hiya my names beckz im 19 and expectin my first on the 24th january callin her khia mai im really excited bout bein a mum just the labour im really scared of. well im new to this site i want to meet new people who r goin through the same thing as me iv lost alot of friends due to bein pregnant cuz they have all gone there separate ways (ya know who ya friends r) and im not with the babys dad iv only rele got my family which have been great.

Wednesday 9th january

hey well 2day iv not done anything been really board i met my friend who had a baby at 32week shes so tiny and cute didnt see her for long becuase she had to go home to her boyfriend he treats her horrible i fink she wants to leave him but i dont no wats goin off between them! well the babys been kickin me all day long iv been to the toilet a thousand times im gettin fed up i just want this baby to hurry up so i can meet her love her and care for her. her dads not around which hes a dik anyway got no job and he only cares bout himself i got a letter off him yesterday sayin e wants to get bk wiv me but i wud neva get bk wiv him i just wnt him 2 stay out my life anyway ill write more later i know im guna b borin u all xxxxxxxxx

wednesday 9th january 8:30pm

hey well 2day my brothers gf brought me a baby book and it ask loads of questions bout the baby and things and it asks wat date i conceived well when i had my dating scan it measured that i conceived on the 19th of april bearin in mind i had a long period on the 22nd of april and when i look up my conceived date on the internet it says i conceived 3rd of may so what do i go by is the dating scan accurate?????? plz can sum1 get bk to me its really doin my head in, well i hope u r all well. lv beckz xxxxx

thursday 10th january

today iv had the worst day of my life i got a letter this mornin from social services sayin they wnt to see me on monday bout my unborn baby im really scared as iv never ad anything to do wiv social services but my ex the babys father is in prison so i fink it mite b sumet to do wiv him does anyone have any idea why they wud wnt to cum n c me??? well babys been really active today my cousin's due date was today but she hasnt had any pains yet. its all happenin!!!

There are 12 days until your due date on January 24, 2008.
You are 268 days pregnant.
You are 8.8 months pregnant.
You are in your 9th month of pregnancy. (huh?)
Your 1st trimester: April 20, 2007 to July 19, 2007. (0 - 12 weeks)
Your 2nd trimester: July 20, 2007 to October 31, 2007. (13 - 27 weeks)
Your 3rd trimester: November 01, 2007 to January 24, 2008. (28 - 40 weeks

Pregnancy Survey

About You
Name?: rebekah hadfield
Age?: 19
Height?: 5'6
Pre-pregnancy weight?: 11stone
About The Father
Name?: daniel allen (twat)
Age?: 21
Height?: 5'9
Are you still together?: no way
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?: Yes
When did you find out you were pregnant?: May 26th, 2007
Was it planned?: defo not
What was your first reaction?: my mums gunna kill me lol
Who was with you when you found out?: my friend cheryl
Who was the first person you told?: My friend nichola
How did your parents react? both really disappointed but now they r excited as me which is good
How far along are you?: 38 weeks and 1 day
What was your first symptom?: really tierd and nausea
What is your due date?: Jan. 24th
Do you know the sex of the baby?: yes
If so, what is it?: GIRL!
Have you picked out names?: yeh
If so, what are they?: khia mai or madison
How much weight have you gained?: about 2 stone
Do you have stretch marks?: yea loads
Have you felt the baby move?: all the time!
Have you heard the heartbeat?: Yes loads of times
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?: defo
Home or hospital birth?: Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:medicated
Who will be in the delivery room with you?: my sister jess n my mum lisa
Will you breastfeed?: ill try but not keen on it
Do you think you'll need a c-section?: dont fink so
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?: yea probably
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?: i dont know! thank god i supose lol
Would you let someone videotape the birth?: no i dont think so
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?: Scared and excited

