP YESTERDAY I FELT IT TWICE AND I LIKE THAT. I HOPE I CAN FEEL IT MORE OFTEN EVERY BODY SAYS YEAH KEEP SAYING THAT WAIT UNTIL HE/SHE BEGAN TO STRETCH OUT AND KICK AND PUNCH. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT (SMILE). ANYWAY IM NAUSEOUS STILL AND IM GETTING TIRED OF THAT BUT I GUESS THATS A HONEST PART OF IT. I WISH YOU ALL TTC BABY DUST, AND FOR THOSE THAT EXPERIENCED A LOSS KEEP YA HEAD UP GOD WILL BLESS YOU AGAIN. I DONT KNOW WHY WE MUST GO THRU A M/C TO MAKE ANOTHER BUT GOD HAS HIS REASONS SO JUST GO WITH THE FLOW. LOVE YOU ALL PEACE