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	Age: 32 Country: Province/region: City: Partner: Jeff Children: Yes, 3 Pregnant: Not anymore Occupation: Medical Billing
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Glitterfy.com - Glitter Graphics A LITTLE ABOUT ME: I am a 32 year old mother of two very healthy sons. I am pregnant for the fourth time. I have had 1 miscarriage last year on my birthday at 11 weeks. This year about 2 weeks before my birthday I thought it had been awhile since my period. I took 3 tests and they were all positive. I was happy but worried at the same time. All I could think was that I would spend another birthday in the ER having a M/C. Well, so far I made it through my birthday and I'v had my first ultrasound. It was great. The baby was very active and has a strong heartbeat. My next appt is 6 weeks away! Torture Well, I've made it to the dreaded 11th week. I will feel so happy to finish this week and next. I think I'll feel confident enough to maybe buy something. I just have this fear of miscarriage that I can't control. I don't even feel the same this time around I feel more pregnant (if that makes sense) But I'm still worried. I have feelings like everything is fine, but who knows?

Well, week 14 has been started. I am very happy to be here. I am still very nervous. I have 2 weeks before I can go hear the heartbeat and ask questions. I don't know how I'll make it. I still feel very pregnant. I even have a small belly, but there is a part of me that just isn't sure. Maybe its hormones, I feel confident then I don't. Keeping my fingers crossed.
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*]May 19, 2008- Today is my husband birthday, he got a great birthday gift. We had our ultrasound. It was so amazing. The baby is 13 ounces already, very developed. The technology has improved so much since my last son. I was thrilled to see all the fingers and toes. We all were very excited.

June 20, 2008- Its FRIDAY!! I don't think I've ever been so glad to see friday. I was thinking that the last 6 months flew by. But I fear that the next 3 or 4 will last forever. I am very uncomfortable with myself lately. I have trouble rolling over, sitting up straight, sleeping. My belly isn't even THAT big yet. I think she is very low and pushing down already. I'm sure I'm crazy and its all in my mind. I just know its worth it, at this point I'm just praying that I can fix myself after this baby. I'm not as young as I used to be .

July 11, 2008 Update: I am finally into my 3rd trimester and I'm getting thicker by the day. I am feeling all kinds of crazy feelings. I'm very emotional most days, I could cry or scream at anything or anyone. I'm having feelings of urgency. Like to hurry with the baby's room, hurry to get the house ready, I feel like I'm very behind schedule all the time. I can't seem to get a grip. I promised myself that I would try to relax and take it easy, but its so hard. Maybe my girl will come early!!

August 4, 2008 Update: I have been feeling great. I have the normal pregnancy woes. Tired, Round, Hot, Heart Burn and trouble sleeping. But its all worth it. When I feel this baby move inside its unreal. I'll never get tired of that. I'm getting excited to see her. Her room is ready, but my bag for the hospital is not. I still don't have the car seat. I know I know, Thats important. I just haven't had the time to get one. Her bedroom is lower half red, upper half country white. Her crib is oak wood and her dresser too. Her bedding is ladybugs and flowers. I love it. So cute. We have been trying to clean out our house of clutter before she comes so we can fit her and everything she will need. We have a lot of junk we collected over the years, it feels great to donate it. My 8yr old son loves to donate stuff. My 12 year old is a hoarder who loves to hoard stuff. My husband is trooper who is ready and willing to make room. 60 something more days.