Okay....so this is my second pregnancy. My fiancee and I found out that I was expecting on 2/14/2008. We were both excited!!! YAY!!! I already have a 5 yr. old son from a previous relationship and he has 2 children from a previous marriage. We wont find out the sex of the baby for a few months but I amd hoping for a BABY GIRL. I have been extremely emotional this pregnancy. I just want to eat and sleep. I have no energy or tolerance for anything at this point. I just feel like I'm ignoring my son because I am always sooooo tired. He knows that I love him and we do a lot together but I want to give him all of my attention but I can't because of my lack of energy. Anywhoooo....I go for my first pre-natal appointment on Wednesday. This should be fun. Okay so I went for my first prenatal appointment. HATED IT!!!! Those first appts. are a pain. It took super long, she asked me thousands of questions only to get some bad news! In late 2006 I started using the Nuvaring. (BIG MISTAKE). It caused a blood clot to form in my knee and from them it broke off and spred to both of my lungs.And I had to go on two forms of blood thinners. One was in the form of an injection (I hate needles) and I had to stick myself twice a day. The other was just a small pill. So when I explained this to my OB she had this terrible look on her face. So I instantly started thinking the worse. She explained to me that she would have to refer me to a HIGH RISK Dr. I felt like my whole world came crashing in. She then informed me that I would have to begin the Lovenox injections again :-( I'm just afraid of birth defects it may cause. I'm just gonna pray about it because I know that God has the power to heal all. I will love my baby regardless of the outcome.

3/18/2008

Okay so today I go for my first u/s. I'm a little scared...not really sure why. Its not like we'll find out the sex of the baby but we are hoping for a healthy baby girl.
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