Kai will be 5 months old in one week and one day! He has grown up sooooo quickly i can't believe it! He weighs 11lbs and 12oz and his hair is growing really long really quickly lol he's turning into a little blonde baba and looks so much like his cousin Maisie!!

It's my 16th birthday in 10 days! I'm sooo excited for that! Also my brother Paul is coming back home in 13 days so i really can't wait to see and hear him again!!!! I'd also like to say congratulations to Emma aka Emmz who has given birth to a gorgeous lil boy named Dylan and he is soooo cute!

I just wanna say Happy 1st Birthday to my great friends Paige and Ste's lil baby boy Levi Steven Brogan who sadly died on 16th February 2007 aged just 4 days old. Sadly missed by everyone! Look after Emily and we will see you both one day in heaven x

Finally I would like to write a lil message to my friend Lauren aka Lori-Jo who sadly lost her daughter Emily Louise Allen 11 days ago as it was her funeral 3 days ago and it was the most heartbreaking thing i have ever been to. I'm so sorry Lauren but i'm so happy to see that you are getting better slowly and will hopefully be able to be happy again! RIP Emily and Levi <3

22nd February 2008

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! I'M 16 TODAYYY!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! HEHE HAVING A PARTY LATER!!! WOOOOO IM SO HAPPY!! HEHE!!!!!!

23rd February 2008

It was my 16th yesterday and it was amazin!!! Lol! I got given the new iPod in blue from Josh and i love it! hehe! i also got a white gold bracelet and matching necklace from my mum and dad and cash from my brother and sister! We had a party last night and it was amazing too!

5th March 2008

Sorry i haven't been online or updating for a while but it has been very busy in my life recently. Kai got weighed for the first time in like 3 weeks on saturday and he weighs 14lbs 8oz the big fatty lol! He is gonna be 6 months old in 15 days an i really can't believe how fast he is growing up! He is apparently starting to look more like me than josh now but i still really can't see it lol!
My brother Paul is home now after being away for 6 1/2 weeks so i am really happy to see and talk to him again and i think Kai was too! Me, Josh and Kai are going to Spain in 9 days for 3 weeks to see Josh's mum so we've been really busy getting ready for that lol. Josh is starting to say that he wants another baby soon and is even picking names but he's living on dream land haha and i've told him no more children till were at least 20 lol!

28th April 2008

Heyy! Sorry I haven't been on in a long time but i've been really busy catchin up with school since i got back from Spain. Kai is now 7 months old and getting bigger an bigger lol i can't believe how quickly he's growing!! Me and Josh are doing great and have decided to start saving up so that we can eventually rent a flat and have our own space as a family. My sister, Haylie, has also announced that she is pregnant with her 2nd child and due around 23rd November 2008. I'm soooooooo happy for her and cannot wait for another lil neice or nephew!! And one last thing, i'm probably not going to be on this much anymore because i'm really busy right now with my gcse work and looking after Kai as well.

I love kai soo much!!!

Hiya!!! My name is Ashleia (said like Ashlia) an i'm a fifteen year old scouse birrd!!! I know I'm young cos I'm only 15 but me and my boyfriend Josh (also 15) are serious about making this work! We didn't plan this baby but getting rid of it was never an option for us. Josh has a job and he is moving in with me and my family so he can be there all of the time for our kid.

My mum and dad were very supportive because they know I am mature enough to accept my mistakes and live with what I have done. Plus they can't really judge me; my mum and dad were 17 when they had my older brother and my older sister had a kid when she was 15 (I was 9) and she and her boyfriend coped and are still together as a happy family so why shouldn't I? After a couple of names such as "slag", "whore" and "tart", Josh's mum and oldet brother have come round to the idea of us having our baby but will never let the fact we are both 15 go and Ste and Jamie (Josh's 20 and 23 year old brothers) will never lay off Josh for being stupid by getting me pregnant but we were NOT stupid! We did use something it just broke lol!!! Anyway, me and Josh are so excited about the birth now so that is all that matters!

My sisters daughter Maisie Rae is amazed that "there's a baby in Ash's belly!" lol!!!!! Maisie's 6 now and so gorgeous! She looks exactly like my sister! I'm due in october and I am having a baby boy and hope he looks just like his daddy and believe me his daddy is a heartbreaker!!! I'm sooooo excited about my son coming because when my nephew Tyler was 1 and his mum and dad where away for a week, Josh and I looked after Tyler for that time and I could tell Josh was going to be a great dad one day but that day came a lot sooner than I thought i would lol!