8-28-07

i just wanted 2 add that these past couple days i have been feeling more and more movement. im so glad 2 say that i feel her now! i make 20 weeks tomorrow, so im almost halfway there..=)

10-3-07

Just wanted to add that i think some of the stuff that i wrote has been deleted, but i'll just write what i can remember now. im 25 weeks today and the baby kicks every single day! i love when she kicks..her movements are so funny. sometimes they're low then other times like the otehr day she was kicking or punching me at the top of my stomach. lol..it felt funny. well lets see wat else..we were in the process of getting a townhouse, but that didnt end up going through. But i think it was probably for the better..we wouldnt have been able to afford i think in the longrun. we're both young and we need to not be spending alot of money until we truly are financially stable..(im getting there but not quite there yet) lol..newho we did HOWEVER get a 2bedroom 2 bath apartment in Hialeah, fl. we should be moving into it within a week and a half. im soooo excited!! we can finally do my lil girls room! i love my lil one sooo much! well thats all 4 now really. i mean i feel pretty good and oo yea i've been going to the gym everyday to do treadmill and bike for like 30 min. =) so im happy about that. also..i have gained 13 pounds so far since my last visit..so at 22 weeks i gained 13 pounds..not bad..now that im 25 weeks i think i gained 3 or 4 so far. i went on the scale and thats wat i saw..so im not doing too too bad. also my next appointment is on oct 10, 2007. they will be doing the usual checkup and also i will be checking for gestational diabetes. i hope all goes well!!!!! thats all 4 now..now this shit better not get deleted or i will be pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10-10-07

today i make 26 weeks!! im 6 mths and a half now.. i also had my doctors appointment to check for gestational diabetes. i had to drink an orange drink which didnt taste that bad. hector went with me. we also registered in the hospital =) everything went well. i get my results like on monday. im sure everything is fine but i willkeep updated 4 sure! i also wanna make an appointment for another 3d. =) shes gonna look like a lil beauty. cant wait!! well so far so good..ooooooooooo mannn forgot 2 add!! we finally got our apartment. its a 2 bedroom 2 bath in hialeah!!!! im sooo happy!!!!!!!!!! its so cute and perfect for our lil family. we start moving in this weekend. i've been so busy studying for this license i wanna get..(the 440) its 2 sell insurance! gotta make that money ya know! lol..but yea everything seems 2 be falling in place. i only gained 6 pounds this last mth. not so bad considering i gained 10 last month!!! so after this test on sunday im gonna go back to the gym. i took this week off since i have been studying so much..will update later..=)

10-16-07

Tomrrow i make 27 weeks..which i believe is 7 mths!! woot woot. i just wanted 2 add that she loves being bundled up on the left side of my stomach. it gets all hard on that side and it feels soo weird. shes such a menace already. and sheee loves to kick me 2..hehe o and i had the wridest baby dream last night. her foot was stretching my stomach pretty far out. it felt soo real and weird. i dunno but lately i been having baby dreams!!! neway we're moving in this week and we're getting our bedroom set today!! yayyy. so far all is good! oooo by the way i passed my test which means i got my 440!!!! im soo happy!! i'll update later

10-22-07

Just wanted to add that we have our bedroom set and tables 4 our dining room/living room now. im so happy! we now need 2 start on tiffany's room. so far i have a few clothes 4 her and her crib needs 2 be set up! we're doing a 3d on thursday! she will be 28 weeks and 1 day old by then..thats in 3 days! yayyy. she moves alot but i think she has less room now 2 kick, but i do feel her shift and stuff. as 4 me and hector we're doing pretty good..we dont fight as much as we used 2 i dont think. hes been alot better. im here at work and im sooo tired! im dying 2 go home! well i'll update when i have a chance!

10-24-07

Today i make 28 weeks!! yayyy.. im feeling pretty good just my feet are a lil swollen..(they've been like that 4 quite some time now) and also i have carpal tunnel in my right wrist/hand. it tingles and hurts 2 close my wrist. it onlyhappens when i wake upin the morning tho. i've had it since a whilenow..like since week 13! =( i hope it goes away after tiffany is here. i have my 3d u/s tomorrow. i cant wait 2 go!!!! i will update tom and put piks up once i c my lil mama!

