here we go again!!!!! Today is same as ususal!!! Not good. My baby's father is making me really mad and he's not doin nothin but makin me hate him more... I mean what kind of sh*t is this. He said he was gonna take me to get somthing to eat this moring b4 i go do his sister hair. So instead of him takin me to eat he takes me Str8 to her house and puts me out and im like what da f*ck.... so me being me i just got out the car and slammed the door so while i was doin her hair like 20 min. later he comes back and uses her phone (but listen to this!) in the back room and i can see if it was alot of people in there but it wads only me and her... So im like WHAT DA HELL IS GOIN ON! I mean this boy has never done the sh*t that he's doin now. But when it gets late night and sh*t he wants to come home and lay up!!!! One night he come over here somebody else gonna be in the bed. AND I'M FA REAL!!!... Anyways enough about the person that i thought was the love of my life but really THE DOWN FALL OF MY LIFE!! Far as the baby go he's doin great we go back to tha doctor June 4th and i cant wait to see him again cause lately he had been kickin really hard and all kind of stuff!!! LOL HE JUS DID! I guess he's tellin me to stop takin bout him...well and who i've been cryin my eyes out so you know what comes after a long cry and a headache... A GOOD SLEEP! So imma just get up with you all later! LUV U MOMMYS AND ALSO YOU TTC MOMMYS GOOD LUCK! PRAY FOR SOMETHING BETTER WHAT IM GOIN THROUGH CAUSE ITS TOO MUCH STRESS FOR YOU AND THE BABY!

Well today is July 18th and thing are kind of gettin better but i'm having real bad back pain and getting real aggrivated really easy! Well as for me and my baby's father we're still tryin to make this love thing work. Why? Cause you have to go through something to get somewhere and there are always gonna be shit that make you so mad and shit thats gonna make you wanna leave but that thing LOVE AND FAITH play a real big part in relationships. Without those two you have nothin. People always talkin bout trust. Which you do gotta trust but thats what hurt your feelings the most you trust them and they break your trust. Take it from me. I've been cheated on and i've caught him at the motel with who i dont know but I love him and sometimes you have to give someone enough chances to make the relationship work.... But remember its not gonna be PERFECT. NOT EVER!!!! IF IT IS SOMEBODY IS NOT DOIN THEIR JOB!!!! But to you that TTC have faith and go ahead and prepare yourself for the journey of your lives cause trust me it is a damn journey!!!! BUT I LOVE YOU ALL AND KEEP MY FAMILY AND I IN YOUR PRAYERS!!!!

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