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Hi all you mommys and mommys to be!!! congratulations to u all, I wish u a wonderful healthy pregnancy, an easy no pain labor which leads to your wonderful, loving bundle joy! =)

Im so happy to have found this site! it's great to be able to communicate with women who are in the same situation that u are in.it makes you feel sooooooooo very much better when u find out your not the only one having this problem or that problem, and this is normal and that happens sumtimes.....and on and on! (lol) Thank u ladies! you've already helped me so much, just by me looking at your pictures and read your bios.so whatever u may want to ask me, please feel free to do so.I'll be more then happy to talk with u about n-e thing!!!! =)

ABOUT ME

Oaky.......so I am 24 years old. I have been with my boyfriend almost 7 years (WE WERE HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEARTS) LOL. We have a 4 year old son together.And he is my absolute everything!!! I nerver knew I could love someone so much, untill I my son.I also never thought being a parent was so scary! I am such an over protective mom,I am afaid to let him out of my site.(I havn't even put him in pre school yet.I don't trust n-e one to watch over my son when Im not there.not even family) who eles have that problem??? And now I am 4months and 1 week pregnant with child number 2! (Oh gosh! im gonna be losing hair or losing my mind trying to protect 2 baby's!)lol. But I am happy that my son won't have to grow up alone,he'll always have his sibling by his side (hopfully it'll be a sister for him)lol.I am really hoping for a girl, I have always wanted to have a girl.But i don't want to have n-e more kids after this baby.BUT if it's another boy, then im gonna have to keep trying for my little girl.lol (I really! really! don't want to do thi pregnancy thing again!)lol.

This was not a planned pregnancy,and nor was my first.But I will NEVER! concider abortion.All things happen for a reason. And GOD makes a way for everything and everyone.so I know that what ever is worrying me and stressing me out, will soon pass (like the fact that i really need a job right now, or for my boyfriend to get a better one) Im gonna keep on praying and waiting for whats in store for me and my family's future.

My Relationship

Well, like I had said previously,I have been in my relationship for almost 7 years.And it has always been rocky (VERY! VERY! ROCKY) yet some how we made this far, and we still making baby's lol.BUT for him, he was sooooo not expecting this baby. we were actullay having sum thoughts of seperating. (AND WE EVEN STILL ARE) when I first thought i was pregnant, i kept telling him, and he'd get so mad for thing i was.Then i found out I was, and when i told him, it was like he hated me sooooo much, he was not happy at all about having this baby, and he knew I would keep it.( but if it were up to him it would have been gone that same day.) He is such a major A-hole! he's accepting of it now, but it took alot of time and anger to accept it.we still argue alot. It's because he has noooo understanding at all on being pregnant, and what we have to go through.And i get no love at all from him,I have to make him touch my belly sumtimes.he won't do sweet little things for me, no back rubs, foot rubs, no rubbing oil on my belly.It hurts me so bad.Im so lonley.he won't go to doctors appointment with me,and when i come home and try and tell him about it he don't want to hear it.I had been sick since i was 6 weeks pregnant,at 1st i was having some bleeding, so my Dr. told me to take it east or a while and then SUPER nausea started and I was sick every! single! day! just intill recently.I had to take these pills to reduce my nausea,and it made me sleep alot.And o.m.g! I have been called every lazy fat pigs there is to be called. In my last pregnancy I gained 60 pounds and still is carrying the weight i gained,so now he thinks im gonna gain that much weight again and be double size (I hope like heck I don't)but he said he'll leave me or cheat on me if i get n-e fatter...(sorry about this deppressing stuff, i really! needed to vent a lil bit) :(

MY PREGNANCY

Okay so heres a run down of my pregnancy from the time I suspected that may be, up untill now!!

week 6:

I found out i was pregnant when i was 6wks and 1 day. I had been suspecting that i may be for about 2 weeks or so. because i had a very regular period.so when it didn't come.i got worried. my boobs were sore,but that always happened when my period was comming so i didn't really pay much attion to that.Thw day b-4 i found out, i had spent the day with my best friends.we went shopping and we took sum professional pics.and i told my friends 2 keep reminding me to hold in my belly.(lol) I had told them i think im preggers and they all said, yup! u are,( i think they just wanted me to be)lol..and 1 of my friends has a new born, and i was so attacjed to him that day,i was in love with the way he smelled.lol.

