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![]() | Age: 32 Country: Private Province/region: Private City: Private Partner: Jeff Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 06 Oct ,2008 Occupation: Medical Billing |
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I am a 32 year old mother of two very healthy sons. I am pregnant for the fourth time. I have had 1 miscarriage last year on my birthday at 11 weeks. This year about 2 weeks before my birthday I thought it had been awhile since my period. I took 3 tests and they were all positive. I was happy but worried at the same time. All I could think was that I would spend another birthday in the ER having a M/C. Well, so far I made it through my birthday and I'v had my first ultrasound. It was great. The baby was very active and has a strong heartbeat. My next appt is 6 weeks away! Torture!
Well, I've made it to the dreaded 11th week. I will feel so happy to finish this week and next. I think I'll feel confident enough to maybe buy something. I just have this fear of miscarriage that I can't control. I don't even feel the same this time around I feel more pregnant (if that makes sense) But I'm still worried. I have feelings like everything is fine, but who knows? Well, week 14 has been started. I am very happy to be here. I am still very nervous. I have 2 weeks before I can go hear the heartbeat and ask questions. I don't know how I'll make it. I still feel very pregnant. I even have a small belly, but there is a part of me that just isn't sure. Maybe its hormones, I feel confident then I don't. Keeping my fingers crossed!!
What a great day I'm having today. I heard my Baby's heartbeat and it was very strong and healthy. I was very happy. I go back in 4 weeks on my husbands birthday and we should be able to find out what it is. How exciting. I can't really explain how I feel excited and relaxed at the same time. Its all so overwhelming. These dang hormomes I could cry all day.
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