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12/18/2007

Well... Im pregnant..!! And I couldnt be more excited. Things have been up and down these past couple years of my life, but I have to say that this is the most wonderful thing that has happened to me yet since I met my baby's daddy...! I am excited to see what follows. I just pray everyday for a healthy baby. My due date is July 29th... I thought it was to early but my appetite has already changed... when Im hungry, I better hurry and eat, or the baby reminds me its there!! My sense of smell... WOW... its so sensitive... and my belly is growing too... Thought it would be awhile before that happened.. but its coming sooner then I thought. Ive had two other pregnancies, 1 premature labor, my daughter Tatiana Lina DeLeon my she rest in peace, was born at 23weeks, and passed at 1month. They still dont know why I went into labor,but they are keeping a close watch on me. Then just 2months prior to this pregnancy I miscarried, so this is really a blessing!! Especially because it wasnt planned, and I was on birth control!! Yeah, its true. It CAN happen. Im proof. Guess god had other plans for me, and I will thank him every single day. So any advice you can give me will be so helpful and grately appreciated...

01/11/2008

Hello... decided to update everyone on where I am at in my pregnancy... As you know by all the tickers on my page I am 11weeks.. my second dr's apt is on Monday.. I hope to hear the heart beat...! I am growing.. but it seems Im also losing weight too.. Im eating.. but Ive lost 6lbs... but I think Im losing from everywhere else but my belly... The smell of things still gets to me... appetite is up there, but only for dry things.. like cereal, granola bars, bananas.. etc. but there are moments like now.. Im eating slices of pickles...! Im getting excited and want to know what the baby is.. but at the same time I want to cherish the time being pregnant now.. and then enjoy the rest when it comes.. Im sure it will be here soon enough. Im also getting excited for my friend Maribel.. she is almost done... YAY.. then Joshua Jacob will be here.. Ill have fun with him, spoil him, then give him back to mommy..! But I have to be careful.. she might do the same to me... then my baby will be spoiled.. Oh well.. it probably will be anyways.. lol... well just wanted to stop in and share whats going on with me...

01/31/2008

Hello everyone... well I havent posted anything because I've been soooo busy these past few weeks. I still feel the same. not eating like I use too. Some foods that I use to love, well, just dont look appetizing. Still no nausea, so Im happy about that. But my belly is popping out... Ive lost weight so, Im all belly! I was always afraid if I did get pregnant that I would eat anything in site, and get sooo big! I know, I know, I still have a while to go... Im at week 14 and I couldnt be happier. I just keep praying for my little one and hope that everything is fine... that it comes out healthy and strong. But looking like mommy of course... lol.. JK.. my partner is very handsome, sooo, my baby will be sooo beautiful, handsome, you name it!! Life sends us on little rides on roller coasters whether we were standing in line for it or not, and Ive had plenty. I just hope to finally enjoy every minute of this experience with the person that I love... with nothing else in the way.

03/04/08

Well everyone things have changed since the last time I wrote... Im going to be a single mother, unless for some miracle my life takes a me somewhere else... but you know, through all this, in the end the most important thing I need to worry about is my baby girl.... Yes, I found out Februaury 26th ... Im excited, but I really thought I was having a boy, hey maybe next time. I just cant wait to hold her for the first time... give her a kiss, and tell her in person, that I love her... Thats she's one thing I did right... As for everything else.. my cervix is not opening, and the baby is a good weight and good heartbeat. They will continue to keep in eye on me to hopefully stop premature labor with my past history... So far so good, still excited for whats ahead...