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ashley251471 has 126 days to go and is now in week 22
	Age: 18 Country: US Province/region: - City: - Partner: Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 26 Dec ,2008 Occupation: student and mommy
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May 18th: Hey Everyone, I'm new to this site and I'm about 8 weeks pregnant with my second child, and let me tell u im terrified! This past year has been hard for me, as I just had a baby boy in July, 2007. Im young, going to college for nursing, and me and my boyfriend are working hard to support our son. This pregnancy was VERY unexpected (i was on birth control!) and I haven't told my family yet. But, I am getting a little excited as time goes on, because kids are a gift from God, and I can't imagine not having my son Darian in my life. I have no regrets, I am SOO in love with him:) I have alot of mixed emotions right now, and I find myself wondering how I can love another baby as much as I love my son? I jus wana be the BEST mother that I can be. I know it's gonna be hard, raising two kids and getting my life started, but I know God will bring me through it, he always does. I haven't had my second ultrasound yet (my first was too early to show a heartbeat) so I'm excited to find out an exact due date. According to this site it will be around Christmas so I'm looking forward to that! I loove getting advice and talking to other mothers or mothers-to-be, so anything I get is appreciated.

A mother's love! What can compare with it! Of all things on earth, it comes nearest to divine love in heaven. A mother's love means a life's devotion - and sometimes a life's sacrifice - with but one thought, one hope and one feeling, that her children will grow up healthy and strong, free from evil habits and able to provide for themselves. Her sole wish is that they may do their part like men and women, avoid dangers and pitfalls, and when dark hours come, trust in Providence to give them strength, patience and courage to bear up bravely. Happy is the mother when her heart's wish is answered, and happy are sons and daughters when they can feel that they have contributed to her noble purpose, and in some measure, repaid her unceasing, unwavering love and devotion.

5/22 - 9:21 p.m. Feelin Depressed~ ~OKay, so u kno how u have those days where u jus wonder where ur guna get the strength to do it all, n do it all alone? ok maybe not, but thats how i been feelin lately...first of all, me n the babys daddy aren't together anymore. We couldn't make it work aftr 2 1/2 years. mayb it was all the stress bein yung parents brought on us, maybe it was my attitude..or his anger? It's been a struggle everyday fo us, n were jus tryin ta get by. mayb we gave up too easily... Maybe we started it too early. I love david more than anything n i know he loves me too, hes my best friend. hes a wonderful father, hes been here for me n Darian throughout everythin n i know he always will be. he supports me in every way he should, i jus dont know y we culdnt make our relationship work? I had to let him go, n thats when he found someone else. Someone who could make him happy when I culdnt. I have his kids, but mayb she deserves him. All my hopes n dreams were shattered when he told me he loved her. We were supposed to get married, complete the family we had already made. Thats how i thought my life would go. But life doesn't always go as you plan, n im learnin that tha hard way. One thing this has done for me is brought me closer to God, because in the end, hes the only one in this world who will provide me the strength to go on, even on days when I dont think thats possible. I still haven't figured out if I deserve this, i mean the girl hes with is pregnant with someone elses baby, n he chooses to be with her. Shes good for him, n thats wut i hate the most. "We'll always be friends." thats hard for me to accept right now, seeing as how im pregnant with his second child. He made my life complete. I know hel be here for me every step of the way, n i love him for that, I jus wana b with him, ya feel me? *tear* Im an emotional wreck! I cant wait to have this baby so I can be strong again. I'm also scared of what this will do to baby d, i dont want him to have a sometimes-there kinda daddy. Im scared cuz I dont know if i can raise a man...I never saw myself as a single mother. Darian makes me wana b a better person everyday tho, Ill spend the rest of my life loving n makin him happy, NO man can come between that. PLease ladies, say a prayer for me so I can get thru this...i Know I can:)

June 20, 2008: 13 weeks! i had my 12 week ob checkup today and i was really nervous when i went in beacuse i had been spotting a lil bit and thats never happened before in either pregnancy. well, the doctor was planning on doin a repeat ultrasound anyway so see if he was correct on dates...i could not believe how much bigger the baby was!! my last u/s last month just showed me a blob..but just a few wks later my litttle baby is all formed!! (except for a BIG head:)) it was movin around and doin flips and sucking on his (or her) lil fingers:) im also farther along than he thought and the size showed i was 13 wks, not 12. YAY! i know i've been feeling movement for a few days now ( i dont care for those of u who say its impossible, ive been thru this before and i know wut a baby feels like moving around inside me!). the baby also looked good..had a good heartbeat and everything..such a relief! I can't wait for my next u/s to see how much bigger it is!!

It's A Boy !!!!! I had my 17 week checkup and surprisingly found out what we're having! We couldn't be happier, another lil BOY!

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rachel86 - Thursday, 14 August
thanks

mila - Thursday, 14 August
awww thank you!! everything happens for a reason, i was disappointed for a second but now i'm ecstatic.. i love my boy!:)

mila - Wednesday, 6 August
awww wow i hated it!! seriously and i drank so much water it made me sick for the whole day, so your going to have 3 boys in your life.. aww i want a girl real bad.