Hey all, I am new on here! Well am 7 weeks pregnant today.....I am doing this pregnancy alone and i am sooo excited and scared also, i have had two first trimester miscarriages and also one that i found out when i was 20 weeks...i had a little boy i named Jake Elliott we had a lovely funeral and i still go to the cemetry with his dad, his dad wants to help me with this baby but i cant trust him as our relationship ended a couple of month after losing Jake due to domestic violence, he is lovely now tho...these were all since may 2006 so i am really worried. Got an appointment with GYN on Thursday no scan but going to ask for one...rather worried about twins strangely they are in my family tho!i am doing it alone with help of my friends and my family...not told my step dad but have done everyone else my mums not happy at all!! Oh well i am happy and excited and scared etc...anyone in same boat pls write to me!! i have had a few pains no bleeding and had morning sickness which am used to from my last pregnancies just hope it doesnt go the same way as my last pregnancies...have a good feeling about this one tho!! hope all are well

Well 8 weeks today...went to GYN yesterday was not brilliant news they did the most small scan ever and he dint make me have no water then worried me by saying cant really see anything was not a nice experience then had to get bloods done(loads) so now av gota go back in a week for a proper scan and also some hormone injections every week until i am 12weeks...got a feeling that they will make my morning sickness worse, which is terrible btw av bin in and out of work this week wi it not impressed and i bet work aint either....Thanks for all the messages and the great support from you guys, i feel like i aint getting it anywhere else at the mo even the GYN doesnt seem too bothered bout supporting me thru this after my history the great english NHS i spose still got fingers crossed and further than i was wi the last two miscarriages just wana get past 20 week mark but that seems like forever and a day away.Hope all are ok

13 weeks 2 days today, am further on than i thought.Got my next scan on thursday fingers crossed everything is ok!i am just dreading them telling me that the baby has died again and i have to give birth again and not have anything to show for it!So i am praying that everything is ok...just dont feel pregnant tho anyone else not feel pregnant

Had my scan yesterday was amazing saw it move and heard heartbeat and saw it...the baby is wriggler hehe

14weeks 6days today still not feeling pregnant but swear i keep feeling movements down there even though dont know if it is just my mind wishing it was lol very strange!not like flutters but a definate something but keeping fingers crossed it will be more obvious soon.got my midwife appointment on Jan 2nd so fingers crossed heartbeat will be fine and then i wont be as nervous that the baby has died as it will be past the point nearly of my last mc.dont know why this is blue.Also when i had my scan last thursday i have to say my baby has extremely long legs and also a fat belly on the scan foto looks well strange i have sed baby is coming out in sympathy with its mum hehe.hope all r ok

18 weeks 4days today been to midwife baby got healthy heartbeat and i am at the right size i should be...dont go back until 24 weeks now but got scan and consultant on 5th feb and 7th feb so all should be good..told her about my back aching she said sounds like my siatic nerve(however u spell it lol) also about my movement and she said that sounds like it is baby moving and will get more definate soon....so overall it is gud!!

ITS A GIRL!!! found out today and everything is fine with baby but she is greedy (she has a fat belly) and stubborn(she wunt open her legs for ages) but she is really active and i cant feel it cos the placenta is at the front..i am right chuffed i reckon i cant carry boys thats why this one is passed the date i miscarried my first one

I am 23 weeks 5 days today...my bump has just come from nowhere...i was off work 2 weeks and come back and everyone touching it saying how big i have got!wearing maternity pants for work but too big for me still lol,only put 6lbs on even tho constanty stuffing my face.I can feel her moving and kicking now she has busy days and lazy days but i think my placenta still at front so cushioning most of the kicks but i can feel them still just a bit muffled if u get me.

24 weeks 5 days today....well i was sick this morning for the first time in ages...nerves because the babys dad was ringing me this morning to discuss her.Well he rung me and he was fine he said he will find it difficult as he already has a child but he wont just shun his responsibility and he will think it through and wants to meet me to discuss it but he was very mature and adult about it and i said i will let him know if anything happens and when i have her etc

27 weeks 3 days went to hospital yesterday as baby not been moving much so went to get her checked out, got consultant thurs and a 3d scan on 1st april so after hearing her heartbeat i decided not to wait for dr for a scan...basically the midwife said her heartbeat fine 138-148bpm and baby kicked her 3 times but she said as i have an anterior placenta this mite be reason why cant feel her as much.....also been in touch with the dad again his gf found out he has cheated on her n now im pregnant but he is fine wi me chatting and stuff told him bout my hospital trip and buying for baby etc and what i needed and also told him name i have chosen for her and he got moody saying he wuda liked to have had a say in the matter so i sed i dint think he wuda wanted to really (seen as tho still not sure what part he is playing in babies life)so we decided baby has my surname and the first name i chose and he can choose a middle name which is good for me cos even tho i wanted leigh as a middle name after me i wasnt sure but i said he can chose it but it has to go with Evie and my surname and it is a farse trying to find a name cos i have looked thru every name website and not found one lol

30 weeks 4 days well i am going back to my first trimester i am sure of it, throwing up and constant fatigue! not good! feeling baby move but not kick as much and now she has found my ribs to play with (the pain) cant wait for her to come just worried about my housing situation still dont have anywhere to live :-(

34 weeks 2 days my pelvis kills but i have had my 21st birthday YEY sonographer told me full term evie is guna be about 8lbb OH MY GOD thats huge to push out of such a small opening lol