I am so ready for this baby to be born!!! A few more weeks only. She will be here no later than Oct. 17th (scheduled c-section due to SUA, Complete Breech Position and Large Size).

At first I was totally freaked out about a section, to the point that the word "c-section" brought me to tears. I didnt want to see it as an option earlier on. Now it is a very real thing for me. I am pretty much guaranteed to be having one whether it is on the scheduled date or I go into labour on my own.

At 36 weeks she was already measuring about 7.5lbs and although I dont know what week her head was measuring at, when I saw the OB/GYN about a possible c-section she said her head is very large which is why she has gone breech again, and it is highly unlikely she will turn, because her head will not fit comfortably where it is supposed to fit. If she turns on her own I will be able to attempt a natural birth but even that may not work as they are unsure if she will even fit through my pelvis. Now THAT IS A BIG HEAD LOL. I have accepted the fact that it may be a section, and just want her to get here healthy.

Nothing in my life has ever been easy, so I dont expect this to be any different! LOL. I am doing this alone, well not really alone but the father and I are not together and actually not even speaking. Don't feel bad for me, its better this way! I have a ton of loving and supportive family and friends, and dont know what I would have done without them thus far.

My daughters name is going to be Journey. I am already so in love with this little girl. I have SUA, which is single umbillical artery, the umbillical cord is missing an entire piece. It is rare but everything looks great with her and she is healthy, big and right on track.

Good luck to everyone whether you are just starting out or at the end of your pregnancy; here is to the next stage of life!