hello my name is belinda and my partner is andrew. iam once typing this again and am getting very annoyed with it.lol.it just keeps changing on me.well this is my 2nd pregnancy and all is going very well we are so happy that i have made it this far this time as some of you may know that 1st pregnancy ended on the 12th may as it was confirmed that my baby had no heart beat.at 8wks this was so hard for the both of us as it had been apart of me for 2 months.but we say that i was ment to miscarraige as the baby was not healthy.but this time we are hoping for the best and so far so good.
Pregnancy now!! 17th october:took yet another pregnancy test and guess what its positive.yay!! 2nd november:pregnancy confirmed!! 7th december: went for nt scan though my dates are wrong iam back to 10wks6days not 12wks1day.dates were wrong by 1wk.we got to see our baby bean bounceing around which was so exciting.heart rate was 167bpm.booked in for next wed the 11th another scan to do nt scan.
ATTENTION !BABY BEAN IS DUE 28 JUNE!
Friday 10th: very excited think i just felt baby moving on my left side of stomach.felt a strange bubble movement think 2days ago but today i deff felt it.so i did some looking on the net and it says that i may feel bubble like movements if baby is kicking.wow cant wait to feel him again.3weeks till we can try find out if its a boy or girl.
baby names we like: boy name will be: Auston Nathan Mccarron. (like nathan and john as middle name but my brother that i lost at age 4 name was nathan] girl names so far: Lilly-ann Mccarron [not sure of middle name] Karmella Mccarron [like karmella with k casue it is differant middle name maybe,lilly-ann]
baby bean @ 10wks 6days baby bean @ 11wks 6days
last thursday we went and laybyed some stuff for baby it is very exciting to go shopping.we put on layby:bath tub,8bottle electric sterilizing system,manicure set with everything in it including brush and comb,baby starter pack with shampoo,conditioner,nappy rash cream etc.cote hangers,cost sheet set,baby poo bags cause they were cheap.and of course the most expensive:cot change table and draws.will hopefully get pics soon of the furniture .
had doctors appt on thursday 23rd everything went great!blood presure was the exact same as 1st appt and i have not gained any weight.cant wait till the 6th.thats the day that we can hopefully know the sex.woohooo!!
wed 6th feb:had 19wk scan today at the hosp.did not go very well.had 5 ultrasounds and internal.the nurse adn doctor could not see the closed end of the spine they could also not see something in the brain.when the spine is not closed it causes problems in the brain aswel.this is usually called spina bifida.i do not know alot about it but i do know a little and i just dont know what to think i just cant stop thinking what if baby has it and y me?we have to go back on monday morning to see if they can see it and we are all hoping that it was just the position that the baby was in.does anyone have any info for me?
thursday 7th feb: doctor rang this morning and i went in for another scan today at 10am.the news is not good baby already has water on brain and has some brain damage also part of spine is missing.they confirmed neural tube defect type 2.which is not good.we had to make a decission to keep the baby or to terminate.we have chosen to terminate the baby as we just cant bring a baby into the world with so many problems.this will be happening on monday morning at 8am.to do this i have to give birth which i can not imagin.they said i will be able to have photos and hold our baby girl.this is going to be very hard for andrew and i but we feel that this is the best for us and the baby.andrew and i have both felt the baby move today which is great.thankyou for all your support
Kaitlyn louise davis was born on the 12/02/08 weighing: 320g length:25cm. doctors said she was perfect for her ages and was growing beautiful. *our little family* 11/02/08:went into hospital today at 8am very scared but know that we are doing the right thing for our baby.the doctor said that it may be a long process or a very short one and that they just couldn't tell.every 4 hours starting form 9am the doctor came into our private room to insert a tablet to help me dilate and go into labour.usually for someone who has not had any children the tablets work after the 5th one.the next day came and so did my 6th tablet and nothing had changed.i was taken down into another room and was told that the best and easist way now was to have an epidural.by this time i was so tired after having 2hours sleep in 24hrs and just wanted our baby to come.it took me 7 long and exhausting hours to dialate 4cms.
at 4.35pm after 7 hours of waiting for our child to come we had a beautiful baby girl,she was so amazing,she was so tiny and had everything nails,hair,nipples,evrything she was our little girl she looked so peaceful.it was amazing that at just 20wks and 2days you can see whos features your child has.andrew and i just could not stop smiling and saying we are parents to a beautiful girl named kaitlyn louise davis.we were just so happy that we couldnt keep our happy tears away.the doctors said she was perfect.we got to hold our daughter for as long as we wanted and take photos of her.it was such an amazing time that we will never forget.
13/02/08:after having some sleep we woke and got ready to see kaitlyn again.we just couldn't wait we wanted to see our daughter.we saw her and gave her kisses,touched and talked to her.we had a naming ceromony which was sad but another great memory that we will not forget.the time came when we had to leave the hospital which was very sad we cried and cried and cried alot more.but we left the hospital knowing that we had given her the best possible life ever and she was in heaven with her loved ones whilest looking down on her mummy and daddy.we have organised a funeral for kaitlyn louise for next tuesday 19th which will be very sad and upsetting.we will be having a veiwing of kaitlyn on monday afternoon for more photos and to hold and give her our last kisses.
we love kaitlyn so much and we know that the time with her was so short,but she will never be forgotten and will forever be in our hearts till we meet again.
18th feb:today we had kaitlyns viewing was very upsetting knowing that today would be the last day that we could hold her and kiss her.but at the same time it was such a special moment for us to all be together again.we got to take more photos aswel which is great.tomorrow is kaitlyns funeral.