10-27-07

I'm updating today! I got the 3d done on Thursday Oct 25, 2007! Tiffany Ann was 28 weeks 1 day old when I got it done! She looked soo cute..she even smiled a couple times! omg my heart melted!. Hector was there and he was so great! When the tech was trying 2 move her hand out of the way cuz she kept it up by her face alot of the time..hector tried talking 2 her. (it was sooo cute) i loved this experience and i dont think i will ever forget this!! she means so much to me. i mean its so surreal. when she kicks/moves im like omg!! this tiny person will be here soon!!! what am i gonna do? i doubt myself sometimes but i know i will step up to the plate when she is here!!! Things are coming along great at the house. His mom got us so much furniture and we got a bedding set for tiff's room! i mean im so grateful for everything his mom has done 4 us..=) i love life now more than ever! At this time I am now 28 weeks 3 days and feeling pretty good! i get pressure in my tummy sumtimes cuz shes like all in one place i think. and my hand bothers me in the morning! grrrrrr but w/e..i'll take care of that when shes born! i'll update later!!

10-31-07

Today is Hallooweeennn!! and i make 29 weeks!! i feel like crap today. i have a pimple on my face..the ac at work isnt working..im wearing a long sleeved shirt! i mean it cant get worse! plus there might be a tropical storm hitting us..(noel) =( im not gonna do nething 2day. maybe buy some candy and see if kids pass by. hector has school 2day so he wont get home till like 10..=( today is a blah day!!!

11-3-07

TODAY IM 29 WEEKS 3 DAYS AND I SENT OUT MY INVITATIONS TO MY BABY SHOWER! IM SO EXCITED. IM GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER..OMG I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

11-6-07

Im 29 weeks 6 days today and i did my pregnancy photos with hector. i hope they came outgood!! i will post them up when iget them!! it was so nice tho..

11-7-07

i make 30 weeks 2day and i have a doctors appointment. im sure they will check the usual..but i wanna know when my next sonogram is! im getting sooo anxious. hopefully this weekend me and hector can go get a xmas tree! yayyy

12-3-07

Im updating today!! im 33 weeks 5 days and dying to have this lil girl. today ihave a doctors appointment and im debating if i should have a c section or go natural. today would be the day he would tell me the date of the c section but i dunno! anyway on a lighter note i had my baby shower yesterday and igot a bunch of stuff! im so grateful! i had so much fun!! im gonna put piks soon. anyway as 4 tiffany she stillmoves ALLOT!!! and i have 2 pee so much still.grr but i only have 1 mth and like 2 weeks left so im excited, nervous, etc. me and hector cant wait! we also have 2 start building everything b4 she is here..=)~

12-6-07

UpdatinG!!! im getting the c section done on Jan 8, 2008! i cant wait! so far so good with hector and i. hes gonna start putting stuff 2gether as soon as hes done iwth school which will b e in like a week and a half! i cant waitt. as 4 me..its getting harder 2 get comfortable at night and i feel so heavy. =( i just wanan meet whats inside me right now! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12-10-07

Im so sick! =( I have the worst sore throat and i dont feel like doing nething. ugghh this is the worst. i stayed home all day yesterday with hubby and just chilled us 2. today is monday and i decided i wont go into work cuz i need 2 relax and get this cold out of my system. so other than that i feel like i have so much more 2 do. i still gotta wash babys clothes, etc. and this apartment is upside down but hector promised he would clean up after this week and put everything 2gether. he has no other choice! lol..baby will be here in less than a month. omg everyday that passes im like omg we're almost there! i can not wait 2 meet my precious lil girl omg!! =) anywho lol..today is the appoinment with the baby's pediatrician. i was gonna meet him to see how he was. i was reccommended by my aunt and she only goes with the best so im sure hes great. but i was kinda upset cuz i wanted hector 2 go but noooo he has to finish a project..blah blah blah..w/e he pissed me off this morning. so yea im just gonna be home till 1 then go see babys doc! i cant wait. and also im wiating 4 my mommy 2 come by so she can bring me some medicine. =/ i love my mom!!!

