Me and my oldest daughter Chloe

Hey yall, my name is Jacquelyn, I am 25 from Kentucky. This is my second child, and I am due August 28th. I feel like I look 6 months pregnant, I am big as a house lol. I have read with your second, you show quicker, so I remind myself that at least 20 times a day :) This pregnancy is kicking my butt! I have no energy, I feel sick ALL the time, I cant even take out the trash without dry heaving. I havent really craved anything too crazy, its all been pretty normal. I know my husband LOVES going to the store at 10 pm to get a bag of Baked Lays and 2 jars of pickles! Anyways, I would love to hear from anybody and everybody, if you want, leave me a message. Good luck with yalls pregnancy and i hope all goes well

Feb 7, 07

WOO WHO! I am now 11 weeks and 2 days pregnant! 40 weeks seems so far away! I am really trying to enjoy this pregnancy because it will be my last :( I have a daughter, my husband has a son and we will have one together so we have decided our family will be complete. Even though i wouldnt mind being pregnant one more time! lol I love being pregnant! And to think i am only 24 and will almost be 25 when the baby is born, and i will be having my tubes tied! kinda scary, i just hope my husband and i dont regret this decision later. My little girl wants a baby sister because she is used to Zachary pooping all the time and "being stinky" so she thinks all boys are that way! Once I told her, "even little girls poop" she was fine with the idea of having a baby brother. She is the funniest little girl. She was in her childrens church class one sunday, and after educating the class on where your "arm pit" is, she told the class her mommy was having a baby, "AND SHE DIDNT EVEN EAT IT!" LOL the teacher told me that and I almost peed my pants! I knew she would get curious on how the baby got there, but i wouldve never thought she would think i ate it! lol the she asked me if i had to eat her! lol her favorite saying is off of talladega nights, when the little boy says, "I'm all jacked up on Mountain Dew" which thank god that was the only part she had seen, i can only imagine what else she wouldve picked up! lol I cant wait to see her with this baby, i hope he/she resembles her. Just thinking about her holding the baby makes me want to cry! well i need to go for now, its late and i have to work in the morning i will update soon....drop me a message! talk to yall later!

well i finally had my dr appointment today. i went yesterday and sat for 4 hours before anyone informed me that my dr was in surgery! talk about MADDDD!!!!!! But they could fit me in today so it wasnt THAT bad! lol I got to hear the heart beat for the first time. Best sound in the world. Plus I get to see what I am having March 26th. I know you ladies know how excited I am so i dont even have to tell you....ok i do......I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!! lol The nurse said, "do you want to make it in the morning or late afternoon?" I wanted to say, "are you CRAZY! I cant wait all day long" I would drive my husband crazy counting down the hours/minutes! lol so it will be monday, march 26th at 9 am. And of course I will update and let everyone know! Plus my husband and i have talked about it, and i am going to quit my job. I am a waitress, so its not like that job cant be replaced, even though i hope and pray that i never have to wait on another table the rest of my life! its getting WAY to hard on me, i am having MAJOR back pains with this pregnancy. I can barely walk around wal*mart without coming home in tears. So i am kind of excited about quitting. I will still do little odd jobs, for my family, just to bring in a little extra cash in. Anyways, i am going to go for now, keep me updated on how yall are doing! take care....

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our wedding day! This pic is a little fuzzy, but its one of my favs! I wanted to add a few more of the whole wedding party but they are all too fuzzy, i dont know what the deal is!

