Thursday, 21 Jun

Hello my name is linda im 22 from coventry, england. I am 6 weeks and 1 day today im new to this site so still trying to work it out. About a year ago i had a miscarrage i was so devastated i had very low hcg, and i think thats why i lost the baby, this time around the hcg is normal so im praying everything is going to be ok. I still get scared everytime i go to the toilet just hoping there isnt going to be any blood there.Anyway i will tell u what happens every step of the way thanks for reading.

Thursday, 28 Jun
well im 7 weeks and 1 day 2day, and feel really bad with morning sickness.I couldnt take my daughter 2 school cuz everytime i moved i could feel the sick coming up and had to run to the toilet! i read on the internet that u can take vitamin b6 to help with nausea and sickness, so the next time i go to the doc's im gonna ask if i can have it.Ive got my first midwife appointment tomorrow, i know its gonna be a long appointment cuz i had complications with my pregnancy and birth with my son, and my last pregnancy i had a miscarrage at 7 1/2 weeks. I cant wait to get passed the 12 week mark because the risk of miscarrage is lower and hopefully my morning sickness will be gone by then.Anyway i will let u know what happens with the midwife tomorrow. Good luck to all u mummies to be. xxx

My note book and my pictures are not working i dont no why, they used to work but i pressed something lol.

Friday, 29 Jun

i went to my first booking appointment today, and i was there quite a long time. I had a really bad birth experience last time, i went into labour bleeding heavily and at 36 weeks, then had a ventouse delivery, had a 3rd degree tear, haemorraged, after i gave birth i was rushed into theater to get everything repaired down there i didnt even get to hold my baby, i was in theater for over 4 hours.Anyway after all of that i finally got to hold my son and i breastfed him then after i finished had a blood transfusion.So today i went through everything with my midwife and in between 16 weeks and 24 weeks i have to go and see consultants to see how im gonna give birth this time ( vaginal or c section) if its gonna be a vaginal birth there wont even be any midwives present! it will be doctors consultants and i think registrars. I cant believe it!!! everyones gonna watch me closely and hopefully everything will go ok. I go for my 12 week scan on the 3rd august i cant wait.

Wed 11th , jul

Im 9 weeks today and feel a little bit better, the morning sickness seems to have gone but im still getting headaches and dizzyness. It was my daughters 4th birthday last week and we took her to the sealife centre we had a lovely time.

Wed, 18th july.

Im 10 weeks today and im feeling a little bit better each day.I feel really emotional lately i cry at everything lol, My cousin has just found out shes pregnant and we always said we will try and get pregnant 2gether, and we both r lol its really good cuz we r very close and now we can share everything about being pregnant.

WED 10TH OCTOBER,

Im 22 weeks and 1 day today, i found out 2 weeks ago im having a boy!! im so happy, i had an appointment with the consultant today and i can have a natral birth (very happy) im gonna be treated as a normal pregnancy but an experianced midwife will have to deliver my baby, yey!

Tues, 13th november.

Im 27 weeks today and i look massive!! im soooo tired all the time, and my ribs are killing me. Only 13 weeks to go! yey,

Tues, 4th December.

Im 30 weeks 2day and time has flown by i cant believe ive only got 10 weeks left or less!! i dont think i can get any bigger, its so hard 2 do anything at the moment i cant even sleep because the baby is kicking me so hard. I feel like an old person im in pain everywhere lol, i cant breath properly arrrrrrrrr i want 2 shout sooo loud. I enjoyed my last 2 pregnancys but not this one, if this was my first i probably wouldnt have anymore kids lol anyway enough moaning and i hope the time i have left hurrys up.

Mon, 7th jan.

Im 35 weeks 2morra and im in so much pain! i dont want 2 be pregnant anymore, i had my son at 36 weeks and he was fine so hopefully i will have this one very soon. My ribs and back are killing me, my hips, legs and pubic bone is really hurting aswell and i feel really sick all day long now.ive been having alot of painfull braxton hicks and i actually thought it was real labour lastweek, cuz i couldnt move and i was bleeding aswell, i went 2 hospital to get checked out and everythings fine. They say with your second or third baby u dont engage until labour has started, but im 4/5 engaged and i felt the baby go down even more lastnight so i dont know whats going on. I just want it 2 be over.