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john and i found out yesterday that we lost our baby. i wrote a blog about it if you want to know how i found out. i wont be back on this site for a little while untill i feel a little better about it.
i just wanted to say to everyone thank you for your comments and messages. i did read them, sorry i havent answered you back though, im still having a hard time dealing with it. even though i was only 3 months, its still very heartbreaking for me. im a very emotional person. but john and i do plan on trying again

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First things First: I am not at all ashamed about being a teenage mom and i never will be. My mom was 19 when she got pregnant with me and i am very proud to say that i am following in her footsteps. My mom is the best mother anyone could ever ask for, and everyone tells me im just like her, so i think im going to be a great mommy <3

I am 19 years old and pregnant. I am from Upstate New York and I hate it here! Me and my boyfriend were planning to move down south to warmer weather butt we have other plans now. Everything is about our baby now and its best if our baby can grow up with its family. I am very family oriented and I have alot of support from my family about this. Everyone is excited, but not as excited as me and John!! I have a myspace like everyone else in the world, my html for that is www.myspace.com/cassiymarie

My babys daddy's name is John. We have been together for two years now and we have been trying to have a baby for a year. We are very proud that we are going to be parents and we couldnt be happier to start our own family! Me and John met at a party and it was love at first sight. We have been together since June 22, 2006. And we are still going strong <3 I love you baby.

When I first found out i was pregnant I was in Georgia visiting my family. Understand that my period was very irregular and I sometimes got it once every 3 months. So I hadnt had my period for 2 1/2 months and John called and asked me to take another test. I told him it was a waste cuz every test for the past 2 months has been negative. But he talked me into it. I took the test and it came up positive. My jaw dropped to the ground. I called my best friend at the time and balled my eyes out to her. Not because I was dissapointed, but because I was nervous and scared about what my family would say. I called My mom and told her and she was sooo happy! Then finally I called John and he was speachless. I came back to New York and everyone was so excited and happy for us! John has 8 sisters and everyone who's had kids so far has had girls. I dont have any brothers or sisters so johns family is plenty lol. So his whole family wants us to have a little boy, but naturally, I want a girl. We'll just have to see what happens!!

We agreed to find out the sex of the baby.
If its a girl, her name will be Chloie Marissa.
If its a boy, we arent sure yet lol. We cant agree on a name yet. See, I want something like Bryce, or Brendan. A name that you dont hear everyday. But John wants a common name. So its tough to agree on a name, Any ideas? Please tell me and help me out with this never ending battle with my boyfriend lol!!!

*June 22, 2006 - John and I start dating
*Summer 2007 - John and I move to our own apartment
*Winter 2007 - John and I get our own trailer
*April 25, 2008 - Baby was conceived
*May 24, 2008 - We found out I am pregnant
*May 28, 2008 - First Doc Apt and UltraSound
*June, 2008 - We move in with Johns Mom to save money
*June 22, 2008 - Mine and Johns 2 year anniversary
*July 8, 2008 - John and I found out we lost our baby =[