March 28: alright ladies!!!! i am having a girl! YAY! I this whole time i was 99.9% positive she was a he but shes a she! LoL And her name is going to be Lllian (Lillie) Kaye (after my mom) I am IN LOVE with that name! The weird thing about it is, Chloes name means "flowering" and Lilly IS a flower...I had Lillys at my wedding, and when i was at the doc yesterday they had this huge poster in there and the only thing that caught my eye was at the bottom in BIG red letters was LILLY! How weird? I am so glad Chloe will have someone to relate to and play with...i cant wait to see them play together, even fight together! lol Get them bunk beds, and make their room all girly! lol She was ADORABLE in the u/s. Shes already so girly...The whole time she had her little hand under her chin posing! And as soon as we saw her, she threw her arm in the air, like "Here i am" The whole time my mom and i kept saying, "AWWWW" Jason was just in awe! And chloe i think was mad because she was expecting to see like a REAL pic of her! lol she was funny! And i almost cried when i told her she was going to have a little sis. (thats what she wanted anyways) her jaw dropped, she smiled ear to ear and said "YESSSSS" it was all worth it, just for that moment! She tells people, "my mommy is having a baby sister and her name is Lillie" too cute, well i need to go hope all is well for all of you and yall better keep me posted! lol Let me know what yall are having when you know!

April 8th: Happy Easter ladies! heres chloe at church. she looked beautiful! I had her hair all curly, which you cant really tell because her hair is so thin, all the curls fell out by the time we got there, but shes still beautiful to me.

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ter: here is my 'lil man, all dressed up....isnt he adorable? His little cheeks are chapped from going Easter egg hunting....we were only outside for 5 minutes and look how red they are...

ok ladies here she is! can you see her little hand under her chin? how precious???

this one is a little fuzzy for some reason, but she's looking right at you! she looks a little alien like right now, but shes beautiful anyways, i just know it!

May 10th: Hey ladies, sorry it took so long to reply to some of you, we have moved and it took the phone company FOREVER to hook up my phone THEN low and behold my internet messed up! So i went like three weeks without getting online and I LOVE to check this page! I have met alot of great people on here that i enjoy talking too! So....anyways, i went to the doctor the 7th for a check up and everything looks great! i go the 21st to check for diabetes! I dread that! When i was pregnant with Chloe, I had to do it twice because I was border line! So good luck ladies and let me know how your test go!

May 19t

h: Well here is the

pregnancy pic i have been promising! Look at how skinny i am! lol I have a

few more, but i HATE imageshack and it took almost all day to download this

picture. I will post more when i have more patients! (25 weeks 6 days)

May 19I am stoked though because I am 27 weeks and 1 day pregnant! Thats only like what 13 weeks left? MAN! It has FLOWN by!Pretty soon i'll be holding my beautiful little Lilly flower! Its so funny because each day that passes I can tell shes getting bigger and bigger because she is now kicking me in my throat! lol well it feels like it anyways! I think she knows I am sick because she has been kicking me more and more and more and mainly when i am trying to get some sleep! I can already tell her and Chloe are going to be just a like, two peas in a pod! lol Well i need to go I have the house to myself and I need to enjoy having the remote all to myself for once! NO ESPN or Dora! YAY!

June 17: ITS OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!! YAY!!!! Its hard to believe one year ago I married my best friend! The sad thing about it is, we are celebrating it by him and his cousin having a Play Station party! WOO HOO!!! lmao! No, I told him it would be ok because right now I am a big party pooper! lol I have had some pains today which kind of worry me because earlier we were wrestling around and I fell off the recliner on his knee on my belly. Then tonight I had some pains that doubled me over! But my step mom made me feel better, she just reminded me of how I would do that when I was pregnant with Chloe, I would be fine then all of a sudden I would get massive lower stomach pains which would make me almost sick. So i am thinking its all normal. I have felt her kicking alot, plus i get to go to the doc tomorrow! well I hope all you ladies are doing great, I know I get more and more miserable every single day and if one more person says, "are you sure there is just ONE in there" I am going to explode! so help me! lol well take care and I will update soon!

June 22: Ok ladies....who feels like crap raise your hands? I REALLY dont know if i can take another 2 months! I am soo swollen I am MISERABLE! You can no longer see the bones in my feet or ankels! And its so painful! I think its moving up to my chins too because if i am on my feet for 5 minutes they are throbbing and they feel like they are going to pop because the skin is so tight. I didnt start this crap with chloe until i was like 9 months pregnant, I CANT TAKE IT! On top of the fact my nose has spread, and my right hand is swollen 24-7 to the point to where i cant make a fist! What the crap? Right now having my tubes tied is sounding better and better! lol It has been sooo good up until now, and i LOVE feeling her move and kick, but this swollen feet stuff is for the birds! lol well i need to go look up sodium free diets! YIPPEE!!!!!!! which i think means i can eat....umm....wood?

