Am a proud mother of one and another to came. I should be happy but most of the time I’m upset because I’m in a lot of pain and it's hard to do all the thing I use to do. My now four year old thinks that I’m the kid so I have to keep reminding that am the mother and I give the order. It is horrible because I don't want my kids to think am a joke but the thing I get sometimes is hard to keep a stray face. Sometimes I wish I wasn't pregnant but when I see my baby’s father so excited about having another it makes it all better. I hope to be as lucky with this one as with the first and everything else goes well with the baby. I pray God for the strength to rise both of my kids well and the patience to keep me sane. Some time I think I'm losing my head but I know that as soon as this baby is born I’ll be ok again I hope.

Sunday, Mar 2nd
I’ve been so sad lately and feeling so lonely that I don't really fell like doing anything and last night .

Sunday, Mar 10th

she's been moving like a tornado but it's ok. i'm still somewhat comfortable excet at night i keep waking upevery 2 hrs

Sunday, Mar 18th

Sice i was 2 1/2 month i have been felling the baby m

ove a lot and in the past 2-3 weeks she had been moving like a tornado but since sunday she hasn't been moving as much.

Tuesday, Mar 25th

i'been felling extremly tire in the past few days and again not sleeping too much but i still haven't had the urge to get anything for the baby. what i have been felling the urge for it to change the way my house looks. i got spring in my head and just want everything to look colorfull.

my daugther can wait to see the baby.but am not so ready to have her. i don't know why i just don't fell ready for her. am extremely unconfortable with the bely and the back and hip pain and feeling like i need help with everything but am not so exited about her been born and is not that am scare or anything.