12 May 08

I am so dissapointed and excited at the same time. We went to our ob on Friday and found out that I won't be able to give birth naturally and I will have to get a ceasarean, my pelvic bone is just to small for my baby to get out and he can't even engage.

My baby will be born on the 20th of May, I'm scared and excited all at once, I never thought it will feel this way, but hey, we can't predict our feelings, aspecialy not with something as big as a new life coming into the world.

So now my count down begins, in a week's time I'm gonna b a mommy....wow that's a big wonderfull responsibility to look forward to

28 Jan 08

Went for another u/s today, wow my baby is getting big, he grew 4wks in 3wks, that doesn't really make sense does it? Well what happened was that last time I had an u/s according to my normal calculations was was supposed to be 20wks and 1 day but he measured 19wks 3days, this week exactly 3 weeks after the last appointment he measured 23wks and 4days, so he grew a whole lot!!!!

Last night he kept me from falling asleep, he was kicking and playing and enjoying himself, it's the first time that he moved so much that I actually could't fall asleep, when I pushed my tummy against his daddy (so he can share in the fun) he stopped and didn't move again untill I rolled away, it was so sweet, I love my baby boy so so so much!!!!!!

23 Jan 08

Started getting heartburn on Monday, it was my bday and I had chocolate cake so hopefully it was the cake (I haven't really eaten cake for a while, so it might be it) cause yesterday I also had a piece of the left over cake and the same happened, half an hour after I ate it...heartburn. Otherwise all is fine, I feel my little boy move more and more each day and I started playing with him, I'll tap, he will kick, I really enjoy it, makes me feel alive, or something like that, it's just fun knowing that he responds to my touch. He's been kicking his daddy more often also, he really enjoys that.

14 Jan 08

My baby boy is kicking up a storm, it's wonderful to know that I carry a little miracle inside of me. I just wish that I can start showing already, yes my tummy doubled in size since I fell pregnant but no beachball effect yet!!! I know it will come, I just want the world to see that I've got a little busy bee growing inside of me.

I had the worst abdominal muscle strains this morning, it felt like I've done about 500 situps!!! Luckily it's gone now.