Heya!!!

Im Izzie Im from "the wire" lol aka Warrington aka chav town in England!! Im 27 weeks pregnant now and had my scan on 28th March, the lady who did the scan was lovely very thorough n she took us through everything and showed us the liver and the kidneys and the heart Andy kept asking questions and asking to see things again lol. she showed us babys little feet and at one point baby was playing with his/her foot was SO CUTE! We didnt find out the babys sex as me and Andy want a supirise. I was shocked he turned up, but so happy :D he also promised hed be my birthing partner and said hed be there for me if i want him to be:D AWWW i was so touched he came and he was ACTUALLY happy he couldnt stop smiling i had a glimps of the Andy i fell in love with again not the miserable poop head who upsets me alot. I may be on my own but at least baby has got a mummy and daddy who love it:D iv put the picture up on my album amongst all my ME pics lol i fear before i got pregnant i may have actually been a borderline alcoholic!

PLEASE PLAY GUESS THE GENDER WITH ME:D:D

I have had the worst morning sickness ever and actually managed to lose weight which is a first for me i had a waistline for a few weeks but now its vanished again:( but i still only have 1 and a half chins but unfortunately that hasn't shifted yet and i have gone off ALL food and cant eat... even chocolate:O I had a private 3d scan for my birthday present but it didnt go to plan so i have to go back on may 27th heres hoping i get some nice pics everyone else manages it not me tho lol.

This is my first baby im very nervous with it due to my not so conventional situation of doing it alone from day one. Some of my friends and family are there for me and Andy is trying but failing lol hes very nervous and annoyed about it but i know hes going to make an amazing father hes not as bad as i try and make out but hes still bad remember that lol hes still bad.

I keep getting stuck in a sad sad mood im trying to fight my way through it but it wont work i dont do single life (well i do but i hate it coz it really upsets me i get very paranoid and shrink in to a shell) nor do i want to do single mother life it terrifies me

If anyone can give me any tips on how to be a good mummy id be very appreciative as im worried im gonna fail. MISERABLY lol

Hopefully everything will work out for the best and after all as long as i have a happy healthy baby thats all that matters rite? that and i might win euro millions 90 odd million pound. im sure that would be goooood! lol

On the upside tho I have started coming ot of my shell more, iv gone back to work and iv gone back to church I was so nervous all the old ppl wud give me evils and call me names as im 21 single and pregnant but they have all been so lovely so im happy about that too:D im glad im turning back in to Izzie again

bye for now xxxx

HEHE i did two of these madame zaritskas readings here are the results

Madame Zaritska's reading

What she senses for you
The day you deliver, outside will be rainy. Your baby will arrive at night.

After a labor lasting approximately 13 hours, your child, a boy, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 8 pounds, 11 ounces, and will be 18-1/2 inches long. This child will have hazel eyes and be almost bald.

That one sounds very painful so i tried it again a few days later and got

What she senses for you
The day you deliver, outside will be overcast. Your baby will arrive in the morning.

After a labor lasting approximately 20 hours, your child, a girl, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 6 pounds, 13 ounces, and will be 20-1/2 inches long. This child will have blue eyes and some very fine hair.

Still rather long and ouchy if you ask me watch this space for a reading I like lol

okay third time lucky lol

What she senses for you
The day you deliver, outside will be overcast. Your baby will arrive in the morning.

After a labor lasting approximately 7 hours, your child, a boy, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 6 pounds, 12 ounces, and will be 18 inches long. This child will have dark brown eyes and some very fine hair.

YAY that one doesnt sound as long or as painful hehe. however dunno where the dark brown eyes are from iv got green eyes and its daddys got blue lol

Oh and one more coz i just saw a cat lol

What she senses for you
The day you deliver, outside will be cloudy. Your baby will arrive in the evening.

After a labor lasting approximately 3 hours, your child, a girl, will be born. Your baby will weigh about 8 pounds, 3 ounces, and will be 18-1/2 inches long. This child will have green eyes and a little patch of brown hair.

