Hey everyone,

just thought id tell you a lil bout myself.....

i'm 21 yrs old and found out on valentines day that i am pregnant with my first baby. when i first took the HPT a week earlier it was BFN so i was happy to be honest and then a week later and still 2 weeks late for AF i took another HPT and there was a faint line, so i took another and another until i broke down and cried and told my partner. he was soo happy big grin on his face and there i was crying my eyes out because i didn't want to be pregnant.

i have suffered depression and anxiety since my early teens and i have only just recently in the last 2yrs seeked more help. i was finally moving forward when i was hit with that. it seemed like my was ending before it even started, as i have never been able to go out on my own, go to parties, drinks with my friends, not even a lil bday party with my friends family cuz i can't stand to be in groups cuz i get too anxious.

i have a lot of support from everyone around me so hopefully everything will be fine :-)

25th March 08

Hey Everyone

Had my first ultrasound, bit scary but went ok.she measured everything and said i was 5 weeks and 2days.

i go for my second ultrasound on wednesday, so i'll be 7 and a half weeks so hopefully be able to see something.

still trying to accept im pregnant, having alot of troubles with my depression and other issues, kinda makes things worse and hard to enjoy my pregnancy. hopefully after this second ultrasound things will be ok and maybe it might make me realise i AM pregnant. im just glad i got support around me, and i will be going back to counselling to help me cope with everything so hopefully i can start enjoying my pregnancy SOON.

hope everyone is doing well and babies are growing healthy

takecare

Thursday, 6 Mar

well went for my second ultrasound.found out i am due 22nd October not 19th as wat they thought at first. got to c the heartbeat but didn `t get to hear it.all in all things are going well with the bub.hope all you other mothers are doing well.takecare

Tuesday 11th march

well tomorrow i will be 8weeks. so far things are going well. haven't had any morning sickness yet just nausea and feeling like im gona throw up. but unfortunatly i now have the flu. driving my partner up the wall with my mood swings tho and changing my mind of whether or not i want the baby (i suffer from depression so the pregnancy is making it twice as bad). hope everyone is doing well and i will c u all in week 8 :) takecare

14th March 2008

well went to see my doctor 2day but he wasn't there so had to see a different one, and she told me if i was having doubts about having the baby then to have an abortion because of my history with depression. she got my into counselling tomorrow so hopefully that will go well and i'll start to feel better and enjoy the pregnancy. i don't know if its my depression or just the hormones making me feel the way i am but with any luck i'll be able to c things more clearly.hope everyone is doing well. takecare

22nd March 2008

Well after everything so far, i have done alot of thinking and decided to keep the baby. in the last week since i made the decision i have never seen my partner so HAPPY. he is so lovey dovey towards me. obviously deep down he wanted the baby lol. its nice to have him. we have only been 2gether 7months and yet he is still here and insists he ain't goin anywhere. he is always there supporting me, a shoulder to cry on. he's great. i'm just really happy that he's happy, its so cute hehe.

thanks to everyone who showed support and offered their advice you all helped me thru a tough time

luv aimee

18th April 2008

well its been a lil while since i've wrote. im nearly 14 weeks (i'll be 14weeks on wednesday). i changed doctors but probably a mistake.i went and saw her at 11weeks and she weighed me and took my blood pressurre and said i'll see you in 4 weeks.she couldn't get me outta there fast enough. i have had a 5wk and a 7wk ultrasound and 3 bloodtests done early to test hCG levels and hemogloben (bad speller). i havent heard the heart beat, had anyother blood tests done or ne other ultrasounds or other tests done. i do worry sometimes about whether my baby is ok seeing as i'm not being tested for anything or seen. but i hope all is well. i'm trying to get a home doppler so i can hear the heartbeat myself (hopefully it works). well apart from that not much has changed. i didn't get morning sickness at all except now i feel more nausous than ever, hopefully its not me gettin morning sickness after 3months :(. well i'll keep you all posted when the dr finally see's me. takecare to all the mummy's to be and hope all babies are healthy and growing well.

luv aimee xox

2 May 2008

YAY, finally the doctor saw me today. my uterus is sitting just under my belly button, I finally got my referal to the hospital and i am booked in to get my 18 week morphology assessment on the 16th May, i'll be 19 weeks then by LMP and thats when they like to do it accodring to them. the doctor goes by my LMP so i'll just go by what she does :). can't wait to see the baby, haven't had an ultrasound in 7 or 8 weeks now, last time all i got to see was a jelly bean LOL. i will keep you all posted on how things go and if the baby is boy or girl. either way i'll be happy as long as my baby is healthy :D. so excited, well takecare all mummys to be, hope all is going well.

luv aimee xx

10th May 2008

im 18 weeks from my LMP, so my dr sent me for the 18 week morphology assessment. and it was horrible. the woman turned to me and said i don't know why you're here, your baby isn't even measuring at 17 weeks. it's pointless im not going to bother, you will have to come back in 2 weeks.

i was hoping to see the baby or hear the hear beat because i haven't heard the heartbeat and last ultrasound i got i was 7weeks and bub was a jellybean but she wouldn't let me see the baby, hear the heartbeat or tell me how many weeks the baby was or when i was due or anything. came out of there nearly in tears. i dont' want to go back to her.

hope all you mummys are doing well takecare

13 May 2008

IT'S A GIRL :-D

22 May 2008

Finally made it to 20weeks :-) so exciting, not long now half way there. i haven't felt bub move yet but hopefully will in a couple weeks. i have sore boobs and sharp pains in my stomach. hopefully this is just stretching pains.

i have my 20week ultrasound on tuesday so hopefully i will find out how bub is doing how big she is and if everything is going well and she is growing strong, fingers crossed she is.

well hope everyone is doing well and i will keep you all posted love aimee xxxx

20 June 2008

well its been while since i have written. so far things are going well :-) i had my first hospital appointment a lil over a week ago and my blood pressure was high so i had to do a urine sample, bloodtest, ultrasound of my kidneys and i have to do a 24hr urine test, YAY, fun times :-P

i have to go back to hospital in another week and a half and get results and hopefully everything is better.

for the first time i felt bub move a couple of weeks ago, was weird i didnt know if it was gas or not but no farts followed hehe, since then i feel her move everynow and then during the day, its amazing feeling bubbles in your tummy and them not be gas.

yesturday i was having the shittiest day, nothing was going right, things were stressful at home between me and my family, then my partner turned it into the best day of my life. he got down on one knee and proposed to me, and ofcourse i said yes.so yay im ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he is the best thing in my life and the only thing that keeps me sain atm. i would be so lost with out him.

well thats the updates on whats been happening :-) when i get batteries for my camera i will post new pics :-D

hope all mummys are doing well

takecare luv aimee