19th feb:we had kaitlyns funeral at 3pm today was very sad upsetting and hard.but think we did ok.it was just a small funeral with 15 ppl.and only went for 30min.i know it was short but the time that we all spent there means so much to us.it was very sad but we have to keep saying that she is at peace now and thats what we want.mummy and daddy love you kaitlyn and you are always on our mind
today i also noticed that i had a lot of breast milk. my breast milk is all dried up now which is good as my boobs are no longer sore and they are not leaking evrywhere.lol also i i have just about finished bleeding which is great.tomorrow i have a doctors appt at the hospital at 9am.i think just to check if everything is ok and maybe to talk about higher dosage of folate next time we are ready and that the doctor would like to keep an eye on me.will let you all know
please click on kaitlyn to be taken to view some pictures of our beautiful daughter.
kaitlyn's gone too soon page http://kaitlynlouisedavis.gonetoosoon.co.uk/my_index.php
WE LOVE YOU BABY GIRL I THINK OF YOU EVERY DAY.WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH!LOVE MUMMY AND DADDY FOREVER AND EVER TILL ME MEET AGAIN XOXOX
hope everyone is going good.i have not had any new changes to my profile for quiet some time now. on the weekend the 28th,was kaitlyns due date.it was a sad say but we knew that we had dont the right thing so maybe not as sad.if you know what i mean.we went to kaitlyns grave for a hour and we let go 5 pink and purple hilium balloons we watched them float to kaitlyn.was so nice to watch them float away.
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zobo x - Sunday, 6 July hiah bel... omg still in shock that shes actually here, not as shocked as her bein a girl.... i still keep sayin HE... had a rather traumatic build up to the birth, was in sooo much pain, but after lots of drugs, i ended up havin an epidural... bliss.... as for the birth.... didnt feel a thing... not even her comin out!!
had to have stitches, so their makin up for the lost pain of birth! lol
i was breatfeedin, but 3 days in i had to stop as i just couldnt cope with her constant demand for food, and my boobs were soooo sore!! had a totally emotional day on thursday, must of cried on about 5 midwifes, who each told me i had the day 3 blues..... everyone crys at 3 days!
but were back home now, startin to get a little used to it.. very daunting tho.... and shanes absolutly buzzin.... he went out celebrating last night so hes rottin in bed at the mojo, recoverin!! haha
anyways, hows my little bud???? are you doing ok???? xxx
zobo x - Friday, 4 July helloooo.. back home now, couple of piccies of chloe now on profile
ozbaby - Sunday, 29 June Hi. I just uploaded pics of my little girl.
debra haynes - Thursday, 26 June hey every one just stopping by to say hi and hope all is well.
ozbaby - Monday, 23 June Hi. I just got home from hospital this afternoon. My beautiful little girl Emerson Grace was born on Friday afternoon. she is so gorgeous and perfect. I am in love. She sleeps and feeds well so far so thats a bonus. I uploaded my birth story so have a look. Hope your well.
zobo x - Monday, 23 June hiah hun.. sorry for keepin you waitin!! OMG im sooooooo fed up!!!! everyone who was due at the same time has had theres!! whys it just mine whos too snug to come out! ?? lol
Got midwife on wednesday! will be having a sweep if no show before then! dont fancy the sound of a sweep!!
zobo x - Sunday, 15 June im just soooo bored waiting... ive done all i can round the house so im just sat here mostly twiddlin thumbs!
how you doing???? good i hope.... i sent you a message recently, not sure if on here or facebook... xx
Hi. Where do you work??? Wasnt me though. Everything is pretty much ready just need to get my floors laid but that will be after i finish work in 2 weeks. Had a checkup and all; is ok. head is engaged most of the way but doesnt mean anything will happen yet... A few more weeks.... Hope your well.
debra haynes - Wednesday, 7 May i'm truly sorry and nobody can't tell you is doesn't hurt cuz it does and especially when the 6th of the month comes around i always will say this is how old she is,but let hubby grieve and when he is ready it will happen,we didn't start trying until about 3 months,so please keep me posted and i will keep you in my prayers.
debra haynes - Tuesday, 6 May hey hun not a problem and thanks for the comment,i'm so happy that i can share my losses and my family to the wonderful friends on this site,well we started trying on our 16yr anniversary which was back in Dec,so do there know what cause you to loose the baby cuz with me it was an infection that i don't know i had,well continue to have faith and when can you start trying again,well good luck and wish you all the best,ttyl.
zobo x - Monday, 5 May hiah chick.... im good thanx, yeh i heard from lyndsay lately, ill try and find her profile and send it you!
how are you?? did you ever start councelling? luv to hear how your doing??? xxxxxx
zobo x - Monday, 5 May hiah chick.... im good thanx, yeh i heard from lyndsay lately, ill try and find her profile and send it you!
how are you?? did you ever start councelling? luv to hear how your doing??? xxxxxx
debra haynes - Monday, 5 May hey hun i'm so sorry for your loss and i know exactly what you are going through,i too loss my daughter at 26wks and she came out stillbirth,right now every 6th of the month i will say this is how old she will be and it is the most heartbreaking and devastating thing anybody have to go through,but i grieve and i made my peace knowing that she is in a better place,and after her i was bless 3 more times but one ended in a m/c and now we are trying one more time to complete the family,so take all the time to heal and grieve and when the time is right go for it,and again i'm so sorry,take care and i wish you all the best.
ozbaby - Wednesday, 30 April Hi, I have been thinjing about you lately and wondering how you are. How are things? You coping ok? I am well. Getting large.I have 8 weeks to go and cant wait to finish work as im getting slow and tired. Everything is going well with the baby which ia great. I had a baby shower and got lots of goodies and have most of the things i need for wehen bub is born but just need to but pink or blue when i know what it is. Looking forward to it a lot. Kids are excited. Let me know how you are. Shell xxx NOTE: Older messages are compressed to speed up the website.
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