August 13: GOOD NEWS LADIES!!!! (FINALLY) i went to the doc today! He asked me if i have been having any contractions yet, and of course i said NO! But I (told a little lie) told him that my husband was going out of town the first of September to train for his work and would be gone for 2 to 3 weeks. I said, "I really would like for him to be here when i have her, is there ANY way i could have her before the leaves?" I told him the only reason i was concerned about going over was because i wasnt progressing any! He said, "well this weekend would be a good weekend to have her, i'm on call!" Well i damn near pooped my pants when he said that! lol He said he is going to give me this "treatment" wednesday morning where he will "rupture the membrains" and "stir up contractions" he said usually after you do that the woman goes into labor very soon after. BUT he wants to give me TWO treatments this week so I would have a VERY good chance at having her this weekend. He pretty much guarenteed me she'd be here by this weekend. I AM STOKED! I'm not looking forward to getting the treatments because i was told they stick this fork looking thing in there and pop the membrains and he'll still thin out my cervix a little! and i have to do it twice so miss lilly will come this weekend! I dont even care, bring on the pain! The thought that i will probably be holding my newborn baby AT HOME this time next week has got me soooo anxious! Which i didnt completely lie to the doc, my mom is coming in right before the baby is due but she cant stay long because my lil bro is in school and she lives in memphis, so i really want to have her before my mom has to go back ya know? But i thought if i said my "husband" it would work a little better! ANYWAYS, i go wednesday morning at 11 so pray for me! :) And i will try to update when i get home all depends on how i feel! like damn it i'm sure! good luck to the rest of you! Maybe yall should mention doing the membrain thing to your doc!

August 16: OH DEAR GOD! ok, so i had my first treatment...sorry i didnt update last night, needless to say IT SUCKED! The doc didnt have to use the "fork" but he used his hand, his WHOLE HAND! And he doesnt have little fingers! It was the most awful thing, he put one hand on the top of my belly to push her down, and the other hand..well you know shoving her upwards, so he had her in an even smaller ball! she was PISSED! lol she didnt quit moving for 3 hours! Anyhow, he dialated me to a one! BIG FRIGGIN DEAL! I can dialate on my own, i need some contractions, which he told me i would have! He said, "your probably going to spot" yeah well i did! and it freaked me out! I could barely walk when he got finished and CRAMPED like i was on my period! So.....later on that night i thought, "i'm going to go walk" well of course its like 287 degrees here so i went and walked the mall.....once again HORRIBLE pain, to where i could barely walk! And today.....well i feel somewhat better, but my crotch is still sore, and i am still cramping, and i get to get up and do it all over again in the morning! I am NOT looking forward to it, but i am going to beg and plead that he just induces me. I cant keep getting these treatments every other day! But I did talk to this nurse thats the supervisor over the birthing center and she said if i had that treatment on wednesday i should have a baby no later than saturday! So we shall see...I just really cant take it anymore, she is putting so much pressure on my crotch that it raises me up out of bed! and brings tears to my eyes! My mom came in today, expecting to have a new grandbaby! and she can only stay like a week and a half, so this baby needs to hurry up! Well ladies, sorry i wrote another novel! I will try and update tomorrow it all depends on how i feel and if i get to come home! YAY! i hope he sends me straight to the birthing center! PLEASE keep your fingers crossed, and dont forget to keep me updated!

August 21: ONE MORE DAY! alright ladies Miss Lilly will be here sometime tomorrow! YAY! I get induced at 7am so it'll probably be sometime tomorrow night before she makes her big debut! I cant wait, i should be home sometime friday afternoon and i will try to update friday night or saturday sometime, i cant make any promises! but i will keep you all updated! keep your fingers crossed for me!