HMMMMMM I dont think this is very reliable hehehe.

Unless im having 4 VERY different babies lol I really hope im not having 4 that wud be a definate shock lol

Pregnancy Survey
How far along are you::	27 weeks now. they are beginning to DRRAAAGGGG
Cravings so far::	Iv had a mixture, It went from fruit to mustard to hot dog sausages to mini chedders to chocolate lol i just like food haha
Things that make you sick::	Chicken, mayo, my brothers smell when hes not showered, broad beens
Boy or girl::	I hope so (im soooooooooo funny!!)
Babys name::	Joseph for a boy and girls names are proving a problem with the babys "fatehr"
Advice for other pregnant women::	Doctors for anti sickness tablets and small regular meals they stop you been AS sick, iv had the worst "morning" sickness i keep vomiting EVEN now its not pleasent.
Baby Daddy::	Prick of a boyfriend, waste of a man, untrustworthy arse wipe, but going to be an amazing daddy! He really is. Which pisses me off lol.
His reaction::	Hmmm he printed of and read up alot on abortion and told me to get rid and told me he wouldnt ever be with me with a baby blar blar blar, Clearly i ignored him he didnt lie he didnt do the right thing n stand by me. for the first 12 weeks he sulked then he decided he might wanna be involved but sulked still till the 20 week scan where he fell in love with his baby at 26 weeks hes sulking again and refusing to buy a single thing for the baby meening im getting stressed and sad and angry lol.
Greatest memory so far::	20 week scan seeing Andys face. He was so besotted with his baby Shame hes turned back in to a poo brain again lol
Biggest fear::	Feeling this shit and miserable for ever even after babys born becuase i really dont know how much more of it I can take
Strange symptoms::	Smells, everything smells weird including me, lol.
Advantages of being pregnant::	I dont think there are any lol
Weird dreams::	Loads some are scary some are weird i had one about a spider and one about me and And getting married but my mum ripped my dress so i had to wear a suit n he didnt want to marry me :S was weird
Emotional outbursts::	HAHA All the time i cry alot. no one seems to notice anymore im forever having tears running down my face.
Breast changes::	No:(
Waist changes::	I got a waist for the 1st time EVER in the first few months coz i was so ill i got dea thin! that however has vanished n been replaced by a big fat belly that kicks.
Things you quit for baby::	I quit smoking which i found EASY iv stoped drinking (as much hehe) i still have an occasional wine with lemonaid lol but not often
Most uncomfortable time::	Puking up all over my boss at work, and the stretcing pains in my tummy they really hurt and make me feel sick also this weird pressure I have in my tummy
Worst part of being pregnant::	Nausea and vomiting and vomiting blood and been depressed Getting fat and not been able to find a boyfriend or anyone who will just cuddle me.
Best place for maternity clothes::	Pumpkin patch or Ebay lol
Taking parenting classes::	Yes I hope Andy comes too. I think he might if they dont clash with his stupid band rehersals!!
Pregnancy necessities::	a comfy bed and big baggy PJS lol, and cheesily this website
Grandparents reaction::	Shocked upset worried then happy. How else do you react when ur kids tell u they are having a baby but aint together anymore? Every one seems okay with it now bar the daddy!
Aunts? Uncles?::	See above but excited now! My brother makes me laugh tho coz he hates what Andys done so keeps saying he wants to kick his ass lol. He says he cant wait to be an unle but hes gutted the babys got such a douche for a dad haha.
Godparents::	I want to have my best friend and my fake sister as god mums and andys best friend and either my confirmation sponsor or my brother or the parish priest for god dads. but andys got his ideas too. needless to say he wont talk to me about it so god knows whats gonna happen
Where will you deliver::	Warrington General hospital! but its a bit dirty lol
When::	August 11th but i hope a bit earlier lol Maybe on August 1st coz thats my mum and dad and Andys mum and dads wedding anniversary!
Will you breastfeed::	Yes that way Andys mother cant take the baby for nights till its older lol
Will you use cloth diapers::	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Im already stressing about pooey nappies I can chuck away why would i wanna scrape the poo away and wash it ERGH. So NO
Books you're reading::	The Historian, its a novel nothing to do with pregnancy but proof i can read! lol

