Sunday, 16 Mar

Monday, 17 Mar

Tuesday, 18 Mar

Wednesday, 19 Mar

Wednesday, 19 Mar

Thursday, 20 Mar

I couldnt wait any more and dashed out to get pg tests. I read it just to be sure i dont make any mistakes, peed and started to clean up while waiting and there it was.- AF on the tissue. I started to laugh.

well, I didnt want a november baby any way.(yeah right)

12:22 am thursday april 28

I havent been to bed yet. AF is due tmrw friday. i wont let this get me down. if im not pregnant this cycle, im going to take a deep breath, forget about it for a while, ignore all questions from family and friends, for at least another 6 months. so... watever

1:11 am friday 25th april

about to go to bed. AF due today. im preety sure she is on her way cos i can feel the cramps righ t on schedule.

if she's here i wont be back for a while.

10:25 am saturday 26th april

I was awake all night coughing. My throat itches like hell. I'm nauseus but it eases up everytime i burp. my sister is almost 2 weeks late and she still hasnt tested. she's too scared of finding a negative, whil i tested yesterday and already have my bfn :) she's been ttc for a while now so its understandable.

I dont mind. It means I can stop thinking about it.

sunday 27th april 4:23 pm

2 Days late, but considering i was 5 days late last month, im not dancing around in circles. my AF- like cramps are gone. my breasts dont seem to know what time of the month it is, cept for a little itching. i still have a bitter taste at the back of my throat.

NOTHING ELSE. i dont feel pregnant.

Oh well.

weds april 30th

Dh seems to want to bd all the time. thats nice but talk about poor timing.

if AF Shows up today that means i now have a 41day cycle, thats way too long. i was just thinking the other day how even though Ive been trying for 7months, i havent exactly had 7 cycles.

my sister's BFN really has her depressed. she had sever cramps yesterday and has to be in the hospital today. i feel like im ttc for 2. im hoping she calls soon with good news.

12:13am thursday may 1st

i'm now 6 days late, one day more than last month. i still dont feel any different. luckily its labour day today and Dh and i have a dinner party to attend tmrw, hopefully it will help get my mind of ttc. unfortunatly i just found my sister lied about going to the hospital. she didnt go cos she started bleeding. i know she is scared but i dont see how this helps. considering i could almost swear i was pregnant every time the past 5 month, maybe i really am this time as i have no symptoms.

6.09 PM 3rd May

very surprising BFN

11:21 am 6th may

hi.

left rio for new jersey. and havent had a ttc thought in 2 days.

im 12 days late, and still no sign of AF.

well, I'm here to kick back and relax.

will try to check in once in a while. take care.