12-17-07

today i had an appointment with the doc and im 35 weeks 5 days. the doc said tom is when im considered full term and baby can come whenever now..aagghh omg i cant believe it! anywho he "checked" me down there 2 c if i have dilated..omg embarassing but w/e..hector was there n i got over it.i havent dilated yet so thats good. i asked him many questions and he answered all of them =) i asked how much the baby weighed now..he did some weird thing 2 my belly and said like 7-7and a half pounds! omg shes gonna be huge!! lol..i just cant believe im almost there. im 4 sure getting the c section and im ok with it..plus i aint pushing out a huge baby! lol..so far so good..just so many stretch marks and 2 sleep is a mission..but overall pretty good..=) thank god

12-22-07

So i think im gonna diagnose myself with puppp. its a pregnancy rash that itches like crazy. i have 2 ask my doc wat is going on cuz it feels like raised stretch marks. it feels n looks ugly...and i constantly wanna scratch. i'll just ask my doc on wed. as 4 how im doing ..WELL...im hanging in there. i feel sooo freakin heavy and i pee alot. im counting down the days! sumtimes i secretly wish she would just come already. im officially 9 mths..(36 weeks 3 days 2 be exact) !!! wow cant believe i've made it this far!

12-30-07

SO THE COUNTOWN BEGINS!! I HAVE 10 MORE DAYS OF BEING FREE, BY MYSELF, AND BEING SELFISH!! I CANT BEGIN 2 EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL INSIDE. LIFE AS I KNOW IT WILL DRASTICALLY CHANGE FOREVER..BUT IT WILL DEFINITELY BE FOR THE BETTER! AS I LOOK BACK AT MY LIFE..I CAN SAY IM PRETTY HAPPY WITH MY CHOICES, OTHER THAN SOME MINOR SETBACKS AND BUMPS IN THE ROAD, I THINK I TURNED OUT QUITE ALRIGHT. NOW HAVING THIS BABY INSIDE ME FOR 9 MONTHS..ME NURTURING HER AND DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT HAS MADE ME LOOK AT LIFE IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT. I ALREADY FEEL LIKE A MOM! I WOUDNT DARE PUT A CIG IN MY MOUTH OR DRINK A BEER KNOWING IT COULD AFFECT MY GROWING BABY! PLUS THOSE DAYS ARE OVER NOW! I THINK EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND GOD KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING WHEN HE SENT ME MY LITTLE DAUGHTER. I JUST WANT TO HOLD HER AND LOOK IN HER EYES AND TELL HER ALL WILL BE WONDERFUL AND TO NOT WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING! IM JUST DYING TO EMBARK IN THE JOURNEY CALLED MOTHERHOOD AND KNOW AND FEEL WHAT TRUE GENUINE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS. =)

12-30-07

WELL NOW THAT I GOT THAT OUT OF MY SYSTEM..LOL..I CAN ACTUALLY WRITE ABOUT WATS BEEN GOING ON. IM CURRENTLY 37 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS AND FEELING IT!!!! IT IS SOOO HARD 4 ME 2 GET OUT OF BED ITS RIDICULOUS. I PEE LIKE TWICE A NIGHT AND MY BELLY FEELSLIEK A BOWLING BALL. MY HANDS AND FEET R SWOLLEN.=( AND I JUST FEEL LIKE A WHALE. AS 4 MY DOCTORS VISITS...I HAVE ONLY ONE MORE! CAN U BELIEVE THAT..OMG JUST ONE MORE!! ITS THE DAY B4 MY BIG DAY!! OMG! WELL ANYWHO I HAVE BOTH BAGS PACKED ALREADY AND HER ROOM IS BASICALLY DONE! ALL I NEED IS TO PUT UP HER MOBILE ON THE BASSINET. I CANT BELIEVE I'VE COME THIS FAR AND IT'S LITERALLY RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER! WOW! IM IN THE HOME STRETCH! OOO AS 4 STRETCH..OMG I HAVE SOOO MANY OF THOSE ON MY STOMACH! =( I GET SO SAD THINKING ABOUT IT..BUT W/E ITS MY DAUGHTER! WAT COULD I DO?? JUST HOPE I WIN THE LOTTERY SO I CAN GET SURGERY! =) THAT WOULD BE NICE. ME N HECTOR HAVE BEEN DOING VERY GOOD, ALTHO I DUNNO Y BUT HE ANNOYS ME ALOT NOW..MAYBE ITS THE HORMONES LOL..BUT HES BEEN SO GOOD. HE CLEANED THE WHOLE HOUSE..BOTH CARS.. I MEAN HES DONE AN EXCELLENT JOB! EVEN COOKS SUMTIMES 2..=) OO WANTED 2 ADD THAT HER MOVEMENTS R EXACTLY THAT..JUST HARD MOVEMENTS..I DONT FEEL KICKS NEMORE..WELL SHE IS A BIG GIRL AND SHE HAS LIKENO MORE ROOM LEFT! BUT YEA..ITS AMAZING! I LOVE TO PLAY WITH HER AND FEEL HER BODY PARTS LOL..PRETTY COOL! WELL I THINK IM BASICALLY DONE UPDATING. 2 MORE DAYS TILL 2008! WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR ME DEFINITELY AND MANY CHANGES WILL BE MADE! CANT WAIT..