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Izzie
Age?:	21
Height?:	5 foot 5
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	No idea but probably too heavy
About The Father/sperm donor
Name?:	Andy
Age?:	24
Height?:	About 5 foot 8 lol short arse
Are you still together?:	No :( he did a runner coz hes a poo head but id like to be but he doesnt he claims i repulse him but then again the girl he slept with behind my back is a right mong so hes got weird taste!
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Yes and last it makes me too ill n im impatient lol
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	5 weeks got confirmed with a scan at 5 weeks and 3 days lol scared me a lot was a bit of a shock to say the least.
Was it planned?:	God no, was on the pill and used condoms lol and the little thing decided it wanted to happen, maybe its gonna discover something good or maybe its satan whoooo knows
What was your first reaction?:	Oh shit! What am i going to tell Andy!? I text him as i drove to work. How illegal of me! hehe
Who was with you when you found out?:	Just me but i rang Andy as soon as i found out and he didnt pick up so i text him and he replied with "I know what your going to say ill call you later" so he did and we went to the pub to "talk" later that night lol we were talkign really REALLY loud without noticing and loads of ppl were listening in. I sounded like a rite slut hehe
Who was the first person you told?:	Andy, then my best friend lol then my old boss lol
How did your parents react?:	Very shocked as me n Andy were split up by then (we waited for AGES to tell them till we knew what we were going to do but my best mate made me tell them eventually) and also Im catholic as is my mummy. Im scared God will strike me down now! young single mother :O Its sinful lol!
How far along are you?:	Well rite now 27 weeks (am i gonna have to change this every week?)
What was your first symptom?:	Painful booby's, sickness and been extremely tired which i STILL am infact I still have all of the symptoms!
What is your due date?:	August 11th 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	Nope me n Andy kept it as a surprise at the 20 week scan its making it more fun but VERY annoyign coz everyones getting well cute clothes n i only have white things lol
If so, what is it?:	Hopefully human! lol
Have you picked out names?:	sort of. Thats proving problematic with Andy.
If so, what are they?:	Joseph for a boy. Not sure on Jospeh David, Joseph Andrew or Jospeh James. All are important and have meening Joseph is my grandad who passed away in 2005 he was the best man EVER. Adnrew is obviosly Andy lol, David is my big brother and hes the best person EVER now grandads gone lol , and James is Andys middle name and it sounds nice attached to Joseph lol little J.J.
How much weight have you gained?:	I think about 2 stones:o What a fatty lol
Do you have stretch marks?:	Yes i have been a fat heaffa b4 pregnancy stretch marks and baby stretch marks:( by the end of this my tummys gonna look like a map of the londond underground! which might be useful if i lived in londond but i dont im from the north n we dont have an underground so all in all my mappy tummy will be ugly n useless!!
Have you felt the baby move?:	Yes it kicks and wriggles alot it feels so very very strange but i love it. I love it when i put my hands on my tummy n it boots them lol. Daddy hasnt felt it yet hes too afrid, :(
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	yes it sounds like a horse running its about 141 bpm
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	Yes im not panicking for 40 weeks and going through agony for nothing lol, however ill have to share it with Andy and remember people he is a poop head :(
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital however the state of my local hospital i may run away and have it in a pig pen it might be cleaner and more sanitary.
Natural or medicated birth?:	Meds meds meds and more meds I have a very low pain tolerance level
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	Andy Im hoping to tell him a few home truths when im in the pains of labour MWHAHAHA the word cunt twat arse pooface git cheating bastard will all be used haha. I feel the size of his man hood may come under scroutony aswell lol
Will you breastfeed?:	Yes its better for baby and also it means Andy n his mummy cant get baby to sleep at theres for months and months
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	I doubt it, im not that fussed really as long as this baby gets out of me somehow i dont care lol its not likle i have a nice tummy to show of at a beach BEFORE the baby so i shant miss showing it after lol
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	If its not clean I will, I hate gunk! Im not sure if i will, ill be relieved its all over I think, Ill probably cry if Andy holds it n gives it a little kiss that would be so cute.
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	"Your daddy's a prat!" lol only joking probably something maternal and cute. If Andy's there I REALLY wanna say (if its a boy) "God you've already got a bigger todger than your dad" lol. Oooo I dunno I guess ill have to tell you that when i have it. Only 13weeks to go lol EEEK!
Would you let someone videotape the birth?:	GOD NO I dont have the nicest looking bits as it is, let alone with a babys head poking out of them
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	Terrified, but im terrified of been a mummy. Im scared ill poop or Im scared everyone will laugh at me for screaming and Im scared something will go wrong lol.Im also scared Andy leaves half way through coz hes tired or something haha or says "it cant hurt that much" coz i will KILL him lol ill gra his bits and shove and applle up them n tell him to push it out n tell me if THAT hurst or not!