August 26th: SHES HEEEERRRRREEEE!!!!!! alright ladies, my beautiful baby Lillian Kaye (lilly) is finally here! I went in wednesday morning at 7 am, to be induced! They started my patocin (sp) at 8 am, by 1ish my contractions started getting stronger and stronger so i am thinking i am dialating pretty good, well ya dont get paid for thinking! lol the doc checked me at 5 pm and i was a 3, so in 10 hours i dialated 1 1/2 cm, whoopty friggin doo! lol by 3 am i was bawling my eyes out (keep in mind on patocin they wont let you get out of bed, and you cant eat anything but jello so i hadnt eaten since tuesday night and at this point it was early thursday morning, i was STARVED) I asked the nurse if i havent dialated was there any way he would just do a c-section, and she said probably ANYWAYS, he came in and checked me and i was a 4! ERRRR but was ok because i could now get a epidural. The anesthesiologist came in around 3:30 am he had NO clue what he was doing! he put a needle in my back 3 damn times and still couldnt get it right! the 3rd time he got the needle in but it started "shifting towards a vessel" something you dont really wanna hear! Blood started leaking out and he had to take the epidural out and when he did i started SCREAMING, "MY NECK" I started bawling and my dad had to literally lay me down in the bed. Well the doc came in and saw how bad off i was and decided to do a c-section. I have never been more scared in my life! I go to the OR and they had to do a spinal tap, they laid me down and strapped my arms to the table, well i start having a panic attack, so they give me oxygen. All of a sudden i cant feel ANYTHING, i'm talking legs, fingers, eye lids, etc. When i open my mouth to tell them i cant breathe, nothing comes out! I start FLIPPING at this point! So one of the docs is telling me, "your ok, your breathing fine and your hearts doing great, take small breathes!" Then my hubby comes in and is talking to me, but i cant talk back, i cant hold his hand, and i cant see him. All of a sudden i feel this awful burning sensation in my belly, lots of pressure, and blood. I felt like i was in a coma because all i can do is think....i start praying because at this point in time i am feeling like i am going to die and i start to cry....Then all of a sudden i hear, "what a big baby girl" then "WHHHAAAYYYYY" i heard my baby for the first time.....They let me kiss her and then she was off to the nursery! Next thing i know i am in recovery throwing my guts up! They gave me nerve medicine and knocked me out. When they wheeled me into my room i see my hubby standing there holding our daughter! Most beautiful thing i have ever laid eyes on! BUT.....I cant hold my head up! They tell me that i have a spinal headache! And omg, the worst pain in the world, it started from my forehead to my butt bone. They said the only way to fix it was to have a spinal blood patch done where they take blood from your arm and put it into your back where the leak was, but they do it like they do an epidural, so you can see where i had a MAJOR problem with this. IF they couldnt do it right the first or third time how the hell can they do it now? But even if you do have it you have to wait like 3 days before they will do it. So i laid in my bed for 3 days crying my eyes out, the only thing i could do for my baby is feed her and even then i didnt feel like doing that! So my last day in the hospital they convinced me to do it, they said they would have the head guy do it instead of that other idiot! He came in there did his thing which took 5 minutes and was done on the first try! can you believe it! lol he told me i had to lie flat on my back for 4 hours then i could go home. So 4 hours later, i get up and feel like a brand new person! WOW! Talk about a miracle! But you should see my back, i look like a pin coushin! My back is bruised all to hell, and from the middle of my back to my butt bone KILLS me! So needless to say i have been loving my oxycodone! But we are home and doing well! Lilly is such a good baby! I have been breast feeding her but I am still waiting for my milk to come in! I have to give her formula too because she is starving, this girl is a eater! lol You should see chloe with her, she was holding her for the first time, and said, "mommy I REALLY do love her" she is so in love with Lilly it almost drives me crazy! lol she is the ONLY one who can hold her, she would go OFF on people in the hospital if she walked in and saw them holding her sister! And if there was a time when she couldnt hold her she would say, "All i wanna do is spend time with my sister" it was too cute, well she is hungry so i need to go, hope you all enjoyed my novel! lol

