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hi my names ashlee and i am 22 yrs old and pregnant with my first child. who happens to be a little boy. I am married to a man in the united states airforce . we have been married 6 months on the 14th, feb. its amazing how time fly's. i am currentlly living at my parents as my husband and i have seperated while getting counciling. pregnancy has truly taken a tole on me emotionally and physically. i have been on bed rest wince my 3rd month de to excessive weight loss and my constant hospital visits due to dehydration and malnutrition. I spend my days relaxing and trying to figure out if my marriage is savable. my husband is 20 yrs old and has struggled with grasping the idea of being a dad. he seems to forget he is married and having a baby. we also have another exciting factor another girl who wont leave him alone and he sum how feels its mean to tell herr to go away. well who knows hopefully it all wks out for the best.

Feb 1,2008

well my husband was promoted yesterday and it was def exciting. But running into the girl that is now claiming my husband is her childs father probably sent me through the roof. i mean there are 10 possible fathers. i feel like screaming. my husband says if its his he is signing over his rights. as if i needed the added stress . god i want to scream.