PREGNANCY TIMELINE!!

FIRST TRIMESTER

1 - 4 WEEKS - 1 MONTH - COMPLETED

5 - 8 WEEKS - 2 MONTHS - COMPLETED

9 - 13 WEEKS - 3 MONTHS - COMPLETED

SECOND TRIMESTER

14 - 17 WEEKS - 4 MONTHS - COMPLETED

18 - 21 WEEKS - 5 MONTHS - COMPLETED

22 - 26 WEEKS - 6 MONTHS - COMPLETED

THIRD TRIMESTER

27 - 30 WEEKS - 7 MONTHS - IN PROGRESS

31 - 35 WEEKS - 8 MONTHS

36 - 40 WEEKS - 9 MONTHS

BABY'S HERE!!! WOO HOO!!!

Long Pregnancy Survey!!

About the mommy!
Name: Izzie
Age: 21
First child?: It sure is:D

About the daddy!
Name: Andy/Poo head
Age: 24
First child?: He hopes so lol

Finding out!!
What day did u find out?: Dec 10th 2007
How did u feel when u found out?: terified!! shocked upet worried how hed deal with it and really sad
Who was with u?: I was on my own
Who was the first peson u told?: Andy via text message coz he wouldnt answer his phone!
How did they react?: I text we need to talk he replied with "i know wht ur going to say ill pick u up later n well talk about it
How did the daddy react?: see above. Later on when we met up he told me lots of useful facts about abortion! NICCCCCCCCCE

Telling the grandparents!
How did ur parents react?: Mum didnt talk to me for a while dad just didnt seem bothered lol he just went "oh well im gonna be a grandad then:D:D:D, the baby will support Liverpool right?!"
How did his parents react?: They were humiliated about it! I got told off for telling my friends i was pregnant coz his mum was so embaresed about it! Not my fault ur sons a cheat and a liar mrs! It was awful when they found out, Andy didnt tell them for ages and ages n the only reason he did is coz he dad realised somethingw as up n made him tell him. Andys very quiet when hes upset see :(
Are they helping with baby names?: I wish they wouldnt
Have they bought anything for the baby yet?: Nope my mum n dad his mum and dad and Andy aint got the baby ANYTHING RUUUUUUUUDE
How often do they call to check on u?: I live with my mum and dad so thats every day andy n his parents dont really bother, I usually tell andy tho if theres something wrong n he comes to my rescue if it suits him

About the pregnancy!
When was ur first appointment?: 11th December my doctors are ace
When is ur due date?: 11th August
How far along r u?: 27 weeks at the momento
Pre-pregnancy weight?: fatty lol
Weight now?: 14 stones :O i was shocked
Have u had an unltrasound?: I have indeed:D i had one at 5 weeks where we saw the sak one at 7 where i saw the heart beat one at 12 weeks and one at 20 weeks and i have had a 4d scan on 11th may but it didnt work lol so im going back on 27th to try and see my baby again:D so iv had LOADS lol
Have u heard the heartbeat?: Yup:D i have my own doppler:D:D i use it every so often to reaure myself
What was the heartbeat?: about 141 usually.

