hey everybody first, i would like to thank god cuz the past month has been so hard && if it wasnt for him && the ppl that care i would have not got this far..im new && im 5wks pregnant..&& i found out for sure feb 15th && im already having signs of maybe a miscarriage && very scared but im tryin to hold in there && pray that a miscarriage is not whats happening..want to the e.r feb 19th sitting there for 5 hrs && i was praying the whole time that it wasnt a miscarriage but the doc told me i had a lil opening at the bottom of my cervix but the bleeding stopped thank god..anyways i would like to address that im very happy to be where im at right now..BE HAPPY TO MEET SOME PPL

2/15/08
well today i had an appointment at haskell in lawrence to take a second pregnancy..&& it was postive just like the home pregnancy test said..but anyways on the way down there my mom asked me what was i going to do {&& let me say that my mom was not being calm} && i told her i was going to keep the baby && she was like no your not..but when i first told my mom was on monday 2/11/08 && she didnt say to much but the next day she had something to say tuesday 2/12/08 she was like you need to get a abortion && that im going to mess up her life && that she would never forget me && that she aint going to support me in anyway but that all i feel like talkin about

2/22/08 yesterday was a up && down day..i told my teacher if this is what being pregnant feels like then im never gettin pregnant again..why?? i will tell you why bcuz when im hungry i feel sick to the bottom of my stomach and i hate the smell of food..i hope i will grow out of this sickness..anywayz about my baby dads he's young but nvm

2/26/08 this morning was coo my mom while talked to me after two wks or something like that my mom knocked on my door, came in and was real calm && asked if she could have my paper {finish later}