www.bekspalace.co.uk

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IM BEKS IM 29 AND IM FROM GRIMSBY IN THE UK. I AM CURRENTLY ENGAGED TO MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND LEE WHO I MEET A YEAR AGO AND I COULDNT BE HAPPIER EVERYTHING IS GREAT. I HAVE 3 CHILDREN ALEXANDER JAMES 12YRS, ELISHA ELIZABETH 9YRS AND LOUIS LEIGH JOEL 6YRS AND THEY ARE JUST GREAT.THE PAST YEAR HAS BEEN AMAZING THE BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE I WOULD HAVE TO SAY, THE KIDS LOVE LEE AND HES AMAZING WITH THEM.I COME FROM A BIG FAMILY, MY MUM WILL HAVE 14 GRANDCHILDREN WHEN MY BABY IS BORN THIS YEAR....LIFE IS GREAT.....

25th janruary 2008 4 weeks 1 day

Today i was 2 days late for my period and was thinking about doing a test but was scared of getting a negative result, we wanted a baby so much and we didnt wana be disapionted. I rang lee on his lunch break and asked him to pick up 2 pregnancy tests and we could do them later when he got home from work.Lee came home at normal time 5.30pm and the kids had gone to there grandparents for the weekend,it was now or never i was just so nervous. I did the test and brought it downstairs so we both could read the result together,the 3 minutes was up and neither of us dare look at the test i was shaking.Then i looked at the test and couldnt believe what i saw the test was POSITIVE i had to keep looking at it as i couldnt believe my eyes. Then i started laughing and then came the tears we were both crying and cuddling each other . We were both so happy and on top of the world.

15th february 2008 7 weeks 1 day

Me and lee had gone away for the weekend for valentines and lees mum had the kids. Hotel was great very nice and lee had booked the bridal suite for us as it was the best room in the whole hotel and had a bath big enough for two...We went down for breakfast which was lovely and then went back up to the room and when i went to the toilet i was bleeding so panic set in we tried to call our gp with no luck and because we wasnt in our area we didnt know what to do. someone from the hotel came up to our room and offered to take us to the nearesrt hospital as we didnt have transport. We got to hospital and by this point i was extremly worried and i felt sick, the doctor came through and spoke to us and then a gynocologist came through and examined me and said everything looked ok and the neck of the womb was still shut and she couldnt see were the bleeding was comming from. They got me in for a scan straight away, i was so nervous waiting for the scan woman to tell me everything was ok and then we saw the heartbeat which was amazing and instantly put my mind at rest. Even though i was only 7 weeks and couldnt see much apart from a little peanut i knew my baby was ok and that was the first time i had smiled since leaving for the hospital...

25th february 2008 8.45am8 weeks 4 days

Today was my first appointment with my midwife at the hospital i was nervous but excitied at the same time.When i got there i was happy to see it was the same midwife i had with my other 3 children and she remebered who i was which was nice and asked how kids were.She asked all the routine questions and did my blood pressure, wieght and checked my urine everything was perfect.Also while i was there my midwife booked me in for my 12 week scan (17th march) she told me if i had any questions or wanted a chat to give her a ring anytime.

28th february 2008 9 weeks

Took kids to school as normal and lee went to work.I started to feel unwell and had alot of pain in my stomach went to the toilet and was bleeding and had a blood cot pass through i rang lee straight away and he came home from work. I then rang my midwife who said for me to go straight in.Lee came home and we got a taxi to hospital, we saw the nurse and the doctor they said it could be a number of things. They then said i had to stay in over night which i didnt wana do but baby comes first.Lee went home to pick kids up and do there tea and then later on my mum came to look after the kids while lee and his mum came up to see me.They left and i tried to sleep but couldnt so i watched telly and eventually drifted off to sleep.

29th february 2008 9 weeks 1 day

The doctor came round to see me and said they was going to get me in for a scan this morning sometime so i rang lee and told him but they wouldnt let him come up to the ward as it wasnt visiting time which made me really upset i needed him to be there for me and we were both upset. They came to get me for my scan and i got the nurse to ring lee to get him to meet me down there. Lee got there just in time, everything was fine thank god and we even got a free picture...baby was fine and that made me very happy, Lee was beaming from ear to ear.. we went back up to ward and was discharged and was let home.

