Hi all

I had many entries here about me, my family and my pregnancy so far, but twice the server has up and deleted it all on me and I give up trying to re-establish it. I am sad as enjoyed looking back to see how I was feeling and what we were going through.

I have been with my partner for 11 years now. We got preggers with our first wee bubs late 05, he was born in july 06. We started trying for baby no. 2 in May 2007. (As I want 3 chn before im 35). Got pregnant straight away, but unfortunatley had m/c in first week of June. Waited 1 cycle and tried again, got preggers straight away. So here we are pregant with no. 2. Hope we make it through with this one, spend a lot of time worrying.

Am 13 weeks now, so extatic to be pregnant with no.2. Feeling safer now.

well, feeling lots better now. No m/s, tiredness has gone. Have had 2 really bad migraines, which i never ever get. And its horrible as there is nothing to take to cure them. I have been sent a tip today to drink gatorade, so i am def going to try it. I am wondering constantly whether I am going to have a boy or girl. Would love a wee girl, so we have one of each, but another little boy for my son Cody to play with would be just as beautiful. I also spend alot of time thinking about the birth. I had a c-section (not by choice) with my first, and had just decided I would go that way again, since I have been there before and know what it is all about. But lately have been thinking how nice it would be to come home soon after the birth and how I really want to be able to lift up my son and cuddle him. He weighs 13kg already, so by the time our next baby is born, how heavy will he be. And I think he'll need just as many cuddles as our new baby, so he doesn't feel like someone is replacing him. I am hoping for a vbac. Anyone thats had one, would love to hear from you and what you thought. WEll hope everyone is well. I am so happy to be pregnant. 25 more weeks just seem like eternity, but i know the day will be here before i know it.

15 November 2007

Only 4 more sleeps till I have my u/s. Am so excited!!! I have debated the finding out the sex of my baby for the past 4/5 weeks over and over. When we first found out we were preggers, I told my h/b that we would wait for a surprise, but now the scan is almost upon us, how can I turn down the opportunity of knowing..... Confused still! Will make a call on the day.

Sleeping is uncompfy for me at the mo. Sore hips and pins n needles in my arms last night. So I guess some of the uncomfortable parts of pregnancy will creep in over next few weeks. Am so happy to have made it half way.

19 November

Well only 3 hours now, until my life changes again! It was changing to find out i was preggers, next to know the sex our of baby, little brother for our son, or a daughter. My guess at this stage is boy. Up until about 4 wks ago, I said girl, but have changed my mind. Had 2 dreams it was a boy, so maybe that has influenced my thinking.

Had bleeding nose lately, but that is only real problem, other than trouble sleeping. Baby is moving every now and then. Lots of movements some days and then very few the next. Will be v reassurring to see our little one today and know that all is ok.

Am just so excited about 3.15pm!!!!!

22 Nov

Well my darling baby decided for me whether we'd find out its sex before birth. IT kept its legs shut the whole time, so we don't know what we are having. We have no more scheduled u/s, but if we do have decided we will still wait till the birth as that is what I had originally planned. I hate calling the baby 'it' so will have to come up with a nick name of some kind. It was so beautiful to see our little bubs on the screen though, playing with its knees and toes and also sucking its fingers. I can't wait to meet him/her.

20 December

24 weeks down 15 to go!!! I am starting to get impatient now! This feeling didnt start until later in my last pregnancy, but I guess I know first hand the joy that is to come. Baby T (this is our nickname for now as we don't know boy/girl and don't want to call him/her it) is very active and I just love all the little movements. I can't wait to meet him/her. Getting indigetion sometimes, but otherwise am having a prettty trouble free time which is great. roll on the new year and then the countdown will really be on!

19 Jan 2008

3rd trimester. Only 11wks to go............... But feels like forever!!!!

I can't wait to meet my little guy/gal? still to find out.

I have a very active baby, which makes me think boy, but in the back of my mind i have always thought girl, but maybe thats becuase I would love a little girl. But a baby brother for my son would be great too!

I love being preggers, but its the nmiddle of summer and its so hot it is depressing me.

81 days to go..................

16 Feb 08

Wow, only 52 days to go now............. Can't believe I was writing last with 81 days to go!!

We are doing really good. My baby is rolling around, I feel big strong rolling movements all the time. I am certain he/she is in a breech or sideways position. I get all my movements/kicks low down and to the sides. I have a midwife appt tues to see how that is going. I know that most babies don't get into position until around 35/36wks, that is when i will be meeting with doc to decide if i have vbac as an option. I am meeting with a friend on tues who is a midwife to talk about it all. i am keep freaking out about vag birth, I am freaked about tearing. I read someones post about having 60+ stitches and man that sounds hellishly worse than the c-sect cut and 1 big stitch!!!! Anyway I do really want to try natural, but also worry about having to end up having an emergency c-sect and having complications. Worry worry worry, we seem to do lots of that during pregnancy. I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MY LITTLE MAN/LADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!