September 2nd: Well Lilly is doing great! We are all doing great! I am having some problems with my iron, which means i can hardly hold my head up! I am wore out! I can sleep and sleep and sleep and i am still tired! We are also breast feeding but either this kid can eat or I dont have enough milk to get her full! She wants to eat all the time, and my poor boobs cant take it! lol its gotten to where i dread feeding time! plus we're having some gas problems which is probably because she takes a bottle too, but like i said i CANT keep feeding her everytime she wants to eat, if i did i might as well never wear a shirt again! lol well i need to go speaking of feeding time SOMEONE HELP!

November 2nd: Hey ladies! hope you all had a good Halloween! We did! The kids were too cute! and lilly....man she was just adorable! If you girls get a chance, check out my new pics!

January 31, 2008: Hello again ladies, I know its been forever, since I have updated, but you guys know how hard it can be!!! I'm lucky if i get to shower everyday, let alone have some "me time" to get on here! lol ANYWAYS, My baby girl just turned 5 months old, and man is time flying! Part of me is LOVING it, but part of me is just so sad....I love watching her grow, and discover new things, but it seems like just yesterday i was bitching about my awful pregnancy! lol Plus she has become such a mommas girl! OMG, dont get me wrong I eat it up when she only wants me, but dear god.....i actually had to use the bathroom holding her the other day....I dont know what has happened, i dont sit around and hold her all day, so i dont know why she has become so acustomed to being up my butt! lol She literally is NOT happy unless i am holding her...Even when her daddy is holding her, if she sees me, or hears me, she starts crying...Like i said, there are times where i eat it up, but i would also like to be able to pee without her on my hip....Please tell me there are others of you with this same problem....I remember with my first one, as long as she could see me, she was fine, so if i was cleaning i put her in her bouncy seat, put her in the same room as me, and she was good to go....NOT Lilly.....I mean she isnt ALWAYS like this, its just the majority of the time...Shes still a really good baby, I guess momma has just spoiled her a lil too much! EGH! so sue me! shes my last one (thats how i justify it to my husband) So i guess instead of bitching I'll just sit back and enjoy it...its just kind of hard with two other little ones.....well ladies, keep me posted on all of your babies, hope all is well!

March 6 2008: hey ladies....sorry i havent updated in a while, its kind of hard to with all i have going on! My 4 year old Chloe, is fixing to be 5 the 21st of this month...I am rather depressed! I remember when i first had her thinking, "i have 5 years before she starts school" now i only have 5 months...Not only will she be starting school in 5 months, but my baby Lilly will be 1 in 5 months....someone kill me! where has the time gone? Watching my kids grow, makes me feel old, which i dont mind, but i dont like watching my kids get old! you know? granted its not like they're going to be teenagers, but they will be soon enough! My Lilly has cut her first two teeth, and they are just adorable! It was hell getting them, but she looks so cute when she gives you that big smile! AND shes sitting up all by herself, soon she'll be crawling! Which i am kind of excited about, because shes such a mommas girl, so when i am bouncing room to room trying to clean, she can just follow...but i will probably be ready to pull my hair out because i am sure she'll get into everyting which means more for me to clean, and it also means she'll be getting plenty of "boo boos" someone kill me! i dont do good with boo boos! lol i dont think any mother does! well i should be going lilly is getting fussy, i am no longer in eye sight! lol hope you all are feeling great and having a good pregnancy, and if you have had your babies, enjoy every single minute of it, because you'll blink your eyes, and they will no longer be babies....They'll be little independant kindergarteners!!! :(

April 24 2008~ Its an update! YAY! About time right? Here is Miss Lilly she was 8 months old yeterday! UGH, makes me want to cry! she is also crawling now! More like army crawling, but shes good at it, and man am i getting my exercise! Shes for sure getting her personality these days! And she knows how to throw a fit, she must ge that from her siblings! lol

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