friday 11th jan

hi 2day i rang social services up an demanded to know y they r cumin to c me about my baby and its put my mind at rest its cuz danny the babys dad is in prison n they just wnt to check on how im doin, im doin good wivout him in my life but i no he is tryin to get bk at me for endin it wiv him the arsehole,well 2day iv been in town an brought my nighties and toiletries for the hospital it really excitin now i cant wait 13 more days left to go till i meet my beautiful baby girl. how r u ladies doin? hope ur all good let me no how ur all gettin on bye for now xxx

saturday 12th january

hey just writin a bit before i tidy up the house its a mess with my brother he is sooooo messy e makes me mad! im feelin a bit sick 2day but im glad iv got all that social services thing sorted out its a weight lifted off my shoulder but iv still gotta c one on monday. neva mind iv done nothin rong its all down 2 danny.well iv only got 12 days left i cant wait now anyway ill write more later when iv got more gossip for evryone bye x

WEDNESDAY 16TH JANUARY

hey to u all hows everyones pregnancy goin? mines goin good just countin the days till my baby girl is here only got 8days left i feel like iv been pregnant for years lol im feelin so stressed at the minute i know its not good for my baby but i cant help it iv got loads of things goin round my head.my babys dad is one of them we are not 2gether and he just wont leve me alone i know iv got him in my life forever but if e carrys on the way e is doin then e will not b part of khia's life. anyway let me no how ur all doin xxxx

sunday 20th april

well i havent updated for a while nothin rele has changed since i last wrote just feel im gettin bigger by the minute, iv only got 4 days left an it feels like 4month but i rele cant wait now to have her and for it all to be over with i hope she dnt luk like her dad lol my cousin had her lil boy on the 17th a week late e weighed nearly 8lb she did rele well tho she had him at home and only had gas and air for the whole 16 hours she was in labour,she hasnt gave him a name yet thought she likes alfie and jake so i dnt no what shes callin him. anyway im feelin rele bad back ache and pain in my left ribs i dnt no if i cud b on my way into labour i hope so i just cant wait any longa xxx

TUESDAY 22ND JAN

hey all. well i havent got much to inform u all about apart from iv only got 2days left i rele cant wait iv packed my hospital bag so everythings waitin for my lil baby. my friend who was due on the 17th was 3cm dialiated yesterday so she wont b long i wish it was me anyway im at the midwife on friday so ill let u kno what happend unlill then take care and keep me updated

WEDNESDAY 23RD JAN

hey ladies me again lol i bet im borin everyone i luv this site tho lol well my due date 2mora and iv been havin stomach pains all day which havent been to bad n they av bin cumin n goin i just want it to hurry up and cum cuz i cant wait to c her!been to c my cousins baby hes a week old 2mora he is so tiny but so beautiful aswell.not b long now ladys ill try n put sum pics up after iv had her. wud luv to hear from everyone so msg me and take care lv beckz xx

WEDNESDAY 20TH JANUARY

HEY EVERYONE HOW IS EVERYONES BABIES AND PREGNANCIES GOIN. I KNOW I HAVENT WROTE SINCE I GAVE BIRTH TO KHIA MAI ON THE 29.1.08 BUT U ALL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO B A MUM U AINT GOT TIME LOL WELL I FINIALLY HAD KHIA MAI ON THE 29.1.08 AT 15:35PM AFTER 3DAYS OF SLOW LABOUR SHE WAS LAYIN BK TO BK SO WHEN I WAS ONLY 5CM I WANTED TO PUSH AND THEY HAD TO GIVE ME AN EPIDURAL THE PAIN WAS SOOOO BAD I THOUGHT I WAS DIEIN I WAS ONLY PUSHIN FOR 40MIN SO THAT WERENT BAD!I HAD GAS AND AIR AND PETHINDIN WHICH I THOUGHT WAS GREAT UNTIL THE PAIN KICKED IN N THEN I NEEDED TO HAVE SUMTHIN STRONGER, ALL THE MIDWIFES WERE FANTASTIC. MY MUM AN MY SISTER WERE WITH ME I WOULDNT AV DUN IT WITHOUT THEM. ANYWAY GET BK TO ME AN LET ME KNO HOW U R ALL DOIN !!!