Sex of the baby!
What do u want?: I want a boy i think
What does the daddy want?: I think he wants a girl he doesnt really say but i know hed like a girl more coz hes a pussy n would look better with a daughter than a grubby son. Hed love a boy too tho lol
What do u think u r having?: I dunno to be honest, it varies alot
Have u had ur big ultrasound yet?: yes iv had lots lol
If so, what r u having?: I didnt find out me and Andrew want a suprise at the birth, he wants to tell me what we have:D n he wants to know for sure by checking himself lol so we decided to keep it a secret. its fun but i feel my baby has boring fashion sense lol
Are u happy with what u r having?: As long as it comes out with out hornes then yes lol

About the birth!
Do u know what u r taking with u?: No idea im hoping the midwife goes through all that with me
Who is going to be with u?: Andy pants
Are u going to videotape it?: EEW no why would I!?
Natural or medicated?: I dont care as long as it doesnt hurt me or the baby lol
Do u think u will need a c-section?: No idea lol
Will u cry with u hold ur baby for the first time?: if its covered in gunk i will i hate gunk
Do u know what u will say to the baby when u first hold him/her?: Id like to think something nice and friendly but to be honest i bet i dont lol ill say somet daft like "your a baby" i sure it will know that its a baby else it wouldnt have just been born
Are u scared about the labor?: Scared is NOT the word

Names!!
Do u have a name picked out?: Yes kinda
Girl names...: Thats proving to be a problem the names I like Andy doesnt the names Andy likes I dont lol
Boy names...: Joseph for the 1st name n middle name is either James/Andrew/David i think i like Joseph David, n call him JD but Andy n me need to figure that out:D
Is ur baby going to be named after someone?: If its a boy its been named after my grandad (RIP) and either his daddy (Andrew obv lol and James is Andys middle name) or my big brother (David... see my pictures to see him lol:D) the 3 bestest men in the world, my daddys the 4th but his names horrid so its not getting used and the 5th is my grandpop(RIP) but his name is EVEN WORSE i loved him dearly but im not calling my child Guildard!

Other random questions!!
Where was ur baby conceived?: dunno either a bathroom a bed a lift the floor of a hotel room my bed or Andys bed lol
Have you felt the baby move?: Yes sinse about week 18
What race will your baby have? British!!! its gonna be a whitey English kid. I hope it talks like Hugh Grant lol
Do you have stretch marks?: Yes BOOOO
What was your first symptom?: Fags making me sick (the type u smoke not gay men) that was mean hehe and sore boobs
What religion will the baby know? And from what side?: Roman Catholic from both, Im a practicing Catholic as is my mum as are Andys mum and dad, hes not but Im gonna make him come to church for things like christmas with the baby and easter etc lol else he wont get to see his child on christmas day!
What music or interests do you want the baby to know?: I want baby to be musical like me and andy are, im a brass player and singer hes a drummer (hes really good) but Andys sisters also musical as is my brother and my mum and my dad used to be so its probably going to rather musical lol. I want it to be varied tho so like maybe play orchestral and in a brass band or something!:D
Will ur baby have godparents?: Yes
Who will the god mommy be?: I want my best friend Sarah to be God mummy and my fake sister I think what well do is chose a boy each and a girl each
Who will the god daddy be?: Andys best friend Lee is a deffinate thats my choice lol i LOVE him hes a decent bloke hes always been there for Andy through thick and thin so i want that for my baby too. Andy wants his other friend Craig but id rather like my brother to be it too or my confirmation sponsor
What is the baby's room theme?: Same as mine... HOMELESS lol
What was the first thing u bought for the baby?: an I Love Daddy romper suite hehe
Are u ready to be a mommy?: Not at all!