So the next day i went and got a pregnancy test,just a little cheap one,but as soon as i p p'd on that thing, those 2 lines were very visible!( my last pregnacy it took 4 test b-4 i got a positive) so i was shocked that it actually said i was.i was still un sure, so i gyn,and they told me to come for a test,and yup! it was 4-real..and i was so surprised!!!

WEEK 7:

It had been a regular week for me,like i wasn't even pregnant.then friday came along and some things happend that i had not experianced in my previous pregnancy.all day my belly had been cramping (like i was gonna start my period) and then that night i went to pee and it was bright red.i was so scared,( i thought that n-e sign of blood meant miscarrige) so the next day i spoke with an advice nurse and she told me not to worry as long as it wasn't reall heavy.but i was still scared.so the next day i went to the hospital just to be on the safe side.everything was okay,and i felt some relief. plus i was super happy cause i got to hear the heartbeat for the first time.(i love that sound so much!!)

WEEK 8:

So last week was bad,well mostly scary.but was okay.This week i was still having some spotting.....But oh my gosh!!! the MORNING SICKNESS!!!! has now started.this was the worst feeling ever!! I had just a lil bit of morning sickness with my 1st pregnancy.nothing near what this was like.If i wasn't pukking, then i sure felt like i was.i was scared to eat cause i didn't want to throw up.i'd been living on crakers and ginger ale! And my boobs!!! they were so sensitive,i couldn't lay on em', touch em', rub lotion on em', and n-e fabric that touched my nipples i could have swore it was a knife! i thought my nipples were gonna fall off or something!lol

WEEKS 9- 16 ALL SUMMED UP

Okay so the dang on morning sickness has been going strong!!! for wayyyy too long dang it! Well in week 15-16 it had stared to decrease alot.I don't have much energy yet. my boobs are still through some issues, and O.M.G!!!! SMELLS!!!!!!! my freakin sense of smell is hightend times 200!! i couldn't use n-e lotions,perfumes or n-e strong sented soaps, deorderants or shampoos all the cleaning supplies,air fresheners, candles, glade plug-ins everything made my sooo nauseated and it smelled so bad to me.that drove me so crazy! im still a bit sensitive to some smells, but it's getting better.....im gonna add more in a lil while....=)

week 18-

This was an okay week.I went for my monthly check up.the doc said my blood pressure was kinda high.i gain 6 pounds in the past month so that sucked!!! the babys heartbeat was good.I had a lot of questions for my dr. she gave me a book to help me with sum of my questions. On monday a had a really bad nose bleed,that scared the hell outta me! also i had been having lots of cramping in my lower belly and sharp shooting pains in my vagina,the doc said they could be braxton hicks,she said after your 1st pregnancy,u sumtimes start to have then sooner. (which is scary 4 me, cause i think its too soon). my headachs are still comming , i have a bad knee,back pain and ting leg and thigh muscles! the nausea is going away.well unless i smell sumthing or eat sumthing that triggers it.I feel like hell on wheels!! and i still got a looong ways to go!!! =(

DECEMBER 6th

TODAY I FIND OUT WHAT IM HAVING!!!!!! IM SOOOOO NERVOUS AND EXCITED, IM ALMOST SCARED TO FIND OUT.CAUSE I REALLY! REALLY! REALLY! WANT A LITTLE GIRL!!! WELL LADIES..... I SHALL RETURN SHORTLY WITH MY BIG NEWS!!!..........

!!!!!!!!!!!IT'S A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!

week 30-

well is been a while since i last wrote n-e thing. and MANN!!! i really, really can not wait to not be pregnant n-e more. sooo many problems. i can't wait till theses 10 weeks are over. i found out last week that i have gestational diabetes. and i am sooo scared. i don't want n-e thing to be wrong with me or my baby. i don't go to see the nutrtionist til next week and i have been scared to eat n-e thing at all since i found out. also, i can't get no sleep at night.i wake up every hour.im constintly having to pee, and my pelvis feels like its broken, and i can barly roll over in bed cause it hurts my pelvis and hip bones. And on top of the phisycal problems. i been having soo many issues in my life to cause me mental frustration.Im so freakin stressed out, and it seems to only be getting worst. things have been so bad for me that im now thinking that i may die in labor or sumthing. i just want to have my healthy baby girl and have my mental and physical health back. im praying for an easy non-complicated labor. well i'll write again next week after i start my glucose testing and start seeing my nutritionist....

