Well since some of my page was deleted ill do a little catching up. I found out two weeks ago that the baby is a GIRL!!! I am so excited since this is our last baby we finaly got a girl. So since we found out She has gained tons of things mostly clothes she has more clothes then I do. She is going to be so spoiled. My parents went on vacation and came back with bags of pink stuff. My mom is very excited this is her first grand daughter. She is shopping like there is no tomorrow. My husband is pretty happy to in the beginning he said he wanted another boy but then changed his mind the day of the u/s. I am so excited i just cant wait for her to get hear now i want to hold her and kiss her and just cuddle and look at her. My oldest son wanted a brother as well but dont seem to care to much that its a sister in stead. My youngest still calls the baby brother or sister lol. We are still debating on names it seems so much harder this time to pick a name so far its going to be Savana Pearl but i still have awhile to go it could change a few times between now and then.

Well i though i would add a few things its been awhile.... I am doing good. The Dr. says my bp is a lil high but stays about the same every visit. I am going to the Dr. every two weeks. I have been really tired latly. We are having a halloween party for our boys and its running me raggid, but it shoud be a blast for the kids. The baby is kicking all the time i really dont think she sleeps much if she dose i cant tell. My husband has felt her move but my boys have not. Well thats about it really.

Well its been awhile so i though i would add a few things. I have had a bad few days im so grumpy. I feel like im being a jerk to everyone and i dont mean it but i dont see it untill i have already done it EXAMPLE:. My best friends mom just had a baby boy few months ago and my friend said she was going to buy infant car seat from her mom for me cuz its like brand new well i dont want that car seat i want a pink one i sound so selfish and its not like im rich and can afford anything i want but i want this carseat and swing set and im gonna buy it so i dont want hers... and then i get mad at myself cuz if i didtn want the thing i should of been nice and took it and just bough the other one. My sister in law is throwing me a baby shower and she is driving me nuts with it keeps asking me the samE questions over and over i know she is being nice and trying i just feel like its a burden if i have to do it. even typing this i feel like an ass but ppl just get on my nerves so bad and i just cant seem to help it. Maybe i should lock myself in a closet for two more months. Well anyway enough about me being mean. My dr. wants me to go to physical therapy for my back which i did and when i got home that night my back hurt so bad i was up till 5am crying because i couldnt sleep. I went to the dr. two weeks ago and Savana was head down , I went back the other day and she is not head up. I though she had moved the other night i was layin in bed relaxing watchin her move and i was like what the heck is she doing in there flip flops. Dr. said its ok she will do exame in few weeks to make sure she changed back. I am just so ready to have this baby and get back to my old nongrumpy self. I CANT WAIT TO HOLD HER AND LOOK AT HER AND KISS HER... ITS TAKING FOREVER

Went to Dr. yesterday and got great news. My preeclampsia tests where good. My bp is still high so she wants me to do bedrest, and she said she wont let me go past 38 weeks so unless my bp gets worse im being induced on january 30th. I cant wait this is the greatest news. I told my husband nothing could ruin my day and from then on nothing good happened only bad including some guy side swipping my car door. However im gonna see my lil girl really soon so im still soo HAPPY..

Well it is january 17 i went to the dr today. Things where good. I had went to l&d last night because baby wasnt moving and it gave us the scare of a lifetime but soon as we got hooked up to monitors she was moving all over go figure.. oh well i was so happy to hear her heartbeat it was a huge waight takin on my shoulders. Well my dr told me today that she is going to start non stress test on me twice a week starting sat. I only have two weeks until she induces me so i figure having to go to the dr twice a week is going to make these two weeks go by a lil faster IM HOPING ANYWAY!!!! I cant wait to hold my baby and know she is fine. I stress myself so much worring about my bp and what not. My dr even sent me for a third preclampsia test today so i hope it comes back fine I guess i will find out on Monday. Well i suppose thats all i got for now just waiting and getting excited for my baby to be here