8th march 2008 10 weeks 2 days

We had bought a fetal doppler from ebay and had been trying to find babies heartbeat for a few weeks but was unable too with it being so small, but today was different we thought we would give it another try and was so glad we did. It took us a while i would say around 40 minutes but we found babies heartbeat for the first time and was amazing to hear we listened to baby for about 10 minutes with big smiles on our faces.

17th march 2008 1.50pm11 weeks 4 days

SCAN DAY

Was getting really excitied today lee had to go to work just for the morning so i had a nice relaxing bath and watched a bit of tv but all the time i was thinking about the scan i couldnt wait for 1.50pm to come round. Lees mum came round at 1pm ready to take us, shortly after lee came home then it was time to go. We went in the scan room and my heart was thumping away i was excitied and nervous all at the same time and i could see lee was excitied he couldnt stop smiling, and there it was our baby in front of our eyes it was amazing baby was kicking around and was even dancing about i could have watched it for hours. Everything was fine and we all went away with great big smiles and 2 pictures(which are posted on my profile).

6th april 2008 14 weks 3 days

Today was the first time i felt baby kick was an amazing feeling and was hoping it would do it lots more than it did but i only felt it 3-4 times but all the same it was great.

17th april 2008 16 weeks

Today me and lee are celebrating our first year of being together.Lees mum came over to watch the kids for us while we went out for a lovely meal.We ordered the food and a soft drink and was chatting away when lee pulled out of his pocket a lovely ring and asked me to marry him, i was in shock i never expected it and it blew me away i was speechless that after a minute he said to me so whats the answer i didnt even realise i hadnt replied, and of course i said YES.After the meal we went for a lovely walk along the beach front and even though it was soo cold i wouldnt have wanted to be anywere else.I am the happiest woman alive ........

21st april 2008 16 weeks 4 days

Today was my 16 week midwife appointment at my gps.myu normal midwife was holiday so i saw someone else but she was just as nice.She checked my urine, and blood pressure and both were normal then we got to listen to the babys heartbeat which was great i never get sick of hearing it its so reasurring to hear.Had a little chat then booked my next appointment which will be on the 10th june(i will be 23 weeks 5 days).

pregnancy survey

about you

name?:beks

age?:29

height?:5ft

about the father

name?:lee

age?:28

height?:5ft 10ins

are you still together?:yes

about your prenancy

is this your 1st pregnancy?:8th

when did you find out you were pregnant?:25th january

was it planned?:yes

what was your 1st reaction?:so happy i cried

who was with you when u found out?:my partner

who was the first person you told?:my partner's mum

how did your parent's react?:they were happy

how far along are you?:20 weeks 1 day

what was your 1st symptom?:sickness and sore breasts

what is your due date?:3rd october 2008

do you know the sex of your baby?:no

if so what is it?:not findng out

have you picked out names?:yes

if so what are they?:boy:harley girl: maybe poppy

how much weight have you gained?:4lbs

do you have stretchmarks?:yes from previous children

have you felt the baby move?:yes lots

have you heard the heartbeat?:yes lots of times

about the birth

will you keep the baby?:without a doubt

home or hospital birth?:hospital

natural or medicated?:medicated

who will be in the delivery room?:my partner and his mum

will you breastfeed?:yes

do you think you will need c-section?:no

will you cry when you hold your baby 1st time?:yes for sure

whats the first thing you will say to him/her?:i love you

would you let someone record the birth?:yes

are you excitied about the birth or scared?:excitied done it 3 times before

16th may 2008 20 weeks 1 day

my partner felt baby for the 1st time said it was very light though..made us both smile...blimey can this kick..

19th may 2008 20 weeks 4 days

my morning sickness has come back with a vengence ive done nothing but be sick.i was sick all the way through with my other children so i thought i would sort of be use to it by now, but i dont think you can ever get use to being sick.ive lost 4lbs in the past 4 days so ive only gained 2lbs in this pregnancy up to now which is quite worring. baby is kicking away though and my belly is growing (it seems bigger everyday now).my scan is in 4 days and me and my partner cant wait.were not finding out the sex as we want it to be a suprise,even though the suspense will kill me i know it will be worth the wait,so im counting the days till i can hold my baby in my arms(19 weeks 3 days to go) :D