Pregnancy Survey
About You
Name?:	Cortney (cece)
Age?:	24
Height?:	5'4
Pre-pregnancy weight?:	rather not say =p
About The Father
Name?:	james
Age?:	25 on moday
Height?:	5'8
Are you still together?:	yeah.but our relationship sucks!!! i gets no love. =(
About Your Pregnancy
Is this your first pregnancy?:	Second
When did you find out you were pregnant?:	when i was 6 weeks
Was it planned?:	Nope.but all things happen 4 a reason.
What was your first reaction?:	very shocked
Who was with you when you found out?:	by myself
Who was the first person you told?:	my boyfriend
How did your parents react?:	i didn't tell my dad at 1st.but i had to cause i was sick and thought i was gonna lose the baby.so i told him and he was happy.
How far along are you?:	16 weeks & 6 days
What was your first symptom?:	morning sickness!!! the worst thing ever!!!!!
What is your due date?:	april 28th 2008
Do you know the sex of the baby?:	not yet, but im really hoping for a girl since i already have a 4 year old son....i really! really want a girl!!(lol)
If so, what is it?:	12/11/07 i find out!!!
Have you picked out names?:	nope
If so, what are they?:	i gotta find out what im having 1st...
How much weight have you gained?:	just like 7 or 8 pounds...but it feels like more!
Do you have stretch marks?:	well no new 1's.but i got alot from my 1st pregnancy...alot! damn those strecth marks!! lol
Have you felt the baby move?:	yup! i been felling lots of bumping around in there.i didn't think id feel "her" this soon.
Have you heard the heartbeat?:	yes!!! i love that sound! =)
About the birth
Will you keep the baby?:	well of course i am!!!
Home or hospital birth?:	Hospital
Natural or medicated birth?:	im gonna try and do without this time around. key word=TRY! lol
Who will be in the delivery room with you?:	i dunno?? i don't care..the dr is alll i need! lol
Will you breastfeed?:	im gonna try harder this time to do it..i had a hard time b-4.
Do you think you'll need a c-section?:	i sure in the heck hope not.
Will you cry when you hold the baby for the first time?:	nah, i doubt it....but i'll be happy that "she" is here!! =)
What's the first thing you might say to him/her?:	"hi baby" lol
Would you let someone videotape the birth:	yeah,cause last time we didn't get much on tape. and i'd like 2 see it when its all over.
Are you excited about the birth, or scared?:	im very scared! i don't know why.i've dine it b-4.and it went great...i guess it just cause i know what to expect now,and last time it was just like "okay so leys see whats this gonna be like" lol MYQUESTIONS ABOUT PRGNANCY 1. What the heck causes morning sickness? 2.Why do u have it noon and night aswell if its called morning sickness?? 3.why does prenatal vitamins make u feel nauseated? 4. What causes your senses to go haywire? 5. Why do why have cravings? 6. Why are all pregnancys different? 7. What makes your face and nose get fat? 8. Why do i have these damn leg cramps? 9. what causes braxton hicks? 10.Why am i having them so early? 11. Why do sum women gain lots of weight, and most women don't? (even if they have the same eating habits and physical activities??) 12. Why does your hands and feet swell? 13. Why aren't men enabled to get pregnant?????? 14. Why can't u get rid of strecth marks? 15.Why does labor have to hurt so bad? .....more to come as time goes by..... I Have a question ladies!?!? 01/08/08- I wanted to see if n-e you have had this problem....i askd my doc 2 weeks ago, and she told me to just drink more water,and i have been plus it had only happend once when i had went in 2 see the doc....but everytime i do n-e walking or prolonged standing i feel like im gonna pass out.everytime i go to the grocery store or to the bank or n-e where. i get light headed....1st i start to sweat,my shoulders start to tighten up,my head hurts, my body gets tingle and i get dizzy and short of breath,so i'll stop and try catch my breath,then when i start back walking i start to fade out,my eyes become darkend ,like everything is going black and today when it happend, my eyes started to water.it is sooo scary when it happens,i have to squat down on the floor and lean on sumthing,the store people had to get me a chair and water.i was so embarrased!and i was all by myself in the store. im gonna ask my doc when i go back, what could that be, but i still got 2 more weeks, so if u ever felt like that, can u tell me what causes this? and how'd u make it stop?