1-7-08

well i see that i have not written since the new year! well let me update. all is well over here. i rang in the new year with a fresh mind, heart, and soul and can not wait to start my NEW life with my little daughter. hector and i have been doing well. he has cleaned the apartment so good im like in shock. hes the one nesting! lol..we have tiff's room all set up..bags packed..bathrooms cleaned..sheets washed..we got it all! i keep waking up at 7 like every morning and going 2 sleep like at 2 or 3 in the morning! thats definitely god preparing me! cuz i dont normally sleep that way! as 4 my comfort lately..omg i cant explain how heavy i feel. 2 sleep sideways, on my back, whichever way feels soooo uncomfortable! i hate it! i feel like an old lady 2. it suks! so im 38 weeks 5 days and my BIG DAY is tomorrow. its been hitting me lately that im actually gonna have a child tom in my hands!! agghhhhhh lol..im getting my hair done and everything! i will be updating as soon as i get back from the hospital or when im off 2 the hospital! wish me luck!!!! =) see u soon tiffany!

1-13-08

well i havent had time 2 write about my whole birth experience cuz i havent really felt up 2 it. ihave been super busy!! but i must say im so hapyy and thrilled 2 have finally had my lil angel!!!!! she means the world 2 me. im sooo blessed 2 be a mom to a healthy, wonderful little girl. she weighed 8 pounds 10 ounces, was 18 3/4 inches long and was born on tues jan 8, 2008 at 1:56 pm by c section. the c section went well..didnt feel a thing. the spinal was put in and i automatically felt my legs go numb. i couldnt move it or feel it 4 nothing in this world. while this was going on, hector was getting his scrubs on. when he finally got there..i saw him dressed and realized omg this is really happening!!! he was sitting next 2 me rubbing my head trying 2 get me at ease telling me im doing great and all is fine..and he was cracking jokes..(one commercial we always laugh at..the song from the mask..chikchiki boom) lmao anywho he kept syaing that and i felt good! but i was like babe wats going on..r they doing nething..but he wouldnt answer me. anyway..i heard sum suction noise after like 8 min of laying down and then i heard doc say happy birthday!!! my heart melted right then and there!!! and then i heard her powerful, strong, girly cry..i cried! =*(. i looked over at hector and he looked over 2 me with his hand over his heart like omg how beautiful..thats when i really felt it! omg i cant even begin 2 describe in words how it feels to bring something u dont even know into this world then have so much love for them its unbelieveable!!!! she has changed my world around and its 4 the best!! now as 4 pain..i didnt feel anything at all except some nauseousness for the 1st day. i felt like throwing up but nothing would come up. i didnt feel any pain on my stoamch till the 3rd day. it just feels like u did a bunch of situps and it stings like a burning sensation 4 a lil bit when u stand up. i was only in the hospital for 2 days and was home by thursday. my back started killing me on friday all day. i flet like shit!! but today i feel marvelous!! as 4 breastfeeding i tried the 1st few days but i guess i didnt have milk..but damn i know i do now..they're rocks and they hurt like hell! i plan onpumping 2day..see if that works!! as 4 how she behaves..shes sooooo good. she only cries when she has 2 eat..be changed..and after i do those she goes right back 2 bed..thank the heavens! im enjoying every day with my little girl as much as i can..and i wanna cherish her now cuz they're just so helpless and cute at this stage!!! i love this girl beyond words..thank u god 4 all being good with my pregnancy and giving me the chance to finally become a mother..<3