I am a full-time employee and part-time student.
I am married to my best friend
& the love of my life-Justin bka Chunk.
WE JUST BOUGHT A NEW HOUSE!!
We have two dogs, Duke (lab) and Daizee (mini daschund).

I am AUNT BRANI to a beautiful
bouncing baby niece
named Kammy.
I love her SOOOO much,
She's amazing
I am an only child!

I recently lost a baby at 6 weeks pregnant
It would have been our first precious angel
Unfortunately we lost it for unknown reasons
A D&C was performed and we can try again in 2 months
We are VERY anxious......

Wish us Lots of LUCK =)

An update: (June 25, 2008)
I've had AF visit once since the D&C
Wierd to say but I'm ready for AF to come back (AND then LEAVE!)
We only have ONE more month before we can start trying
And I'm not a patient person
I'm so excited about it getting closer - I'm beside myself!
All I can think is BFP, BFP, BFP, BFP !
I hope that it helps
As of Saturday June 21st - I would have been 3 months
That was a sad day but I kept myself busy and tried not to think about it
BUT IT WAS HARD
I'm good at hiding my feelings (for the most part)
But I admit it was NOT the easiest thing to do that day!
Ok, so enough about that - ONE MORE MONTH WOO HOO!

July 16, 2008

AF is back!
Now we're just impatiently waiting for her to leave.
And for Day 14 to get here.
Can't believe it's almost time!
The 19th, I woulda been 4 months.....
Hard not to think of it.
BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP!!!!!!

August 18th

Well I haven't been on here to do an update in a while. OoPS! AF has came and gone again. My Dr wanted me to get back on the chlomid again this time if nothing happened. But I didn't feel comfortable with that so I decided to just wait it out this month and see what happens. AF left around the 13th and we BD a couple of days. Then on yesterday (17th) I started spotting and cramping a little like AF was coming back. I hope I'm worrying about nothing. But I'm nervous about it. We'll just see - that's all I know to do. I should start ovulating this week. I completely forgot to call my Dr back last week to check on my blood test results to see if I am ovulationg on my own. I called this morning and left a message. Now all I can do is wait [impatiently] again. If things don't happen this week, we will try the chlomid again next month. I was just uncomfortable with it because I got a cyst last time and fibroids before (coincedence?) . Anyway, if you have an words of advice that'd be great. Otherwise I guess I'll just have to wait it out.

Sept 4th

So, here's the news. AF is showing up. I started spotting on yesterday. I decided that since I had a bad experience last time with taking my chlomid and getting pg that if it didn't work last month (Aug) without the chlomid I would take it again this month. However, I didn't want to mess anything up in case I was thinking that it was AF and it was the fibroid I have growing b/c I could be pg. So I wanted to be sure for myself that I wasn't pg before I took the chlomid so that I wouldn't mess anything up. I have gained a little weight too so I thought it may could be.....I took a test today and it was a BFN. No big deal. It's disappointing but hey, it'll happen eventually right? Well now I know for sure it's ok to take the chlomid without hurting what could have been my baby. So that's comforting even tho the BFN is/was not. Oh well.....So, my question is to anyone that reads this: I started "spotting" on yesterday, when do I know when my actual AF is here so that I know when to take the med? Do I go ahead and count yesterday as the first day or do I count the day I have to use something heavier than a liner? If you have any suggestions that'd be great. I'll need to know asap considering tomorrow will be the 3rd day if I was supposed to count yesterday (and I'm supposed to start the 3rd day) Thanks!!! Baby Dust to you all!